sister's keeper

[ana-elisabeta]

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“for a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. the shell cracks, the inside comes out and everything changes. to someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like total destruction.”

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@neverforgiiven i think my ask broke again

KYLO ON NAT

A thought about them that they’d never share: 

How she makes him want to smile. Like always. Pretty sure she’d just walk into a room and his face feels like grinning (it’s terrible) she can’t know this because - well i really don’t know. He just won’t share. At this point i think it’s because people expect Kylo to act a certain way, uncaring and indifferent that when he does feel something (which isn’t often) He holds it down. 

First impression of them: 

Again we started in the middle i believe? but Kylo totally found her attractive and adorable at the same time because of the height difference (you see it in the pictures i tag u in) He probably short people jerks and played the role of giant just to see if she a temper on her.  

Favorite thing about them:

Her scars. Once he sees them of course, he’s going to just be all - blah for them. Also her freckles, i bet in one of their cuddle parties, if she falls asleep before him - he lays there counting how many she has scattered on her face. 

Least favorite thing about them:

She’s better at school then him. 

Hopes for their future relationship: 

Oh oh….ohhhh. ohhhhh. 

[neverforgiiven]

“ not sure if i want to throw up, faint or both. ” ( from laney because <3 )

first date sentences ! ( accepting ! ) // @mixtapxs ! ! ! 

brow was furrowed in apprehension, dark hues lingering on the younger as she easily steadied him, hand coming to his back to aid him if he were to collapse as he suggested ( ah, where was ryker when she needed him ? ). “you’ll be okay, carino ( sweetheart ), just - just let me get you some medicine, or - or maybe some peppermint, okay?” the girl had learned that in times of nausea or immense levels of anxiety, such things often aided her - though different bodies held different reactions to such things, it wasn’t likely that it would help him in the same manner. 

fingers began to quiver, curling into his clothes as she quietly guided him to the coolness of his room, setting him down on the bed before moving away the sheets and guiding him on his side. “for now, just - just lay down, okay? you’re most likely dehydrated. i’m going to get you some water, and some medicine, and then you’re going to lay for a bit. it may help you with your nausea.” with that, she’d turn on the air conditioning, flitting around the room in her worry ( it was one thing to let him continue down the path of addiction - it was his body, and he respected her boundaries, so she couldn’t really go against her own request and disrespect his - but if it were to influence him in such a way that it hindered him so, she’d need to step in ). 

“i’ll be right back. if you move, i’m going to throw a fit. so stay there, yes?” with that, the young woman turned, switching off the light and beginning to gather what was needed for the boy ( hopefully it would help him, even just a little bit ). 

[complction]

“for a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. the shell cracks, the inside comes out and everything changes. to someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like total destruction.”

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[neverforgiiven]

ooc. suddenly i got sort of  ? ?? negative vibes ? ??  i dunno . nat’s got me conflicted a bit and i’m not sure as to what to do with her. kind of just going to fade out for a bit lmao catch me on im’s / discord if you wanna chat !! 

[neverforgiiven]

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[cassandrapentayaaaaas]

Questions About Creating Your OCs

‘Cause sometimes the stories of how OCs come to be are just as interesting as the OCs, themselves. Tell me how your virtual kids came into the world.

What was the first element of your OC that you remember considering (name, appearance, backstory, etc.)? 

Did you design them with any other characters/OCs from their universe in mind? 

How did you choose their name? 

In developing their backstory, what elements of the world they live in played the most influential parts? 

Is there any significance behind their hair color? 

Is there any significance behind their eye color? 

Is there any significance behind their height? 

What (if anything) do you relate to within their character/story? 

Are they based off of you, in some way? 

If they have an LI, how much of their character is tailored to be compatible to that person? 

Did you know what the OC’s sexuality would be at the time of their creation? 

What have you found to be most difficult about creating art for your OC (any form of art: writing, drawing, edits, etc.)? 

How far past the canon events that take place in their world have you extended their story, if at all? 

If you had to narrow it down to 2 things that you MUST keep in mind while working with your OC, what would those things be? 

What is something about your OC can make you laugh? 

What is something about your OC can make you cry? 

Is there some element you regret adding to your OC or their story? 

What is the most recent thing you’ve discovered about your OC? 

What is your favorite fact about your OC?

[neverforgiiven]

‘you’re important to me.’ aya again <3 aosdfasiodf

saying ‘i love you ‘ ! ( accepting ! ) // @likecottxncandy ! ! !  

“i understand that,” voice was strained, eyes trained upon the fabric of the pillow in her hands ( more often than not, such a retreat to safety was found in the hufflepuff common room - away from the slytherins that prowled after her, away from the prying eyes of the professors or of the students or of anyone at all - she found that here, she was safe, even if for a moment ). “but please understand that she is important to me. that isn’t something that i can shy away from, ayaka. that - that isn’t something that i can ever let off of my shoulders.” perhaps the other didn’t realize just what the girl was to her - but she held no need, nor energy, to further explain. she’d only frustrate the both of them. 

“we - we can agree to disagree, on this. but i’m not, and i will not ever, leave her alone in that house. i don’t care if i get myself killed for it,” a falter, breath hitching upon the thought of her baby sister once more ( her precious sister, her dearest treasure, her purpose and so much more - how could she ever think of abandoning her when the stakes were at their highest ? ). if she were to leave the child with them, she’d become a product of their hate, of their wrongs and of their worst, the product of what she would be if she went willingly with their harsh demands ( and her wrongs, they piled up to such heavy burdens, and she could never let the child be crushed with such guilt ).

perhaps ayaka didn’t know of the duty of an elder sibling. perhaps such a thing to say, such a proposal to make was only logical of her. it would ensure the safety of someone that she cared for, yes, she understood that much ( but the hufflepuff was quite the reckless one, and talia knew that the slytherin was well aware of that ). however, such rationale, such reasoning - they would fall upon deaf ears. 

“i don’t care if i am hurt by them, or - or taken away, or - or even … “ even killed. she didn’t care, she couldn’t care. not when robyn was the cost for her freedom ( she had lost her childhood ; she couldn’t let her dearest sister lose hers, as well ). “you - you know me, ayaka. i can’t … i can’t abandon that responsibility.” if she couldn’t respect that, then … nat would have to take a step back to reevaluate quite a few things. 

[vespaertine]

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[neverforgiiven]

sliding tarotcards back and forth between his hands, red whistled contently, eventually pulling out a single card which he held up; " i'll read your future for free, if you want me to ~ everyone could use a little love right?"

tilting her head curiously upon the other’s offer, she’d hesitantly sit down before him to gain a better grasp of just what he was offering. cards ? some sort of magic, perhaps ? the girl didn’t know, but curiosity glinted in bright eyes nonetheless ( ah, she should know better than to believe such a thing, but the imaginative and open-minded part of her sung its song nevertheless ).

“my - my future?” she’d offer slowly, widening eyes fluttering from the man before her to the card in between his fingers before she’d quietly tilt her head in thought. should she ? she had the tendency to worry, to fret too much over such things like these ( the superstition held in such practices was one that she often clung onto far too tight - but maybe something pleasant would come out of this ! ). “since you offered, it - it would be rude to refuse,” she managed to sputter, smile sheepish as she gave a little nod of her acknowledgement and agreement. “please show me, sir.” 

[complction]

“for a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. the shell cracks, the inside comes out and everything changes. to someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like total destruction.”

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[neverforgiiven]

fxtedriders

“Eh? Are you okay Natalia?” he put the back of his hand on her forehead. Was she sick?? Oh no, why didn’t she tell him; he could’ve had Seoyeon make her soup!

“Ahh…do you have a fever? Or is it a cold? Have you been feeling funny lately?”

the touch upon her head brought her hands to move from over her features, peeking up to the man in a rather huffy manner ( ah, he was too much ! even so, he was trying his best to help her . . . ). slowly, the embarrassment would soften, slighting to the tender sheepishness that barely cloaked her pride ( it was embarrassing to talk about such things to her, especially when it came so easily to the other ! ). 

“i - i’m okay, jaehyun,” she’d assure him, smiling faint. “i - i , um , i’m just . . . embarrassed ? i guess you could say that,” she managed, chuckling rather awkwardly. “i - i never really talked about something like - like that . . . “ 

[neverforgiiven]

‘i’m worried about you.’ aya in hogwarts verse !!

saying ‘ i love you ‘ !  ( accepting ! ) // @likecottxncandy !!! 

words were carefully noted ( carefully discarded into mere sayings, into mere mumbles that would soon be drowned by the raging waves of her anxiety, of her conscience that mirrored the ones who molded her so grievously ), eyes instead lingering upon the book before her to continue the image of steadfast studying ( not of pitiful worrying ). “you needn’t worry, aya,” she merely hummed, voice softer ( weaker, if one could truly decipher such a minuscule thing ), eyes not meeting the other’s just yet. “it … it’s okay.” as long as she didn’t touch her, she wouldn’t notice the bruises that littered her battered body ( she wouldn’t needlessly worry of her silent struggle ).

“let’s just … let’s just call it a night for now, yes?” 

[neverforgiiven]

ten, nine and one!!!

modified rp meme ! ( accepting ! ) 

ten faceclaims i want to use.

elizabeth olsen 

bill skarsgård  

daniel glover  

leigh anne pinnock 

arden cho 

booboo stewart 

diego boneta 

bruno mars 

kat graham  

lee hongbin

nine friendships.

nat && alex ( @omnecosmos )  

nat && damian ( @necromantiia ) 

nat && nadav ( @necromantiia )  

nat && junseo ( @intcrweaved )  

nat && kylo ( @mixtapxs ) 

nat && lane ( @mixtapxs )  

nat && jae ha ( @jiyxu ) 

nat && marley ( @overoutrage )

nat && tokiya ( @heartlessvoice )

one character i will never let go of.

i would say nat ! as a character, she’s changed quite a lot over the years ; she used to be quite mary-sueish ( though i wouldn’t say that she’s a flawless and completely relatable character, either ), being practically a saint whose done no wrong. now, she is a flawed character that has gone through things, but has earned resilience and has begun to cope with the changes of her life over the years. as i’m continuing to develop her and flesh her out, i feel that i’ve grown alongside her in a way ? i’m not too certain, but i’m not going to be letting her go or leaving her completely any time soon.

[neverforgiiven]

intcrweaved

           he was aware that she’d much prefer it if he would leave her alone and accept her lies about being okay but that wasn’t really the type of thing he would – or even could do. he worried for her and he couldn’t help it – if she got mad at him for it, so be it. of course he had a certain plan to make her open up and junseo knew he couldn’t rush it or try to pry it out of her by insisting; there were better ways to do it and he would try all of them until he had a proper answer. he couldn’t understand her reluctance to trust him and rely on him but perhaps junseo was just being a hypocrite, considering he was very similar to her when it came to that.

           junseo stared at her, lips pursed and clear worry on his features even as she gently ran her fingers through his hair – it might have felt nice but it wouldn’t convince him. “ you always keep saying that but you never give me a reason for it. i can’t just sit back and watch you get hurt while doing nothing, nat. you know i can’t. ” it went against everything he believed in and, truth be told, junseo didn’t even want to try to do that. “ you’re not being really reassuring ” he smiled lightly, as if trying to lighten up the mood. “ i don’t like that. you sound so sad sometimes… ”

if nat knew anything of the man, it was that he was very hard to convince of things, especially when it came to things that he would worry over. she didn’t blame him, no, she tended to be the same way ( this instance was one of the most prevalent ), but . . . she could only hope he didn’t get angry with her for remaining in such a stiff position with this. his worry was easily recognized, easily noted, and with that in mind the girl would merely sigh to herself as her fingers came to halt at his cheek for a few moments. she would remain quiet, quivering lip curving into a soft frown, eyes softening upon such words. ah, he was as stubborn as ever ( no, stubborn was often childish, but she knew the boy had grown far more than she ever could ). 

“i . . . i know, jun,” she managed, smile returned in a rather sheepish manner ( she didn’t know what else to do, and such uncertainty horribly constricted her ) as her fingers lingered at his cheek, then moving to trail down his arm before finding one of his hands to hold. slender fingers interlaced with his easily, gently squeezing, and the warmth of his hand seemed to assure her more than anything. “i - i can’t . . . talk about everything, openly. i know you, jun, and if i told you everything, you’d do much more than what i can let you concerning the situation. but i’m working on it. it . . . “ it would be okay, she wanted to say, but she knew that such words never truly worked on the man. 

“ . . . it’s a work in progress. i - i just have to get through a few more weeks of it, and then once i’m done with the year, i’ll be out and into the muggle world i go, you know?” voice lightened slightly, though a clench in her chest brought a harsh lump to be swallowed soon after ( out of their way, out of their use, out of her life - she didn’t know if staying and suffering was worse than leaving such familiarity behind ). 

[neverforgiiven]

fxtedriders

“Yep! I dunno why, but I really like being called a good boy. Or baby boy, one of those would be nice…they feel nice y’know?”

the girl was rather hesitant, then gave a little nod of understanding. “i - i . . . think i get what you mean.” cheeks began to burn upon less-than-innocent thoughts concerning possible names, and so she’d put her hands up to her cheeks, unable to hide such bashfulness. “ah, my - my cheeks are all warm . . . “