Maria Clara's Thoughts

Filipina ✖️ Proton thinker ✖ ️Lover of ineffable life ✖ ️Paradox ✖ ️Eiffel Tower Merch Collector🗼✖️ Jadine ♥️ ✖️ ✨ (Matthew 20:16)

[nheggy]

The most simple things can bring the most happiness. -Izabella Scorupco #bffgoals #paperflowers #preppinformothersday #happy8yearstous❤

[nheggy]

Reality.

Mahal mo siya. Mahal ka niya. Mahal niyo ang isa't-isa. Pero tandaan mo.... Minsan, hindi sapat ang pagmamahal para manatili ang isang tao. Akala mo porket mahal ka niya, hindi ka na niya sasaktan, hindi ka na niya iiwan. Pero nagpa-uto ka na naman sa AKALA. Kasi sinaktan ka pa din niya. Iniwan ka pa din niya. Meron namang sa sobrang pagmamahal mo sa kanya, nakalimutan mo ng mahalin ang sarili mo. Kaya sa huli, dumistansya siya. Bakit? Kasi paano niya mamahalin ang taong nakalimutan ng mahalin ang sarili nito? Minsan naman, mahal mo ang sarili mo, mahal mo siya, mahal ka din niya. Pero hindi kayo ang para sa isa't-isa. Pinagtagpo lang, pero hindi itinadhana. Hindi sapat na mahal niyo ang isa't-isa. Because sometimes, love isn't enough to make someone stays in our life. 👌

[nheggy]

Yung pagdating sa bahay... diretso sa room from work sila agad una kong tinitignan. Hayyyy. 😊😍 🗼#myinspiration #eiffeltowercollectorph #parislover

[nheggy]

Breaking my heart

It's been a long time since I last saw you. You greeted me on my 20th birthday, feels like an old friend. Ouchie... I noticed the way you looked at me. Is there anything you wanna say to me? I can still remember the days that we're so happy together. You promised me that you'll never leave me. The moment that we first kissed is really memorable for me. That was may 2, will never forget that. Am i too bad that for over four years I didn't show you how much I care? Am I too selfish that I didn't express my love for you? Why did you leave me during the times when I needed you most? Is it because of the text message you sent me? You called me "best" instead of "baby". :( I was really hurt that time, that's why I didn't replied. You texted again and said that your group won the "best" in report. I'm going to MNL for my Licensure exam that moment you texted me, i cried a lot and didn't care if my mom will notice me crying. It really breaks my heart when i'm reminiscing that day... 😭

[nheggy]

It means the world to me that you guys are all thinking of me on my special day. Thank you sooo much. 😉😀😍 #HBD20 #parisloveyou #cadbury

[nheggy]

Thank you soooo much for all your warm and loving wishes. My birthday wouldn't have been the same without you PG. I don't think of it as being a year older. I think of it as being blessed by having best friends like you. Loveyouuu. Mwah 😘😘😘 (insert wendy & te jhoy) #PanganayGirls #HBD20

[nheggy]

Parang kailan lang ang mga pangarap ko'y kay hirap abutin. Dahil sa inyo napunta ako sa aking nais marating. Nais ko kayong pasalamatan... 🎶🎵 #PapaGod #Ma&Tay😉✨🙏☝🎓

[nheggy]

ON THIS DAY

Naalala mo pa ba, nung debut ko kinantahan kita ng song na ito habang hawak-hawak mo yung kamay ko. Pilit man nating itago sa mga barkada ko yung kamay nating magkahawak di pa rin maikakaila na may spark sating dalawa. Nung araw na yun napatunayan ko sa sarili ko kung gaano kita kamahal. Ang tanga ko kasi noon ko lng pinahalagaan yung mga efforts mo sakin. Yung tipong tingin mo palang that time, napapangiti mo nako kasi iba yung feeling parang may binubulong ung pusu ko sa sobrang lakas ng tibok nito, gusto nitong ipahiwatig na wag ko ng bitiwan yung kamay mo dahil sa paglipas ng araw mawawala kana lang bigla sakin. 😭

[nheggy]

Here we stand today Like we always dreamed Starting out our life together The light is in your eyes The love is in our hearts I can't believe you're really mine forever Been rehearsing for this moment all my life So don't act surprised If the feeling starts to carry me away On this day I promise forever On this day I surrender my heart Here I stand, take my hand And I will honor every word that I say On this day Not so long ago This earth was just a field Of cold and lonely space, without you Now everything's alive Now everything's revealed And the story of my life Is all about YOU For if you feel the cool winds Blowing through your nights I will shelter you And forever here to chase your fears away On this day I promise forever On this day I surrender my heart Here I stand, take my hand And I will honor every word I say On this day (Instrumental) I've been rehearsing for this moment all my life So don't act surprised If the feeling starts to carry me away On this day I promise forever On this day I surrender my heart Here we stand like I planned Please say you'll always look at me this way Like on this day...

[thegirlwhocrieswolf]

My heart is like a time capsule. It keeps safe, the memory of you.

Lang Leav @langleav (via langleav)

[nheggy]

Eto yun eh. Yung car na sabay nating pinangarap. Yung sabay tayong magiipon at bibilhin natin. Babalik ka pa di ba? Matutupad pa lahat ng dreams natin… 😒

[nheggy]

SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW

All of this, can never be revealed at first glance.. People may come to your life, people who you believe possess all of these, yet after how many years you found out his faking it. Then you realized that one guy, who used to court you, that guy who you thought to be incompetent, had become a better man than the one, you had dated. Sometimes, you already had what you needed yet you still chose to ignore everything because you didn’t see what you wanted that day. No one is a good judge of character, It takes more than a life time to know someone and his potentials.

[nheggy]

TELL ME WHY

Why?i have already found you but why did you gave up on us? For the past years I’ve been in pain…I can’t get over with our past and memories we’ve shared, it keeps on ringing in my mind…Several years have past but still I can’t move on…New year and showing of Jadine movies would always remind me of you… I pitied my self cause I regret not giving my all, the day I have you..Sometimes faith keeps on giving challenges and test our relationship that I can’t understand why…You know it hurts me more knowing you’re in pain…I know I can’t go back on the past, if only i can rewind and make things right… Go back in time when we first met. It was a sunny morning of June when we first talked with each other. I didn’t know that you are serious back then. If only i could…How I wish, he can actually find me but I’ll never assume until we are done. Done as my boyfriend and ready as my Man, my husband, my everything.

Soon it might take, the later parts are the best. Cause everything takes place when the right time comes. ☺

[nheggy]

PARTING TIME

When I thought he was the one, I dreamt of the future so bright, all my dreams were meant for us but then one day, everything was broken, everything just fell apart, everything was shattered. Not because there is no such thing as forever but because something way way better is coming, something unknown yet I know will be great enough because a great God has made that for me. Here I am, waiting for the sun to shine again, to find those shattered pieces and make my whole being intact, again. I am not half, nor partial nor half cooked but I am whole. Because one is a whole number. Today, I pray that all girls who are broken find their way back again. May not be easy but with God, nothing worth having comes easy. Praying that one day I, too, will have someone who loves Jesus more than he loves me. 💓

[nheggy]

05 - 04 - 15

Sa huli nating pagkikita Alam kong di na ito masusundan pa Pero iba pag Diyos na ang nagtakda Pagbilang ko ng lima, ika'y muling darating pala

Sa di sinasadyang pagkakataon Biniro ako ng panahon at ako'y napalingon Matang kulay tsokolate mo pala sa akin ay nakatuon At ang dimples mong parang nanghahamon Ako'y bay magtatago? Baka kasi makita mo ang mga mata kong naghuhugis puso

Hindi ko inakala na ang aking paghanga Sa tulad mong marami ng nagawa ay lalong lalala Pilit ko mang iwasan ka Ngunit puso ko'y pilit parin akong dinadala Palapit sa piling mo aking sinta

Ano nga ba ang gagawin ng puso ko? Ikaw at ikaw pa rin kasi ang hinahanap nito Pagsinta ko ba'y iyong muling tatangapin? Ng masabi ko naman, ikaw na nga talaga ang para sa akin?

[nheggy]

"Go after your dream, no matter how hard others think it is, always remember that every great dream begins with a dreamer."

VPH