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central park  —  of course he mentions central park. it’s beautiful this time of year, autumn-brown leaves drifting down from the trees and dusting the path. he types out a message three times and erases it. peter doesn’t want to shoot him down or give him the impression that this is just some game, but meeting him… what if it all goes wrong? what if peter’s not what he’s expecting?Â
sms: you want to come see me? sms: aren’t you nervous? sms: what if i’m different in real life and this is all ruined?Â
truth be told, johnny’s not sure he wants to meet. part of it all feels too good to be true. somebody so close, just his type, it all feels like a set-up. like someone’s trying to out the local ladies man. and that’s the suspicion he carries -- equally enjoying the anonymity, but always worried that it’s only one sided. like whoever is on the other end of the phone knows exactly what they’re doing.
sms: both. sms: you’re right. you’ve never even seen my abs... sms: maybe we should start with names. sms: hey. i’m johnny. sms: i live in manhattan my sister and her husband. i like long walks on the beach, pink lemonade, and my steaks medium rare.











