N1k_1s_d3d X_X

JAHGRSJAURGJfjuarugjsdjfeqf i HAVE DEADED (I try to post art and fail miserably)

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Introduction (????)

i kinda realized i never did an introduction, so i decided to make one now, and i drew myself a persona :D

Sooooo this is me (not really)

I use the name Nikolai (or just Nik), I use he/they

Drawing is both a curse and a blessing for me (i'd die without drawing, but drawing makes me want to kms :c)

I'm a 14 year old failure human being(probably)

I will be very cringe, as should be expected of a kid on the internet

some random things i love are

vocaloid (hyperfixation)

kandi

project sekai (for anyone interested i recenty did a "Memoria" expert full combo ><)

_boisvert

drawing(unfortunately) (any and all drawing tips welcome) (also I have no idea how to keep a consistent art style (send help))

generally a lot of cringe and/or random stuff

if anything changes i'll either update this post or delete it and make a new one

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I'm so damn jealous of people who are proud of their art and/or improvement ToT

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I hate crashing out so ad istg

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>:3

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Do yuo like ice cream? I thing this is a very randm question, but this id quite important. Ice cream is one of the most WONDERFUL things in tis world and I really lovr it.

Even since Marco polo brought it 3.000 years ago it has been the most WONDERFUL dessert of all the times. The voices whisper that it was originaly made by the WONDERFUL romans, who WONDERFULLY created the "Sorbet", the ice cream's WONDERFUL granpa. It was made with snow and fruit and a lot of WONDERFUL stuff.

The ice cream propaganda stafted in Italy, the city of Florence being the most WONDERFUL creator of ice cream. In Paris, even King Louis XIV enjoyed the WONDERFUL ice cream that was made in Paris cafe procope.

The WONDERS of ice cream spresd to the rest of the wirld, giving rise to variations of water ice and all its frozen brwthren. With no doubt, all types of ice cream are WONDERFUL, no matter the ingredients or flavor.

I really hope you now feel WONDERFUL about ice cream and all its WONDERS. Have a WONDERFUL day and a even more WONDERFUL night. Cheers!

Huuuuuuuuuh???????

(absolutely yes)

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I NEED TO DRAW MIKU AAAAAAAAAAA

I really need to draw silly Miku stuff but I need ideas ToT

Please help

(I will NOT use chatgpt for this cuz fuck chatgpt)

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I love "lonely club" Miku so much >.<

I decided to give her legwarmers bc why not

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I made a "Love attribute" phone wallpaper :D

i don't think it's that good, but anyone who sees this feel free to use it :3

also late but merry crisis yall

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I CAN PHYSICALLY FEEL THE BURNOUT NOW WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IS THIS HAPPENING TO MAY WHAT GRAVE SIN DID I COMMIT TO DESERVE THIS 😭🙏

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"this is fine"

TW/ scars (badly drawn, but still)

I actually finished another drawing, and enjoyed the process of doing so (usualy impossible)

but since drawing is getting a little too fun recently, i just KNOW im gonna crash out this week, or sometime soon

i also still have no idea how to use this website or how to interact with people on here

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i have mixed feelings about this

on one hand i actually finished something

but i hate the wings

(send help ToT)

Also first post :D

also idk what to call this mf so he's just gonna be "Moth guy" for now :3