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Art, books and manga/manwha enthusiast 🎨 I draw OCs and fanart of the things I enjoy 🌈| BL |🔞| no spoilers | 🚫AI | ita/eng DON’T USE/REPOST

Don’t get me wrong, I loved ch.61 but am I the only one who expected Yashiro to sit in the back with Doumeki instead of upfront? 🥺 Of course Yashiro wouldn’t actually do that and a twist like that would be way too much in the story, but I genuinely expected something like that while reading and I decided to draw it anyway for comfort 🫶 looking forward to the next chapter!

#saezuru tori wa habatakanai #yoneda kou #saezuru #my saezuru fanart #I enjoy using CSP so much I really love gradients and drawing in monochrome #I sketch and do the main work in Procreate #then I move to CSP for the lineart. And I’ve noticed that if I keep the Procreate base slightly visible underneath #the final effect feels deeper…?#while imagining it I still wanted to depict it in a way that stayed as close to Yashiro’s refrain as possible 🥺

"I betrayed my duty.

And even if I could go back,

I’d make the exact same choice."

Because love moved before duty ever had a chance 🥹❤️

(This is not meant to be a tragic scene, just a very emotional one. I imagine this moment taking place sometime after chapter 62. In my mind, Doumeki is there in the rain, stripped of every defense except honesty. No excuses, no hesitation, just the quiet truth as he admits it, maybe even in front of Tsunakawa. The rain as a witness, as always in this beautiful story 🌧️❤️‍🩹)

#saezuru tori wa habatakanai #saezuru #yoneda kou #my fanart #my saezuru fanart #this was very hard to colour #i tried my best #from far away it looks cool so please don’t zoom in LOL #just focus on the vibes okay? ❤️#I got inspired by a shot of Kyouji in Let’s Go Karaoke! Live Action and then I saw Doumeki wearing the white shirt in ch.62 #so I thought that was perfect #I tried to give it a cinematic atmosphere with the pouring rain and the blue🌧️

nevergiveupondreamsfan

Do you remember the fanart I did last year of possessive Doumeki grabbing Yashiro’s waist in the elevator? I actually made also an Halloween version of this drawing and then never posted it, so I’ve shamelessly used it this year instead 🧛‍♂️🕯️✨ I like to imagine Yashiro gave in willingly! Hopefully I’ll be able to make something new for next year!

jilyreadz

🎃 Gonna write a story about the art because it's so gosh dang amazing! Consider this my first fanfiction :D 🎃

It was a strange night today, Doumeki was acting much more forward than he usually is with Yashiro. Yashiro played it cool waiting for him by the elevator, not really expecting him to come back so quickly. He wasn't expecting a lot of things that night.

Yashiro was half-expecting him to just idly wait for the elevator to go to his designated floor, but Doumeki surprised him by doing a full-on kabedon on him. Now Yashiro felt tense, and it wasn't helping that he started to breathe a bit quicker than he usually did (I am refusing to make this more dirty than it should be). His eyes darted everywhere until he saw Doumeki quiver, his eyes locking in on the tense muscles surrounding him.

"Yashiro-san, can you do me a favor and leave at the next floor?" He heard Doumeki say silently.

Yashiro looked at him with those half-lidded eyes that were always indescribable. He didn't move, he just looked at him.

A women stepped in. Yashiro, for some slight hesitation, hoped she wouldn't look at they're direction. Doumeki took his left hand off the wall, and clutched his left eye quickly. Something was wrong, Yashiro could see it literally.

His eyes were bloodshot red, much different from the warm dark brown that Yashiro could deny he fell in love with. Doumeki spoke with a louder voice asking the lady, "Ms, what time is it?"

She replied looking at her watch, not paying any attention to the incredible tension happening behind her and said, "Midnight, sir."

Doumeki took a breath and replied a solemn thanks, before the women disappeared to the next floor. Doumeki wished Yashiro had gone along with her, he couldn't take it anymore.

Yashiro looked up and watched how his eyes turned red and then back to brown, teeth turning sharp and then normal. He thought he was hallucinating, surely Doumeki couldn't be a vampire?

All suspicions were completely thrown off the window when Doumeki spoke quietly.

"Need...blood..". A beg, a need to survive, and Yashiro gave in way too quickly.

Yashiro tilted his head to the side and looked at Doumeki's hunger-filled eyes, instantly turning to a slit. "Come on big vampire, I know you want my blo-", he couldn't even finish.

Doumeki possessively held his waist (Yashiro consequently touching his hand and the other onto his shoulder), placed his sharp fangs at the center of Yashiro's neck, and bit gently. A few seconds passed, and he began to suck at a slow pace making sure Yashiro didn't feel that much of a sting. When he was satisfied, he looked up at the mirror, looking at the horrible damage he had done..

nevergiveupondreamsfan

OMG! You wrote a fic inspired by my art??? I love it, my heart is melting 😭 When someone feels inspired by my art, that’s the best feeling ever!! It really means a lot. Thank you so much!!

#no but honestly #this is pure peak happiness!#i'm very glad i inspired you like that!#thank you for giving so much meaning and value to my drawing!

Been thinking about them again… so here’s a cozy post-practice moment sketch from last February I finally managed to finish!❄️⛸

#yuri on ice #otayuri #my fanart #I actually started this in February and here I am finally finishing and posting it!#I really love the idea of Yuri getting very tall and having to fight through that challenge #since height isn’t always great for figure skating #I picture him practicing like crazy so he doesn’t lose his elegance #Beka ofc is a supportive bff

Do you remember the fanart I did last year of possessive Doumeki grabbing Yashiro’s waist in the elevator? I actually made also an Halloween version of this drawing and then never posted it, so I’ve shamelessly used it this year instead 🧛‍♂️🕯️✨ I like to imagine Yashiro gave in willingly! Hopefully I’ll be able to make something new for next year!

#saezuru tori wa habatakanai #yoneda kou #saezuru #my saezuru fanart #Halloween fanart

This year I finally got to draw a birthday piece for Doumeki's birthday! For him, I pictured something simple: he’s on a peaceful, cozy date, eating a steamy taiyaki and cherishing that small, precious moment together with Yashiro, who’s taking the pic, obviously 😌🍰💞 Someone on X commented something adorable: since taiyaki has the most filling in the head, Doumeki would offer that first bite to Yashiro and, even if Yashiro took it first, Doumeki would still see it as the best gift ever 💗 I love this thought!

#saezuru tori wa habatakanai #saezuru #yoneda kou #my saezuru fanart #happy birthday Doumeki!

I like imagining them with their love children, twins to be precise, a boy and a girl 💗 🐦‍⬛🪺🐦‍⬛💗 they would adore and be adored in the best ways possible 🥹 the sketch is a total mess, unfinished and veeery rough, but it warms my heart 💕(this is a Saezuru Fanart I did and posted on X in April)

#saezuru tori wa habatakanai #saezuru #yoneda kou #my saezuru fanart #I'd have a comic story for this AU as well ...#I’m drawing their love children as teens now #I love this AU too much

nevergiveupondreamsfan

I just finished a little Highschool AU comic that takes place sometime after the anpan scene I drew back in 2018 🥯✨ I’m really happy with how it turned out, even though keeping things consistent in every panel is so hard! Hope you enjoy it! 🙏🥹

nevergiveupondreamsfan

I’m not active here much anymore, sometimes I log in after weeks or even longer, so sorry for the late! I just wanted to make one single post to thank you all together instead of going reply by reply.

Thank you so much for all the love and feedback on my Saezuru Highschool AU comic!!🥹🙏💖 I really didn’t expect such a big response, and your comments and tags really made me happy!

I want to add a little note about this AU: aside from noticing things I forgot to fix or add in the drawings before posting (yikes!), in my comic Yashiro and Doumeki take the train, imagining they live a bit outside the city center. Honestly, in Japan it would be more realistic if they took an underground line, because many trains go underground when they reach the city. But I really wanted Yashiro’s hair to be lit by the afternoon sunlight from the windows and wanted that glow catching Doumeki’s eyes and fascinating him even more ✨ So in this case I chose atmosphere instead of realism. Maybe this note about the train is superfluous, since this is a fanart after all, but I still wanted to point it out for clarity😉

I’ll definetly continue this AU with more chapters, because I actually have a story in mind for it! I’d also like to add cameos of more main and secondary characters, but I still need to find the way lol. For now I managed to squeeze in 4 of them, but I hope I can add more, I will see. 😉

It will take time though: just these 8 pages already took me months, because I worked on them without pressure, only in free moments, when I felt inspired and for pure fun.

That said, I have HUGE respect for all artists/mangaka/storytellers who do this as their real job, with deadlines and chapters way longer and more complex every time. It’s really admirable! Always support!

Thanks again! 😊🙏❤️

#thank you so much #i have actually other comics of other AUs in mind but ...#i wish i had someone to approve my general storyboard #because what I like one day the next day looks so boring and strange to me LOL #also the struggle of making all characters recognizable in every panel!#sometimes they look like totally different people or like they suddenly have different facial features #I guess constant practice is key and of course professionals are on another level *bows*#but I will try my best!#I also found out I really enjoy drawing in monochrome #playing with tones and gradients for textures and shadows is so fun #clip studio paint supremacy #btw I talk too much in tags #okay byeeee

Ecstasy at dawn 🌅💕

#saezuru tori wa habatakanai #saezuru #my saezuru fanart #yoneda kou #as always I love playing with gradients in Procreate #there’s something wrong with the poses but I like the overall vibes so I’m satisfied

I just finished a little Highschool AU comic that takes place sometime after the anpan scene I drew back in 2018 🥯✨ I’m really happy with how it turned out, even though keeping things consistent in every panel is so hard! Hope you enjoy it! 🙏🥹

#saezuru tori wa habatakanai #saezuru #my saezuru fanart #higschool AU #I put all my heart in this ❤️#I am very satisfied with the result #I have never drawn so much headshots in one go hahah