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[nevwornxiety]

I just recently received an email that I failed the working test and my applications will not be proceed for the next step. I just dont know what i am supposed to do. I will still pray to God as usual but its just that...

[nevwornxiety]

i cannot fail the test, because i need money. my family needs money, we have a money difficulty now. i have to push myself by thinking positively that I am not failing. but just to think about it makes me stressed

[nevwornxiety]

God, i want to apologize for being ungrateful. Today, I am supposed to work on my thesis and prepare my exam report and presentation. But my mind constantly drifted to the graduate program that I just registered. My mind goes blank and i am waiting for it. I am not in the mood to do my thesis or exam. Meanwhile, there is another company waiting for me to fill in the recruitment form. I am so sorry, God!! I am sorry for being ungrateful

[nevwornxiety]

PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST.PASSED THE TEST

[nevwornxiety]

Gosh, i am scared of my literature review and conceptual framework. I know the exam just finished on Nov 16th. But did i do it right?

[nevwornxiety]

I am tired of waiting waiting waiting. I know that at the end of the day, I am going to accept this job even if this position is not what i want. I am tired of waiting for that dream job. When i feel entitled to it, others dont see it. God, if that job is meant for me, get me closer to that job. I have to accept that i cannot get what i want. What i need to focus more is MONEY. I need savings

[nevwornxiety]

I just finished interview today and it went well but to be honest i am not sure about their decision. Meanwhile, i also have to wait for my GPA and my thesis advisor announcement til January. What am i supposed to do to keep my head busy from job interview and school at the same time? I'd rather be drowned at individual homework, assignment, papers and exams just to keep my head busy waiting for announcement

[nevwornxiety]

God, how am i supposed to get money? So that my mom wont be doing a bad money investment. I am just so concerned that I wont get money for my family and we will not pay debt. Its so stupid career move of mine to resign from previous company. God, what am i supposed to do?

[nevwornxiety]

I am sad, they gave me a promise but then when I follow them up, they don't keep that promise anymore. It sucks that I am still waiting for it. I am way too disappointed. FUCK. Why do they give me a promise that they cannot keep. All i have to do is waiting waiting waiting

[nevwornxiety]

Gosh i am so disappointed today. I recently found out that my answer copy sheets has been considered 80% of AI in a platform Q. When, in fact, for these assignments - I truly read and rephrase my words based on my concious decision. I did not use AI because I knew how strict my uni could be. I have used T and G to check my assignments whether there is any potential plagiarism. I was safe from these platforms but I was not safe on Q. Now i am scared because I have used T & G to check for my previous group and individual assignments. I am scared and anxious if it will affect my grade since this semester is going to end and I NEVER want to retake this course. I am going to graduate as expected. God please help me

[georgiapeach30513]

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[nevwornxiety]

I was expecting romcom from them... But let's see it is still better that they get to be on the same project right?🙏

[nevwornxiety]

What I hope from #yaçokseversen's Leyla

She might have sexual chemistry and tension with Ates whenever they have interaction.

But i hope she is not the kind of girl who always confront him whenever there is an issue.

I mean girl is a scammer, so I hope she knows how to read people even if she might be confused about Ates. I hope she is the baddie girl too, where she plays and manipulates him when she knows she gets played by him. So that it will evoke Ates's feeling for her.

And their interaction is going to be FIRE.

[nevwornxiety]

Has anybody watched that #yaçokseversen teaser?

Yesterday, I stumbled upon Twitter and noticed that there is a new summer dizi called #yaçokseversen starring by Kerem Bursin and Hafsanur.

I just watched the teaser and found out that Kerem has listed this own Spotify Playlist dedicated to his character, ATES (i think?)

So it just makes me wants to rant here that I have my own analyzation regarding what his character could be based on the teaser and the Spotify Playlist

NOTE: THIS IS NOT A SPOILER. THIS IS JUST MY OWN INTERPRETATION AND ANALYZATION ON WHAT ATES MIGHT LOOK LIKE

I checked his playlist and noticed that he chose these songs Do I Wanna Know? by Arctic Monkey and I Feel Like I'm Drowning by Two Feet.

I don't know why chose this song but it might be Kerem's own interpretation of ATES. So here is what i think:

ATES might have different character arc than Serkan Bolat. Even though the only similarity betweeen the two is how they love their partners.

ATES is a high-on-life kind of guy, meaning that he can be content and feeling settled with his life. He is not like Serkan where he is always serious and grumpy all the time. He knows how to have fun

ATES can be serious-yet-unserious person at the same time.

ATES is confident, but he is not arrogant (i think other people might have misconception of his character later)

ATES is aloof and chill person as he shows it. He is minding his own business. But despite this facade, he knows shit and he can take hints two and two. He is not stupid and he observes everything around him, but since he seems aloof people might think they can take advantage of him. ATES is charming man that can play along with you when you don't even realize it.

I checked his other songs of choice are A Million Dollar Man by Lana Del Rey and I See Fire by Ed Sheeran shows that ATES might seem aloof with everyone and everyone might think that ATES does not take them seriously even in serious situation. But if they care enough to see the real him, they will find out that ATES is a very intense and deep person. His feeling is very deep. He thinks and cares everything but he does not want to show it because he does not want people to take advantage of him. That is why i think he might not want to love anyone, because he thinks that no one can make him feel that way.

I am not really sure about his job, he might be a rich person. But based on the teaser, we saw Ates and Leyla meeting the officer at the end of the scene. It could mean that he works along with police ( he is a detective or police) or he might be one of the fugitive/ criminals that the police has been looking for. Either way, Ates and Leyla's relationship might take a place because of their connection with the police department so they have to stick together to save themselves.

I have a hunch that Ates did find Leyla cute and based on the teaser, he might find himself having sexual tension with her. But because he brings all his logic, he will not pursue her (as he thinks he should-_-)

I am thinking that he is quite afraid of showing his expression and feeling, he might hurt her feeling. Because showing his feeling is not his forte. He does not do love. So when i see the playlist and the teasers photo (especially the one where he hugged Leila at elevator and looks at someone, you can check his hand difference in her upper shoulder and her lower waist ). I get the sense that he might be a toxic bad boy because he control and manipulates the situation in his own way. NO one can control him. EVER.

#yaçokseversen #kerembursin #hafsanursancaktutan #turkishdizi #newsummerturkishdizi #turkishdizi2023

[nevwornxiety]

Am i the only one who is satisfied with the ending?

I am quite satisfied with how the writer decides to end their relationship. I eve screamed in my room and have to pause and rewatch certain scenes just to get my feeling excited.

From the very beginning, the drama itself sends a message to the viewers on just be natural and be comfortable with the way you are and that really applies with the nature of Joon and Haesung's relationship.

Joon is not the most expressive person to other people, but he is still at least more expressive with Haesung. So in that case, I dont expect Joon to confess his feeling with over dramatic flower overtone like any other K-dramas.

His " Don't be jealous" already gives one final answer to Haesung and that assures her feeling. And I think that this is how she learns to not expect much from your partner.

So, when he proposes to Haesung at home. It is normal, casual and romantic for friends who have known each other for years. Joon can just be himself and He does not have to go overboard/ prepare too much when it comes to proposing her. Haesung really trusts her man and she already knows him by her hand that she does not have to worry about his feeling unlike her past relationship where she is worried that man would not like her or even cheat on her.

And did you see with how he sat down next to her? Gosh, he looks all mushy mushy in love with her. He is really comfortable in being a baby to Haesung. And Haesung has a caring nature so she is fine in taking care of him.

Their relationship reminds me of when someone who is the eldest daughter dating someone who is the youngest brother in family

How I wish they will give us a spin off episode of Joon and Haesung.

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[nightlyquotes]

“One of the most amazing things that can happen is finding someone who sees everything you are and won’t let you be anything less. They see the potential in you. They see endless possibilities. And through their eyes, you start to see yourself the same way. As someone who matters. As someone who can make a difference in this world.”

— Unknown