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highinfidelity

IM CACKLING

theerastour

do you really wanna know where I was april 29th?

corneliastkatie

@taylorswift

Last night I got a tattoo to commemorate the album that means more to me than I ever imagined an album could. This album made my biggest and oldest dream come true. 2019 was a hard year for me (especially the first half of the year), and this album and Taylor showed up just in time for me. I also got a Cornelia rose, because the first time I heard Cornelia Street it really hit me that the person I’ve looked up to for 12+ years has similar fears and anxieties, and that song encompasses my greatest fear, which is the people closest to me leaving me. That relatablitiy was showcased in a way that was so different from how I’ve experienced that with Taylor before with previous songs and albums. My heart is always bursting with love for this woman and her music.

PS, my 1st and 3rd tattoos are both Taylor lyrics/albums, and 1 and 3 is 13, so do what you want with that information.

newyorkin1989

When I’m feeling alone, you remind me of home.

❤️🎄

It’ll be six years with my boyfriend in March. I never believed I would find a love so magical and romantic.

(p.s. he’s a swiftie too.)

kolavia13

Today is World Mental Health Day and this is my first time knowing I deal with it. This is my first time sharing but I think it is important for others to hear.

Those closest to me know that the beginning of this year I was probably at my lowest ever. I felt lost, alone, didn’t know how to love myself, and just felt everything was moving on without me. The constant wondering why and what was something I went through. Constantly overthinking and analyzing each single thing.

If something was planned or I had an idea in mind and it didn’t go as planned, I would shut down completely. I would get frustrated and it would so call “ruin my day”.

Talking to my mom, I finally decided to go to counseling. I never thought it would be something I would need because we would toss it up from time to time maybe once a year if that. But however, this was beyond anything I’ve ever felt.

I deleted social media apps off my phone to calm myself down and mainly to focus on myself. I tried painting and other things to keep my mind busy. As the second and third time I went to see my counselor, she was able to figure out I deal with Anxiety & Social Anxiety.

Now I’m sharing my story because so many deal with this and some won’t treat it. I was never the one who cared to go talk to a stranger because I hate crying in front of people, let alone those I don’t know.

But I want y’all to know I’m so glad I took that step to better my mental health. In order to move forward and become a better version of yourself, you need to do things out of your comfort. You need to take care of yourself in every form.

Just please know there is nothing “wrong with you”. There are friends and family to speak too who will understand you. You are LOVED. You are WORTHY. And most importantly you are ENOUGH.

I’m beyond grateful for my father above and of course my family who have been through this with me from day one. The beginning wasn’t easy at all and it took time, but I’m so thankful and blessed. ❤️🙏🏻

@taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine

newyorkin1989

When I’m feeling alone, you remind me of home.

❤️🎄

It’ll be six years with my boyfriend in March. I never believed I would find a love so magical and romantic.

(p.s. he’s a swiftie too.)

newyorkin1989

We can leave the Christmas lights up till January. 🎄

It’ll be six years with my boyfriend in March. I never believed I would find a love so magical and romantic for me. I can’t wait for Lover to be our wedding song someday. 💗

(p.s. he’s a swiftie too.)

cheeseheadswift

you’re my my my my....favorite album 💗

@taylorswift @taylornation

the-lucky-lover

on 19th september I was in a mall in London with my dad and suddenly I heard 'The Man' playing in the background. I was totally freaking out I swear!!! I was so so happy cause it is one of my favorite songs on the album. when I thought it could not get any better 'Cruel Summer' started playing and I was like omg it's too good to be true but GUESS WHAT in that very moment I saw a cd store and lover was right out there!!!! I went inside cause I wanted to take a picture of all the albums and my dad told me 'you have to buy it if you want it so bad' and believe me guys I was shaking in that moment!!! I swear I will never forget that feeling. if @taylorswift notices this post I will be so damn happy. lots of love from Romania 🌺💜

@taylornation @taylorswift @taylornotices

newyorkin1989

We can leave the Christmas lights up till January. 🎄

It’ll be six years with my boyfriend in March. I never believed I would find a love so magical and romantic for me. I can’t wait for Lover to be our wedding song someday. 💗

(p.s. he’s a swiftie too.)

nikki-swift13

Couldn't have had a more perfect shirt to wear today. This fandom is kind and incredible and powerful. Taylor, we have your back and I hope we can be that unforeseeable factor for you again. You are always here for us, so we will absolutely be here for you ♥️♥️♥️

@taylorswift @taylornation

newyorkin1989

We can leave the Christmas lights up till January. 🎄

It’ll be six years with my boyfriend in March. I never believed I would find a love so magical and romantic for me. I can’t wait for Lover to be our wedding song someday. 💗

(p.s. he’s a swiftie too.)

newyorkin1989

@taylorswift

sarah-theswiftie

Not all heroes wear capes but our hero does 💗🦸🏼‍♀️

When I’m feeling alone, you remind me of home.

❤️🎄

It’ll be six years with my boyfriend in March. I never believed I would find a love so magical and romantic.

(p.s. he’s a swiftie too.)

cheeseheadswift

If you would have told me a month ago (when I ordered this crop top) that I would wear a crop top, I’d laugh in your face. If you would have told me 13 years ago, I would have laughed in your face and then run to my pillow to cry. I’ve struggled with not only my weight my entire life, but also my self image. Not skinny enough. Too much acne. Not pretty enough. Disgusting. Hideous. Layer on the baggy clothes. That’s all you’re worth.

Today I said enough. @taylorswift every single day you give me the strength to be my most authentic self. To live to be upapologetically ME! And to dance like I’m the only one in the world. Thank you for this courage. Today, and every day moving forward. Lover has changed my outlook on love in all of its forms and its difficult, tragic, wonderous, and beautiful forms. Thank you. ✨

@taylornation @taylorswift

kolavia13

TODAY IS MY 23RD BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉💗💗💗🦄🦄🦄💗💗💘💘🦋🦋💘💘🦋⚡️⚡️⚡️🦋💘💘💘🦄🦄🦄🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🦋🦋💘🦋💘💘

newyorkin1989

I threw my first album release party for Lover and my heart is SO full that so many of my friends and staff came and had such an amazing time and were so impressed despite not being huge Swifties like myself (p.s. they loved the album.)

I’m also so emotional because Lover is an absolute artistic masterpiece and has me in my feelings more than Drake. Currently obsessing over The Man, Paper Rings, and Daylight but truly in love with the entire album – it’s been on repeat nonstop.

The fact that Taylor ended the album with “You are what you love” made me cry a lot. Daylight is one of the most meaningful songs to me – loving life and yourself and the people you love despite all of life’s complications and complexities is so pure and important.

This era and album already means SO much to me, I’m hoping the Lover era is my era and I get my first Taylor notice after being a Swiftie for 13 years.

CHEERS TO LOVER. I LOVE YOU, T.

💗🌈🌟🦄🦋🏹😻

@taylorswift @taylornation

foreverrraswiftie

@taylorswift

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