we’re okay.

you made it. im proud of you.

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anonymously tell me what time it is there and what you're thinking about

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it’s us against the world

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it's okay to be inconvenient for your friends sometimes.

why wouldn't i drive you to the airport? or help you move to a different city? or buy you breakfast after a night out? or pick you up at 2 in the morning when your ride falls through?

i love you. id do it all for you over and over and over again.

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hey i've been following this blog since 2017, maybe 2018. i just wanted to reach out to you and let you know that i'm really happy for you and yours. you deserve everything you've earned today and more; what will be in the future is entirely unknown, but i think you'll be okay. we all will be.

it's 9:15pm and i'm tired. i work a full time job now and it's not bringing me much joy. i've been having some tough conversations with my partner, but things haven't ended in the way i thought they would. i'm trying to start my career with the degree that i've earned in university, and so far things haven't been lucky as of right now. i'm going to try and get some extra certifications under the belt to see if that changes everything. i miss my friends from college. i miss when i had the time and energy to do the things i wanted to do. but i think things will work out since they always find a way. they always do.

we may be strangers, but i'd let you eat at my table. thank you for the space that you've created for all of us as we've grown and changed.

oh my goodness youve been here for a while huh?

you're right—things will work out. time has a knack for fixing things that nothing else seems to do.

thank you for growing and changing with me. we are strangers, yes, but the love in my heart for you and for everyone else that has been here, silent or not, is very real.

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9:12 pm I am remembering this world has good in it. Thank you. I want you to know you are a good person.

❤️

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it's 7:52pm.

I'm currently watching love island and drinking my favorite drink.

I married a woman who is patient and kind and loving and makes me happy. I graduated school, got licensed, and I have an entire career ahead of me. I'm openly a lesbian in a red state and nobody bats an eye when I mention my wife.

I'm 28 years old now, and I made this blog when I was 17. It's making me have a lot of feelings reading back on old posts, and I've deleted some simply because I don't like them and that's reason enough. This was almost like a diary for me which is crazy since I shared it with the 4.5k people following this account and at least a hundred thousand others if we count that ONE post that I regret more than the others. I haven't deleted it. I won't. I think it's just part of the blog's history now. I still check this every now and then. It made me cry this time, but not because I'm sad :)

I was right about myself, wasn't I? Everything is okay. I made it okay. I made it good.

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When you sleep When you dream You can be most everything If you try You can dive way down deep in the sea When you dream when you sleep you can do most anything if you try you can fly way up high

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9:22am PST

Thinking about how to invest in my career as an artist while trying to maintain a full time job. Need to make some important decisions soon.

oh i understand this one deeply. well wishes, friend. i hope your decision leaves you feeling satisfied when you get there

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we were meant to be more than this

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be kind.

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it’s 10:05pm and i’m thinking about how hard this year has been.

will we grow from it? will we learn to be better next time?

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The dread in my heart hurts. I had to call 911 for a dog in my neighborhood. Little collie. No water, in the heat, kibble just poured STRAIGHT on the patio. He was warm to the touch. I’m so close to crying. I want to save him. He’s this beautiful dog. Brown and white fur and these beautiful blue eyes. Like the sky is captured in them. I’m going to cry. He doesn’t deserve this. I hate this so much. 6:06pm

you did what you could do, and hopefully that dog will be relocated to a home that will give him the love he deserves

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what's a suggestion blog actually?

they used to be pretty popular around 2015/2016, i made this one right before i graduated high school i believe. idk, they’re just blogs that post random phrases or sentences, usually following the theme of that they’ve named their blog. this one is nighttime suggestion, so they’re about thoughts/feelings i had at night. i don’t really use this much anymore, it’s pretty much just a relic that i go back to every now and then to remind myself where i was when i was 17 years old. a few still exist and are posting consistently, but back then you could barely exist on tumblr without seeing a whole bunch on your dash haha

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lol sorry, i forget that i can accidentally reblog stuff to this since it’s a side blog :’)

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It's nearly 8pm and I'm lonely despite being in a room with people. I miss my friends, but this quarantine can't last forever. I would like a hug, but my family don't really do that.

do you have any pets? they can help

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I don’t fucking care anymore

yeah

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21:36. thank you for making it this far, and i hope i can someday do the same.

oh but you will!