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ed since 12

SW: 157.9

CW: 172

LW:110.2

I just had to get cut out of my of my favorite dresses and I can’t stop sobbing

Here we go again

I’m officially the heaviest I’ve ever been. And I want to end it. I can’t believe I let myself get to this point.

I wish I could post photos to compare just how much weight I’ve gained back. It’s disgusting and I want to puke.

It’s annoying that I can’t fast like I used to. It’s I need my brain to at least somewhat function for my job

I keep weighing in at 170 at my gym. But there’s no way that’s right. Ive been a lot bigger than this and weighed less

I burned 405 cals in the gym today. I still feel like I need to burn more.

And that’s on being asked if you’re pregnant constantly

Food is temporary, but the throat pain after purging is eternal

Your sign to do 20 crunches right now

I have everyone convinced I’m doing this the “healthy” way. Little do they know it’s gonna be worse than before

I’m glad I relapsed so I can get this extra weight off

But I forgot when I’m in this mode, it makes my depression much much worse. And I know people are gonna ask questions

*purges*

Few hours later: hmmm why am i so hungry

Back in my cycle of working out after every time I eat, or purging

I’m getting my shit back together. I’ve gained too much weight.