If it isn’t clear already, I’m a bit behind on my blog posts (as in almost a full month behind).Â
I had the intention, in December 0f 2015, to blog each day for a year. I have successfully completed this goal and then decided to continue keeping this account of my life. On that day, I wrote “It’s amazing to think how quickly time can fly by, how in an instant you go from one new year to the next and everything in-between seems like a blur end capped by a ball dropping in Times Square. Sure there are the big moments that peak through the blur, the happy and joyful moments of birthdays and holidays or graduations and weddings, and the horrible moments filled with sorrow, pain, and loss. But how much do we miss? How many fantastic and beautiful tiny moments are merely blended together in the blur? How many moments do we miss feeling angry or sad or stressed?”. It is interesting to look back on how I’ve grown and evolved over the last 20 months, and I am beyond grateful to have gone through this journey with you. You have shared every little moment with me, and somehow we successfully muted the blur and spliced it to see the beauty of every moment.Â
At this point in my life, a Senior in college who is a student full time, part of an instructional team, working in a research lab, and hopefully about to start a new job, I am finding myself short on time and simply unable to keep up with this blog. I am pushing myself to grow in many different areas of my life, and journaling is still a central aspect to my growth. However, journaling for my private accounts and managing this blog is, at the moment, ineffective. This blog has, for close to two years, been life giving to the fullest extent. I want this space to always be life giving, and it is for this reason that I am taking a hiatus until I can fully dedicated myself to the intention of this blog. I will be back, I know that already because I am crying as I write about taking a break, even though I never imagined it would mean this much to me.Â
Before I begin my hiatus (or I guess more accurately continue my hiatus I have just now formally labelled), I will leave you with the same thoughts I wrote back in December of 2015:Â
But what could happen if, even in our darkest or weakest or most painful moments, we all tried to find the love or the joy or the hope or the good? How different might our lives be if we jumped in the puddles in the rain instead of fleeing angrily from the storm? How different might our world be if we altered our perspectives in this way?
And as always, please remember,Â
This is your new book too. What are you going to write in it?
With all the love in the world.