Forever Dreaming

Nina Elizabeth Tallen , 17 years old Manchester, UK ❝We never taste happiness in perfection, our most fortunate successes are mixed with sadness.❝

[dantexjackson]

Laughing, Dante shook his head. “If you don’t like it, then why did you come to me with that idea?” he asked, raising a brow in amusement.

[ninatallen]

Because, I thought you’d love to chat with me.

[dantexjackson]

LISTENING TO THE STORY, dante couldn’t hold back a chuckle. “see–that’s why you shouldn’t try to outsmart your common sense.” he replied, finding what had happened too funny.❞

[ninatallen]

I don’t like your judgy little voice. You’re supposed to be helpful, act like a friend or something....not trying to offend me.

[itsnick-w]

No need to thank me. The baby seems to be quite the well-behaved one… I don’t think it’ll be that hard to take care of her. [he leans in and gives Nina a kiss on her forehead] Don’t give me that much credit, I have just as much experience as you do.

[ninatallen]

Maybe she’s not too bad. She’s manipulating me into liking her, with those huge eyes and red cheeks...babies can be cute as it seems. [the girl bit her lip and smiled down when Nick gave her a kiss on her forehead] I’m happy you’re here...

[redquare]

––– ‘ You can’t break a baby. ’ Luna affirmed with a giggle. ‘ You can kill it though, hence be careful. ’

[ninatallen]

Kill it?! N - no...you know what. I - I think it’s a better idea for you to hold the baby...I really don’t want to do something...she’s so small and I’m so clumsy...it’s not safe for her to be with me.

[havananeilson]

“YOU SAY THAT NOW.”, havana said smiling. “but one day you’ll take back those words.” ❞

[ninatallen]

I'm not sure, but I can at least hope that it will happen...

[ninatallen]

three favorite things about nick?

Everything. He’s caring, he’s always right next to me when I need him…he always makes me smile and just makes me feel so happy. And it feels good. And I love the fact that I can go on all day, listing my favorite things about him…

[ninatallen]

have you ever tried to open up fully to anyone how you feel about your mom?

No, and to be honest I don’t think I ever will…I think it probably will make me feel even worse.

[itsnick-w]

You won’t—just hold her in your arms and you will be fine. You’re not alone, I’ll stay with you, okay? I’ll do whatever you want me to to help.

[ninatallen]

Hope so. Will be great, thank you...I’m sure you’ll be way better at this than me anyway.

[havananeilson]

“OH YOU ARE DEFINITELY SCARED.”, havana replied, nddding at the memories and smiling. “but you grow into parenthood faster than you think.” ❞

[ninatallen]

Nina shook her head and looked at the baby smiling “I really don’t think I’ll ever get this far...parenthood isn’t for me.”

[finnxsmith-deactivated20160409]

“Because of Val—Havana’s son.” Finn replied and looked at his friend frowning when she made that comment. “We all learn, I wasn’t good at it either in the beginning but it takes some time.” he said, giving her a reassuring as he carefully took the baby from her and held him. “You shouldn’t be saying that, he likes you I can tell. You’ll be an amazing mother someday.”

[ninatallen]

When he mentioned Val, Nina smiled “Of course, Hav’s son...” she nodded. “I guess I’ll learn, too...maybe it will take me more time than it takes everyone else, but I’ll figure it out...” the girl said more trying to convince herself. “I really hope so...” Nina said looking at the baby, thinking how probably if she had a mom, she’d be way better at this whole thing. What if she was damaged forever... “Thank you, Finn...” she said and looked back at the boy with a smile.

[finnxsmith-deactivated20160409]

“They do actually. It has something to do with their bones and brain but I don’t think you want to hear me explaining that.“ Finn shrugged, pausing as he looked at the baby. “But it shouldn’t do any harm if you accidentally touch it. And you’re doing great, I don’t think you need my help.” he added, smiling while looking at Nina. “Can I hold him?”

[ninatallen]

Nina shook her head, she was sure that if one day she has her own kid she’ll be like the worst mother in the world “How can you know so much about babies...I have no idea what I’m doing.” the girl said and looked at her friend. “O - of course you can...I’m pretty sure he’ll like you better.” she said carefully handing him the baby.

[havananeilson]

NODDING, havana smiled. “very.” she assured her blonde friend. ❞

[ninatallen]

Good. Like how people even do this...how can they have kids and not be scared all the time?!

[itsnick-w]

Don’t be silly. You’re like a natural…

[ninatallen]

But look how small she is...what if I...I don’t know, drop her?! They shouldn’t let me be alone with kids. I’m terrible at this.

[havananeilson]

LAUGHING SOFTLY, havana shook her head. ”don’t worry, even though they look fragile, they are stronger than you think.” she said, smiling. ❞

[ninatallen]

A - are you sure? I don’t want to hurt it. 

[finnxsmith-deactivated20160409]

“You can’t break a baby, Nins. Don’t worry about it, you’ll do an amazing job.”

[ninatallen]

But don’t they have like this spot on their head that if you touch the baby explodes...I really am not a baby person. I wasn’t a baby person even when I was a baby...babies don’t like me. You should help me. 

[ninatallen]

I’m being a babysitter, but I’m really scared that I can break the baby. Can I break a baby?

[ninatallen]