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took a lil turn back down Self-Harm Blvd bc i’ve been so fuckin triggered and undone after the past few months dragging my history of abuse and SA back to the surface. luv that for me.

ANYWAYS the urge is so fuckin strong right now but i’m going on a family vacataion requiring wearing a swimsuit in exactly one week?? to fuck around and find out, or to not fuck around and find out, that is the question…

#mine #delete later #tw sh #tw self h4rm

who let me try ketamine i mean honestly that was just irresponsible

#hey hi hell i’m a dumbass addict nice to meet you #anyways i hate myself and i love drugs #turns out quarantine doesn’t mix well with chronic depression and anxiety and adhd and an eating disorder amd substance abuse issues #drugs tw #ketamine #mine #delete later

nightmarevirgo

20 days of halsey → (18/20)

favorite hfk song ↳ 100 letters

dailyladylyrics

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The Used - Box Full Of Sharp Objects.

nerdyariana

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I wish you could see This face in front of me You’re sorry you swear it you’re done But I can’t tell you from the drugs

pheloniusdank420

This is probably the best, Not to mention the worst idea, That I have ever had. Ignoring what we’ve felt, Overlooking what we’ve done, No awkward silences, no hiding any truths

mcrsession

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Harry Styles covers this week's "Guardian Weekend"

like honestly if i could just have ONE good friend maybe this would be easier??? idk but right now all i can do is cry

#i wish i was stronger than this but i’m just not #and i wish i had real friends to support me through this but i jusy don’t #idk i absolutely know that i suck so i guess i deserve it but i still wish i didn’t have to do this alone #anyways whatever #if my dad dies then iMm killing myself so you’ll all know why #whatever i guess #delete later

i tried so hard to have a good birthday i really did but the inevitable crushing despair of my father having cancer 100% killed any good vibe i managed to latch on to :////////

#anyways kill me #i’m fully aware that i can’t have my father around forever unfortunately given his age but i’m not ready for this at all #i really just can’t stop crying and i don’t know how i’m supposed to deal with this #like actually just kill me instead plz??#is that an option?????#anyways this is the worst birthday of my whole life and i’d love to just skip it #delete later