I owe everyone an explanation.
I’m so sorry it took me so long to do this. It just hurts so much and it still does, but I think it’s unfair if I don’t say anything.
So, I lost too many valuable people this year. I mean, only two but it still hurts like shit.
Liam passed in October, and Bella passed in August.
I don’t know if I should be happy or not Bella didn’t have to experience this. There are so many things we didn’t do. We were supposed to build a gingerbread castle together this Christmas. She still hasn’t gone to any 1D concert. She wanted to live in a house full of cats. She wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. She wanted to meet her mutuals.
I’m sorry I couldn’t give you guys an explanation sooner. Thank you very much for what you have done for us. You tried your best and we love you. Bella loves you.
Let’s hope 2025 doesn’t suck as bad. Although Bella isn’t here anymore.
Thank you to everybody who has been there.
@fillthedarkvoid @take-a-cchonce @theydopissmeoffavocados @heartstopperlarrie @idontwanttobeabuzzkill @ravenclawdirectioner @if-i-could-give-u-the-moon @jackys-stuff-blog @enchantedlandcoffee sorry if I missed anyone. Hope this reached everybody that deserves to know (please tag), and it’s nobody’s fault. I promise.
Hello. It’s Andrea again.
My account has been shadowbanned and I think everyone deserves to know because that’s basic common sense. So I am reposting on Bella’s account and if anyone feels like that’s inappropriate, tell me but I just think this is something everyone should know about.
It’s been more than a year and I hope everyone is doing well.
Goodbye. And best wishes.















