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[sarahhkincaidd-deactivated20180]

September is national ovarian cancer awareness month. I CHALLENGE ALL OF MY FOLLOWERS TO REBLOG THIS! Will you accept my challenge? Let’s see how many people can learn these signs!

[danceabletragedy]

[nightchildsixsixsix]

The stalks of these flowers are already dried up, but their blossoms are preserved and kept fresh by the medical infusion bags. The life-span of every living creature is limited. The infusion bags stand for the progress in medicine and the prolongation of human life. They somehow carry an ambivalent message as they refer to both death and life the same time. To preserve the beauty of the flowers artifically with the help of the infusion bags points out man’s inclination to repress the fact that he has to die and to postpone death.

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[nightchildsixsixsix]

Today was my first day back to chemo since July 10th. Alot of things have happened since then. I went in for surgery, I had a total hysterectomy, a part of my bladder removed, and I have an ilestomy bag. When my doctor performed the surgery, he was surprised that a part of the tumor on my ovary had attached itself to a part of my bladder. The hysterectomy, he got every cancerous part out. The ilestomy bag, I didn't want & my doctor also didn't want me to have, however it's temporary & reversible. After 9 weeks of chemo, the ilestomy will be reversed. Everything was going fine until I got home a few days after leaving the hospital. Ilestomy problems & got depressed. I was afraid to go out for the bag leaking. My stoma doesn't stick out, it caves in. My skin around the stoma got so angry from being changed several times a day, it grew to be a huge pain in the ass. I was in the hospital twice after surgery with ilestomy issues. The bag continued to leak until the right bag was found. Once the right bag was found, I was happy. On a great note, my numbers are at a normal level now (as you see in pic) I am overly happy with this! There one person who stood beside me thru all of this madness, my beloved PiC witchfinder-666 You were there for me when I was at my worst. You cheered me up when I needed a laugh. Even though we so far apart, you were with me. Love you! ❤❤❤❤ And lastly, September is Ovarian Cancer Awareness Month. Do research & know the symptoms! http://www.cancercenter.com/ovarian-cancer/symptoms/

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Since my last update, Ive continued doing amazingly well. My ca-125 numbers have dropped significantly. I have lost my hair & now resort to wigs & bandanas. I also had a blood transfusion to get my red blood cells up. Something that happens when you have cancer.

I am scheduled to under go a…

[witchfinder-666]

Luv ya PiC, you are a fighter and cancer is a ffing bitch! You’ll get there, you have come a looong way ♡♡♡♡

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Luv ya too PiC.... ♥ I have come a long way.....again, still more to deal with coming up & I'll definitely fight thru this ♥

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Since my last update, Ive continued doing amazingly well. My ca-125 numbers have dropped significantly. I have lost my hair & now resort to wigs & bandanas. I also had a blood transfusion to get my red blood cells up. Something that happens when you have cancer. I am scheduled to under go a hysterectomy on August 4th. I am a little scared but I'll pull thru. As of right now, I am taking a break from chemotherapy until after my surgery. I will resume chemotherapy after the surgery for my final 3 cycles. I still have some amazing & loving support from family & friends. One in particular is my beloved PiC witchfinder-666 ♥ All of this has made me realize that no matter how weak you might be, you gotta be strong cause you cannot be negative & depressed. Stay & be positive! I am continuing to kill this bitch called "Cancer"

[witchfinder-666]

Your sex is on fire…smokin’hot spam…

Your sex is on fire…smokin’hot post…

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Unf.... ♥

[witchfinder-666]

*grin* @nightchildsixsixsix

[witchfinder-666]

Last in queue… First I want my beloved PIC nightchildsixsixsix back on track…then, maybe become active here again…♥ call it a hiatus. Thank you for the reblogs so far x

[nightchildsixsixsix]

You know I'm slowly getting back on track PiC.... ♥ Still got a long way to go. I, myself have also taken time off for my health issue. I plan to start back up as soon as things are all settled.

[witchfinder-666]

New ink… Today new ink time, to close a chapter. A moth, my totem animal. However…also a unicursal hexagram and PiC… Ink done by Andre at Needle Addict in The Hague.

PiC stands for my friendsip with nightchildsixsixsix love her to death, the sister I never had, far away but we feel eachother like no other. She is, at the moment, fighting ovarian cancer. Met through FB in bitter times…then…good times…and so on. She was there for me when I was mentally in a dark place, she still is there for me…to thank her I have PiC tattooed…this is also to show she is always on my mind, especially now she needs it the most. She will fucking fight that cancer bitch untill it is gone! Positive additude helps, even when times are rough…

Part of this post is to show of my new ink…:) I am happy! Touchup will be done and it is hard to photograph because…my arm isn’t so big lol…

But other part is to tell my PiC…

I love you! I am glad I got to know you, I am happy you are still around after my moody crap…and I will never ever drop you! Ill be there for you ♡ beat this cancer and let’s make that dream we have come true ♡

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Your tattoo is amazing as you already know & its very special to me.

We instantly became close last year, both thru a rough patch on Fb. We were there for each other thru good times & thru bad. You are a insanely dear & my very best friend who I can tell my darkest secrets to & not feel judged. You are definitely the sister I never had. Far apart but always close at heart.

I thank you for being there for me thru this ordeal with Ovarian Cancer. I was so scared but you were there for me. The days in the hospital you made it well worth it by making me smile & laughing. I will definitely beat this cancer! I can’t have a better friend than you thru this. I love you my PIC! I will always….always be here for you, you know that also.

We will make that dream of ours come true! ♥

[witchfinder-666]

I wuv you and PIC is officially our thing ♡ And even if the dream takes two years..it will happen! ♡ Get better firts…my dream and biggest wish is now for you to get better! X

[nightchildsixsixsix]

I wuv you too PIC! ♥ It will happen....cause its our thing. But first priorities, I need to get better. Need that more than anything! ♥

[witchfinder-666]

New ink… Today new ink time, to close a chapter. A moth, my totem animal. However…also a unicursal hexagram and PiC… Ink done by Andre at Needle Addict in The Hague.

PiC stands for my friendsip with nightchildsixsixsix love her to death, the sister I never had, far away but we feel eachother like no other. She is, at the moment, fighting ovarian cancer. Met through FB in bitter times…then…good times…and so on. She was there for me when I was mentally in a dark place, she still is there for me…to thank her I have PiC tattooed…this is also to show she is always on my mind, especially now she needs it the most. She will fucking fight that cancer bitch untill it is gone! Positive additude helps, even when times are rough…

Part of this post is to show of my new ink…:) I am happy! Touchup will be done and it is hard to photograph because…my arm isn’t so big lol…

But other part is to tell my PiC…

I love you! I am glad I got to know you, I am happy you are still around after my moody crap…and I will never ever drop you! Ill be there for you ♡ beat this cancer and let’s make that dream we have come true ♡

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Your tattoo is amazing as you already know & its very special to me.

We instantly became close last year, both thru a rough patch on Fb. We were there for each other thru good times & thru bad. You are a insanely dear & my very best friend who I can tell my darkest secrets to & not feel judged. You are definitely the sister I never had. Far apart but always close at heart.

I thank you for being there for me thru this ordeal with Ovarian Cancer. I was so scared but you were there for me. The days in the hospital you made it well worth it by making me smile & laughing. I will definitely beat this cancer! I can’t have a better friend than you thru this. I love you my PIC! I will always….always be here for you, you know that also.

We will make that dream of ours come true! ♥

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Three weeks ago tonight I was admitted into the hospital for “possible” ovarian cancer. After a few tests were done, it shows that I am definitely fighting ovarian cancer. I’m leading a positive outlook on this. I refuse to be depressed by this. I am not going to let cancer get the best of me. I am going to show cancer who is boss of this body….ME!

It’s funny how things like this happen. You never think it would happen to you. It happened to me & I am determined to win this battle.

I have an amazing amount of support & love from so many friends that it blows my mind. There are friends who don’t know what to say, how to act or even push themselves away from you, which I have noticed, but truth is were they even friends to begin with. At this point, I don’t give a flying fuck.

So much has happened these past few weeks. Being drained of fluid, having this drain attached to me to empty any fluid that comes out. Two chemotherapy treatments so far, one a week. I had a portacath inserted which makes it easier to administer chemo to you instead of an iv needle. After chemo is a bit rough, diarrhea, vomiting & a day or two of just feeling like pure shit. I have days where I feel amazingly great also. If I lose my hair, it won’t be the end of the world for me. I have people who will shave their heads in support of me along with teal nails. So see….cancer isn’t killing me…. I am killing cancer. I will be an ovarian cancer survivor!

[witchfinder-666]

It was a ffiing shock…you are the sister I never had! And you are my bestest strongest PIC! I wuv ya and you will beat this mofo ♡ x

[nightchildsixsixsix]

You know how shocking it was for me also! And same to you....you are the sister I never had! ♥ I deff will beat this & come out stronger than ever.... Love you my PIC! ♥

[nightchildsixsixsix]

Three weeks ago tonight I was admitted into the hospital for "possible" ovarian cancer. After a few tests were done, it shows that I am definitely fighting ovarian cancer. I'm leading a positive outlook on this. I refuse to be depressed by this. I am not going to let cancer get the best of me. I am going to show cancer who is boss of this body....ME! It's funny how things like this happen. You never think it would happen to you. It happened to me & I am determined to win this battle. I have an amazing amount of support & love from so many friends that it blows my mind. There are friends who don't know what to say, how to act or even push themselves away from you, which I have noticed, but truth is were they even friends to begin with. At this point, I don't give a flying fuck. So much has happened these past few weeks. Being drained of fluid, having this drain attached to me to empty any fluid that comes out. Two chemotherapy treatments so far, one a week. I had a portacath inserted which makes it easier to administer chemo to you instead of an iv needle. After chemo is a bit rough, diarrhea, vomiting & a day or two of just feeling like pure shit. I have days where I feel amazingly great also. If I lose my hair, it won't be the end of the world for me. I have people who will shave their heads in support of me along with teal nails. So see....cancer isn't killing me.... I am killing cancer. I will be an ovarian cancer survivor!

[nightchildsixsixsix]

I apologize for not posting anything in the past few days. I have been dealt a rather heavy hand.

The past three weeks have been extremely difficult for me. I went to the emergency room last monday for shortness of breath, swollen abdomen & feet. Turns out I have a growth on one of my ovaries. While I was in the hospital, they drained fluid from my abdomen. All of this points to ovarian cancer from what my numbers said. Wednesday, I am going to have surgery. I am extremely scared & nervous because the doctors won’t know what they will find once they go in. Once surgery is over, more answers to the questions will be found. This is a total shock to me, but I am coping with this

[nightchildsixsixsix]

[nightchildsixsixsix]