i dont hate you guys, and i dont want you to think that. i just think the idea of becoming rebels and high school has made you guys more hateful people. people i speak to that you call friends admit to being afraid to speak around you, that they feel left out, or that they dont want to be associated with you. even friends from other grades (r) say that you guys fell off.
f, i'm sorry for stuff i've said about you. i still dont think defending o for what he said with stupid excuses is okay, but im done with arguing about it. i also want to apologize for your bf. i caught him kissing smone else. i dont think anyone deserves that, even you. i doubt you'll believe me, why should you, ive been an asshole, but i feel it's smth i should confess. im so sorry
i, losing you hit me the hardest. but you just weren't trying. even before i just gave up, it seemed like you didnt care about our friendship. at least f went out of their way to talk to me. others at the table think you've replaced them with your new group. that's cool, people grow up. but it's not fair to drop people without a reason
over that past few months, ive come to terms with the fact that im a bitch sometimes, but i do my best to be respectful to people, even if i disagree with them (unless it's ra(c/p)ists). you guys don't. it took me a long time to realize that im not as nice and inclusive as i thought. i know its scary to, or maybe youre just too naive, but you'll figure out soon why you guys arent good people either. one day there wont be a guidance counselor to report people to, and you'll have to deal with your own issues in a mature way. you'll realize you've made mistakes, and you'll apologize
i hope you both are having a great time, and i hope you'll realize just like i did that you're not good people. and that is okay. until then, though, i dont want to associate with you guys. i dont want people to think im rude or exclusive or mean to people even when they have different opinions than i do.
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