i have swallowed so much painand inhaled all your anger. now there is a seething darkness clawing at my insides and it is unspeakably difficult to absorb the rage of the universe without forsaking its grace. i wish i was violent, brutal like you, but i open my mouth to scream and only flowers fall out.
hey whats up lads ! i’m n and i live in the gmt -3 timezone, and im 22 years old. my pronouns are she/her and uh, i haven’t been rping for a while so please bear with me. i love plotting and thinking up backstories and shit??? so hmu for some of that sweet angst. i’m a vine addict & a star wars gay. but enough abt me lets talk abt dad abel
[ cis male, he/him ]. did ABEL HOWARD just walk by? the 37 year old ALPHA werewolf is known for their STAUNCHNESS, RESILIENCE and DOGMATIC, TRUCULENT behavior in woodshade. that explains why they resemble JAKE GYLLENHAAL. doesn’t MOTORCYCLES, UNTAMED HAIR & SLEEPLESS NIGHTS remind you of them?
okay, so this guy’s a mess
his past is a little foggy at best and straight up suspicious at worst. abel is an orphan, doesn’t know what happened to his biological family at all. he just sort of grew up in the foster system and that’s that
he never got adopted either which, yikes, we don’t know what’s up w that. but to be fucking honest turning into a werewolf when he had no support system??? tough luck. so after his first turn he ran away bc he didn’t want to hurt anyone and that kind of stuff
pretty much a lonely boi, lived in sketchy places for a little while and got little to no money, started fixing stuff like cars and bikes for some dolla bills, ended up getting pretty good at it and restoring an old triumph bike and its his little love project so yk. he still rides it around
the lonely part changed ofc when he got his pack (btw if u want ur character to be a member of abel’s pack?? i’ll love u forever)
so yeah he does anything for his pack, he’s v protective.... a little too much even. doesn’t like it when a pack member disobeys his orders and he’s sort of like an overprotective dad? even tho sometimes the other person is right and he can see that, he still likes things to be done his way :/
very tired, runs on coffee 24/7. he just wants everything to be chill and fine, doesn’t want problems with anyone but every now and then some problems seem to arise? he’s not particularly satisfied w the condition of vampires running the whole show but he’s not about to out himself and his pack when he knows they could get hurt, so yeah
he’s always trying to shield everyone from hurt and general burdens bc thats just the way he is and he wants people to love him bc he never got it when he was young.... yikes. and his pack is like his family so he will absolutely fight and die for it
uses a lot of old, ugly sweaters even though he’s like,,,,, burning up the whole ass time. thats just his Dad Style
because of his upbringing he can be pretty tough but prefers not to :/
tries to be wise and strategic tho sometimes he fails and yk what?? he tries his fucking best
isn’t.... really.... in love w vampires particularly. he’s v sus of all of them.
dresses like a fucking hobo honestly, his scruff is always out of control and his hair hasn’t been brushed since 1995
because he’s a young alpha he’s very much afraid of fucking it up and the thought of losing his pack haunts him very much
okay so if u wanna plot w this soft dumbass pls hmu or like this post