Filmnerd

I'm a film fan and a Star Wars fan and i love to write fanfictions and to watch movies. Good omens, Lotr and Supernatural are also high on my list of fandoms. I try to improve my art skills to someday make some fanart.

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They really pulled a "you decided the universe is better off without you, but the universe doesn't agree". The universe looked out for them, in its own way. They lost all their history, all their shared experiences and memories, but they found each other again, because they were fundamental to the universe. They were and still are loved so much by so many, but they'll never know and they'll never have a chance to be together as the persons who saved the world and that is so emotionally devastating.

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GO 3

Honestly, the finale still feels so surreal. Everything about it. From the fact that we got a hurt Crowley and a badass Aziraphale in that flashback to Aziraphale sending that one guy almost into a coma because he took the Bentley and forced Crowley to live in an alley for years to the fact that they sort of reincarnated as humans and found each other and lived together in a South Downs cottage with all of their history, their universe, all those unique people gone. I just can't wrap my head around it. And one thing that I just realised is that the reason Heaven!Crowley had so much beige in his clothes and a bit calmer than his clothes before was because Aziraphale would have had to miracle it for him. Of course he would chose those beige tones. Just love all the tartan in the flashback and that Aziraphale almost immediately switched to his old outfit once he was outside of Heaven.

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Alright, still ranting here, but this is the best place to do it. I absolutely loved that they gave us the South Downs cottage and another flashback to the beginning with Crowley and Aziraphale just after the war. Their story (basically) started with a garden and ended with it. And in the end they both knew the other loved them as well and they gave that up for a normal world where they couldn't ever exist. But they did. They reincarnated as humans, found each other across time and space and fell in love all over again, this time with a bit more communication on both sides. And the Doctor Who references! Michael saying they could see the present, past and future (I don't remember it exactly) and that it was all too much. It was just like when Rose took the entire Time Vortex inside her head and she could see all of time and space at the same time. The realities that altered themselve as certain people were erased. Anyone thinking of 11's arc? (also don't remember that very well, but the whole thing just gave me Doctor Who vibes, tbh). Michael desperately trying to make the Great Plan work, because what other purpose is there? Aziraphale forgiving them, because he thinks it always fixes things, but also because he knows how Michael feels. Crowley giving up the Bentley for the bookshop, because 'he wasn't going to lose that too'. Most of all I loved that 'Don't stop me now' played while they were driving/flying to the Eternal Flame, because I always thought it was a good song for them and it's one of my favourites from Queen. Yeah no, twisted feelings about the finale, but absolutely thrilled that we got one.

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GO 3

Eventually the universe did look out for Crowley. He and Aziraphale found each other after billions of years, fell in love, had a south-downs cottage and like he said: "I have the universe and I have you." It wasn't the ending we wanted I think, but it was definitely the ending they deserved, though it was sad to see all of their history gone. But they gave up everything for humanity, their chance to be an 'us'. And they finally communicated directly, instead of dancing around each other!!! Aziraphale asking him for dinner was just peak. And we got a finale. It could have been so much worse than this.

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Happy May the Fourth everyone!

Me getting ready to binge watch the Clone Wars again in a single day bc it is may the fourth:

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So it's almost Christmas and I really love what they've done at school, because we have like different classrooms for different subjects and the Geography classrooms has Christmas lights hanging everywhere and it just feels so cozy

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Chapter 8: The wedding.

           Three months later

It was a nice day in Autumn. The trees already had red and yellow and orange leaves, but there were a few clouds. Which made it a bit cold, but hey, no one was going to complain on that day. Today it was like all of nature wanted to celebrate the union of two very special people. There were a handful of people at the open spot in the forest. And for this special occasion there even were a few souls, brought from Heaven. 

Two women with blond hair, one with dark brown hair and a young woman who was around twenty-four years old. And one man with dark hair who held the hand of one of the other souls. Everyone was well-dressed and looked beautiful, but none of them looked as dashing as the two soon-to-be-married. 

Dean wore a dark-blue suit, with a dark-blue tie. Cas on the other hand was completely in white and beige. He obviously had his beige trench coat on, and white jeans. It made a good contrast with his wings. For this time and this time only he let the others see his wings. They were black as the night and Dean found them beautiful. Dean first wanted to wear his FBI suit, but thankfully Cas and Sam had protested against that. The two brothers went to a clothing shop and bought two new suits. A dark-blue for Dean and a light-blue for Sam. Sam had first wanted to buy a white one, but that gave Dean flashbacks to that alternate reality where Zachariah had zapped him a few years ago. Lucifer, who was possessing Sam, had worn a white suit, so they had agreed that they would both wear blue. 

Cas had been basically dragged to one of those shops by Balthazar and Gabriel. A month before, they had found out that Gabe was still alive and when the archangel had heard of the wedding, he just had to go with them. Plus that he and Balthazar were probably the only angels with a sense of style around there. They had bought a pair of white shoes for him and white jeans. But Gabriel and Balthazar couldn’t convince Cas to leave his trench coat out of the outfit. Later that evening another surprise awaited the angel. 

When Cas, Balthazar and Gabriel were talking in their motel room (Gabriel and Balthazar had said that they had a special surprise for Cas, so that’s why they had booked a motel room for one night.) Gabriel suddenly said: ‘Come here.’ Cas gave him a confused look. ‘Why do you want me to come here ?’ ‘Because,’ the archangel said with a grin. ‘Me and Balthazar have something for you.’ ‘Alright.’ Gabe gestured to him to sit on the floor with his back to them. Cas sat on the ground with his knees drawn up. ‘Alright, now fold out your wings.’ Even if it was a strange request, Cas didn’t let them know. 

Gabriel and Balthazar gave his wings a good look and then looked at each other. They both nodded. Those wings could use some repair. It was the reason that Cas almost couldn’t teleport anymore. That last trip to Heaven had made it practically impossible for him to fly or to teleport. ‘Cas, this is gonna hurt a bit, but it won’t take long,’ Balthazar said. ‘What are you going to do ?’ Neither of them answered. Both Balthazar and Gabriel touched Cas’s wings and let their grace flow to all of the broken and missing parts. Cas groaned a bit, but after a few minutes they both stopped. The angels looked at his wings and felt a sudden wave of satisfaction. Cas’ wings were entirely repared. They looked just as good as when he was a few centuries younger. Cas must have felt something, because he turned his head in a bit of an uncomfortable position and gave his wings a good look. 

The angel couldn’t believe his eyes. His wings were fully repaired!! He moved them a bit and immediately felt the difference. ‘Thank you,’ he said. And he meant it with all of his heart. ‘Consider it a wedding gift,’ Gabriel replied. Cas’s wings were as black as the night and they were now restored in their full glory. 

Now Dean was looking at those beautiful wings and Cas and thought that he couldn’t ever be happier than now.  ‘Dearly beloved, we are gathered here in the sight of God.’ They had doubted at first if they would do a Christian marriage, but they found it appropriate because Cas was an angel. That was what made it a bit weird, but it was also hilarious at the same time. Sam was, of course, Dean’s best man and Gabriel was Cas’. They had requested to marry in the forest. And Gabriel and Balthazar had arranged that a few souls could leave Heaven just for one day. After all, your family should at least attend your wedding. John and Mary Winchester were there. Also Ellen and Jo. And Rufus and Ash were also there. Gabriel and Balthazar had to swear that after today they would all go back to Heaven. Along with the living were Jody, Bobby and a few others.

And now they all stood there as Cas and Dean were getting married. ‘Dean.’ He woke up from his thoughts. ‘What ?’ ‘You may kiss,’ the priest said again. And that they did. It was a gentle kiss, but they put all their love and passion in it. Cas felt Dean’s soft, warm lips gently brushing against his. And at that moment the sun broke through and the birds flew up and it was like all of nature wanted to celebrate the union between those two special people. Who would have thought at the beginning of the Apocalypse that an angel and a human would fall in love. 

Chuck watched from a distance. He was happy that one of his children had found happiness in their long lives. He hadn’t always been there, but he just had to come to the wedding of Castiel, one of his children, and Dean Winchester, the Righteous man. He did a quick miracle and then disappeared. 

Everyone was dancing. The newly-weds, the two best men and all of the other guests. Dean rested his head on Cas’ shoulder and chuckled. ‘What ?’ ‘Who would’ve guessed that it would end like this ? Back when we first met.’ ‘I did,’ Cas replied. They danced until late in the evening and when it became dark, they both had a big smile on their faces. Cas’ smile however turned into a mischievous grin when he saw Sam and Gabriel walking together. ‘Maybe we have to organize another wedding soon,’ he said to Dean. Dean didn’t respond. Cas looked at him and saw that he had fallen asleep. The angel looked up to the sky. He had never felt so peaceful.

                                      The End.

notes:

It was really fun to write this and I really hope you enjoyed it !! It is my first destiel fanfic and my first spn fanfic I've actually finished. But back when I made it, I was on season 6, so yeah... Dean and Cas are a little bit easier with admitting their feelings, because I thought it would be a lot easier for them, but apparently it wasn't. And it was really fun to just casually throw in a wedding. Thank you if you've read this !! Have a great day everyone !

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Chapter 7: The decision

Dean didn’t know what to do. On one hand he wanted nothing more than to forgive Cas and move on with their life and their relationship, but on the other hand…. He just…. He just didn’t really think he could forgive Cas for trying to open Purgatory and worse, betraying them. But if it was true what Sam had said…. Had he already forgiven the angel ? The young hunter really liked Cas, but the angel never seemed to stay long. He was there if they needed him, but after that he was gone. Cas felt closer than just a brother to him. Castiel, the angel who raised him from perdition all those years ago, was their family. And Dean would never think other about it than that. Then he made a choice. 

‘Cas.’ ‘Dean.’ ‘I need to say something to you,’ they both said at the same time. ‘Well, you first,’ Dean said. Cas didn’t waste a second. He grabbed the hunter and pulled him to the wall and kissed him. Dean didn’t know what he’d expected, but it certainly wasn’t this. Then he answered the kiss. A warm, fuzzy feeling came over him. He’d always wondered what it was like to kiss Castiel. His angel, he realized. 

When Cas pulled Dean against the wall, he was first filled with doubt. What if the hunter wouldn’t answer his kiss ? But when he kissed Dean, all his doubt disappeared. A strange, warm feeling filled him entirely. It wasn’t his first experience with kissing people, he had kissed Meg before. But this felt different. He loved Dean and he put all that love into one kiss. Cas never really needed to say something to let others know what he thought or felt. That was what he did now. And thank god Dean answered his kiss. 

‘I love you, Cas,’ Dean said. ‘I love you too, Dean,’ Cas replied. The angel and the hunter let each other go and then realized they weren’t alone. ‘When do we have to plan the wedding, boys ?’ Bobby teased. There fell a bit of an awkward silence between them, but thankfully Sam saved them from having to answer. ‘Hey, guys ! Look at this.’ 

The younger brother pointed at the laptop’s screen. ‘I think I may have found us a case.’ Dean sighed. ‘Sam, please do me a favor.’ ‘Yes ?’ ‘Get some rest.’ ‘But-’ ‘No buts. Get some rest and we will go on a hunt later. But for now you need to heal.’ Sam resigned himself to it. He knew Dean better than anyone and therefore knew how stubborn his big brother could be. And was, most of the time. ‘Oh, Dean. One thing.’ ‘Yes ?’ ‘Glad you two finally know it from each other. Let me know when you have the date of the wedding.’ ‘Yeah, yeah. I’ll let you know. But first you are going to bed.’ Sam lay down on the couch and was asleep within a few minutes. Dean looked at him and a wave of love rushed through him. Sammy was all he ever had. And now he also had Cas. 

‘Dean, there is something I need to finish first. Something in Heaven. After that, I won’t go back there.’ ‘Okay, just be careful.’ ‘Am I not always ?’ Then he disappeared and Bobby and Dean went to the kitchen. Bobby handed him a beer and they both sat there silent for a few minutes. Dean could feel that the old hunter wanted to ask him something and said: ‘What ?’ ‘What what ?’ ‘You wanted to ask me something. What is it ?’ Bobby first hesitated, but then he said: ‘What are you and Sam and Cas gonna do now ?’ ‘Go back hunting, I guess. And you ?’ ‘Yeah, I think so too. Hey, care to buy some beer ?’ ‘Of course. See you later.’ The young hunter walked to the hall and grabbed one of his fake credit cards. Then he went to the living room and asked Sam: ‘Hey, I’m going to the grocery store. You want something ?’ ‘Smoothie,’ Sam said, sleepy. Dean shaked his head and went outside. He got some beer, a smoothie, pie and a few burgers. It was a perfect day. The sun shone at its brightest, there weren’t any clouds, they were all still alive and he and Cas were practically engaged. 

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Just one more chapter to go! And lately I've edited all of the chapters. So some chapters will be really different, but in most of them the changes aren't really big. Have a great day!

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Chapter 6: Hello boys

Lisa was the first to see Balthazar and Sam crash-land in the living room. She quickly ran up to them and helped them both to a chair. ‘Are you okay?’ she asked. ‘Yeah, I’m fine. Sam on the other hand, is not.’ Balthazar tried to sit a bit more straight, but Lisa held him down. ‘You need to rest. I’ll take care of Sam.’ The angel nodded and grabbed a drink. While Lisa searched for Bobby, Ben had woken up. 

He felt strange. He tried to move, but was shocked to find out that he couldn’t do anything. He couldn’t move his muscles, nor could he control his breathing. Then he suddenly heard a voice in his head. It was a female voice. ‘Hello, Ben.’ ‘Who are you ?’ ‘My name is Meg. You and I are going to have so much fun together.’ 

‘Cas, we’re gonna make an agreement. We are never going to do that ever again !’ ‘Yes, I agree.’ Dean and Cas appeared in the living room where Lisa was taking care of Sam. Dean’s veins turned to ice. Again. His little brother had been stabbed and cut everywhere and had blood all over his body. Crowley was going to pay for this. Dean walked to him and asked Lisa: ‘How is he doing?’ ‘I can’t say for sure, but I think he’s going to be okay. From what I’ve heard from you he’s tough.’ ‘OK, thanks Lisa. Any idea where Bobby is?’ ‘Yes. He’s in the kitchen getting some water for Sam.’ Dean walked to the couch and said to Lisa: ‘I can take him over. Get some rest, do something with Ben.’ Lisa understood the hint and went upstairs. Dean first looked at Sam, then at Cas. ‘Thanks, Cas. Without you and Balthazar I don’t know if I could’ve gotten him out of there.’ ‘No problem, Dean. I’m… going to Balthazar. See what we’re gonna do next.’ 

Dean gave his little brother a good look. Where did he have to start? There were so many. He took a deep breath and started to wash his brother’s wounds. Crowley had messed him up pretty good. An advantage was that Sam was still unconscious. While Dean was patching Sam up, Bobby was making some food, Lisa was still looking for Ben and the two angels were resting. It was a weird experience for both of them to sleep. They never needed to and Balthazar had only once done it before. But apparently they had slept, because a few hours later, an alarm went off. However… Not exactly an alarm. But it did function like it.

The reason the two angels woke up was because Lisa was shouting and running through the house. ‘Ben !! Ben !! Where are you?’ ‘Hey, Lisa. Calm down. Where did you last see him ?’ ‘In my room,’ a voice suddenly said behind them. Dean and Lisa turned around to see Bobby holding an unconscious Ben in his arms. ‘Whoa, Bobby. What happened ?’ ‘Possessed,’ the older hunter answered. He carried him to another room. The Key of Solomon on the ceiling had just gotten a new layer of paint. ‘Dean, what is he going to do with Ben ?’ Lisa asked, worried. ‘Don’t worry,’ Dean assured her. ‘We’re going to exorcise the demon who is in him. He’ll be fine.’ Lisa still wasn’t really sure, but she followed the two hunters. Also Cas and Balthazar followed her to the room. 

When the demon woke up, he saw five people standing in front of him. He tried to move, but noticed that he had been tied to a chair. The demon looked up and saw the Key of Solomon. It was a really complicated painting, quite different from a simple Devil’s Trap, but it worked really well. When he turned his eyes on the hunters, they became black. Black as the night. Bobby splashed some holy water on the boy’s face. It was the perfect way to hurt a demon, without the ‘Who are you ?’ Dean asked. ‘Don’t you remember me, Dean? And where is Sam? Tell me, is he still addicted to demon blood?’ ‘Ruby?’ Now everyone was confused. They had killed Ruby on the same night that they’d killed Lilith. ‘No, it’s Meg.’

If it was any other person they would’ve interrogated Meg, but because it was Ben they decided to exorcise her. Black smoke escaped from Ben’s lungs and the boy fell unconscious. ‘Ben! Ben! Hey, wake up.’ Dean walked to Lisa and said: ‘Don’t worry, he’ll wake up.’ Suddenly Cas felt a burning sensation in his stomach and fell to the floor. He grunted in agony. ‘Cas, what is it?’ The others turned around. Dean walked to him, but stopped when he saw blood dripping fast from Cas’ stomach. Balthazar walked up to them and tried to fix it. But when he had fixed the wound, more blood just came back. 

Suddenly the angel realised what was going on. He began searching Cas’ clothes. ‘What are you looking for?’ Dean asked. ‘Hex bag.’ Realisation dawned upon him. Crowley. Of course. Finally Balthazar had found the hex bag and destroyed it. Cas slowly felt the bleeding and the burning sensation stop. You could practically hear everyone letting out a sigh of relief. Cas carefully sat up. The bleeding had stopped, but the wound was still there. 

After the small incident everyone went their own way. Balthazar went back to his house and so did Lisa and Ben. And it was the last time Dean would see them. He’d asked Cas to wipe Lisa’s en Ben’s memories, because he felt that they couldn’t live in constant danger just because they knew him. Especially after what had happened to Ben. The kid deserved a peaceful and quiet life and he could only have that if he didn’t remember Dean. Not that it didn’t hurt him to let them go. But he knew it was the best choice. After that everyone went to sleep. But before that they painted some demon warding sigils on the walls. It didn’t take long, about ten minutes, and everyone was happy when they could go to sleep. 

When Dean woke up he walked up to his little brother and checked if his wounds needed any more nursing. His wounds were doing fine, but Sam was shivering so Dean pulled a blanket over him. His forehead wasn’t hot, so at least he didn’t have a fever. Dean sighed. He and his little brother had been going through so much. He decided that they would take a long break when Sammy’s wounds were healed. Go on a vacation or something. Something relaxing. Or maybe stay at Bobby’s place for a while. They had to stay there anyway, until Sam was feeling better. Dean woke up from his thoughts when he heard a tired voice saying: ‘Hey, Dean.’ 

‘Heya, Sammy. How are you?’ Dean let out a breath of relief he didn’t even know he had been holding in. ‘A bit better, I guess. Where are we ?’ ‘At Bobby’s house. Ben, Lisa and Balthazar have already gone back to their home, but Cas and Bobby are here.’ ‘Okay, good. How’s Cas ?’ Dean gave him a look. Did he really need to ask this now ? But he said: ‘Cas is fine.’ ‘No, Dean. I mean you and Cas. I know you’re still pissed on him, but don’t we all make mistakes?’ His older brother sighed. ‘Sam, I am not just going to forgive Cas for what he tried to do. He tried to open Purgatory, remember ?’ ‘I thought you already had.’ ‘What ?’ Sam sighed. ‘Just put us all out of our misery and admit it already. I mean it’s obvious you have feelings for him. And you know it.’ Sam sometimes wished he was still in Hell. That he wouldn’t have to witness and to deal with all the drama between his brother and his best friend.  He could clearly see that they gave a lot about each other. But it always seemed like they didn’t know that themselves. Neither of them would admit that he was in love and neither of them thought the other was in love with them Dean still thought he failed, because he couldn’t save his family and Cas still thought he was expendable and didn’t really matter. And both of them had the lowest amount of self-esteem anyone could have. Both of them were wrong. They couldn’t have stopped the Apocalypse without Cas, and a lot more and he was their best friend. And Dean was a great hunter and really cared about his family and he had saved Sam more times than he could count. Not to mention all those years he’d taken care of him when Dean himself was just a kid. He just wished that they could see that too. 

Cas had been listening to what Sam had been saying from behind the door. He sighed. He really liked them. And yes, he was old friends with Balthazar and some other angels, but this felt different. Maybe because they were humans and not his brothers, but it just did. Especially Dean. He didn’t know what it was: Dean’s smile, his personality, his looks or just all of it. Human emotions were complex. They could feel so much at the same time. Everytime he was with Dean, he felt something in his stomach. He had no idea what it was, but he had a feeling that someone could tell him. The angel wanted nothing more than to be with Dean, but he felt like Dean just saw him as a friend. A very good friend, but nothing more than that. He doubted. He had a feeling that Bobby or Sam could tell him exactly what that feeling in his stomach was, but he was afraid about opening up. Cas wasn’t really used to feeling vulnerable, but right now and every time he was with Dean, he was vulnerable.

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Good omens season 2 ending was really sad, but also really good !! I am really happy that we got to have a season 2 and it was awesome ! I, and I think the rest of the fandom too, really enjoyed it, even if we didn't like the ending. Thank you Michael Sheen, David Tennant and everyone else for giving us season 2!

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warning!!:

Someone is getting tortured in this chapter, but you can easily skip the chapter without missing any important plot points. I'll let you know what happened at the end of the chapter.

Chapter 5: Rescuing my little brother

‘Sam!!’ Dean saw the demons holding his little brother back, while Bobby, Lisa and Ben walked towards them. Bobby looked at him and said: ‘I’m sorry, son. But Sam has to stay with them.’ Both Dean and Cas gave him a you’re serious ?-look. ‘Come on. We have to get out of here, before Crowley still comes after us.’ Dean looked back one more time, only to see the demons and Crowley dragging Sam into the house. When he couldn’t see them anymore he went to the others. He didn’t say anything and drove back to Bobby’s. Cas thought that he probably wanted to be alone, so he went along with Bobby, Lisa and Ben. 

‘Why, Bobby ? Why ?’ ‘Because Crowley offered to let Lisa, Ben, Balthazar and me go. I don’t like it, believe me, but this option was better than to die or to stay captured.’ While Dean and Bobby were arguing, Cas was taking care of Lisa and Ben. Crowley hadn’t really hurt them, just a few, small wounds. The most were on Lisa. Ben was okay, but he didn’t say a thing. Cas tried talking to Lisa. ‘So, how did you and Dean meet ?’ ‘We were friends. But after a while he had to go. Said he needed to stay with his father. We met again a year ago.’ While Cas put a bandage around her wound, he said: ‘He talked about you a lot, you know. About that year that he spent with you and Ben. He and Ben look a lot like each other, by the way.’ ‘Yeah, they do. Can I tell you a secret ? You must promise me not to tell anyone.’ ‘Alright. What is it ?’ 

Sam let out another scream when a knife poured in his flesh, again. Crowley had been torturing him for what, two, three hours now ? He had lost track of time. He now only wished it would stop. But Crowley had just said: ‘You’ve spent a year and a half in the Cage. I suppose you can take this.’ He was a mess. He wished that Dean was here. His brother always comforted him, even after they argued and Sam got attacked. His big brother had always been there for him, and Sam was sure that Dean would find a way to free him. 

He woke up from his thoughts when Crowley put a knife again in one of his wounds. He screamed again and when Sam spoke he first didn’t recognize his own voice, because of how hoarse it was. ‘Stop !! Please, just stop !’ Crowley chuckled. ‘Stop ? Oh, I don’t think so. You, Dean and Castiel stopped me from getting to Purgatory. Besides, I won’t kill you.’ Sam looked at him surprised. Well, not directly, because his wrists were bound to the ceiling so that he needed to stand up. His toes reached the ground, but his shoulders were in an uncomfortable position. One of the advantages of being tall, Sam thought. ‘The more I torture you, the easier it will be for Cas to find you. And that is exactly what I want. Believe it or not, but that angel is dead once he gets in here! After I’ve had my fun on him, of course.’ ‘I thought you weren’t the type to torture people,’ Sam said. The King of Hell looked surprised at him. And while he cut Sam with another torture instrument, he said: ‘Well. I am the King of Hell.’ 

Cas suddenly felt a painful sensation. He first couldn’t find where it came from, but suddenly he realised. He said to Dean: ‘We have to free Sam. He’s getting tortured by Crowley.’ ‘You’re sure?’ Cas nodded. ‘Any idea if they are still in the same place?’ ‘Yes, they are. But we have to be careful, Dean. There was a reason that Crowley wanted your brother alive.’ Dean looked at him, suddenly understanding what he was suggesting. ‘You mean it’s a trap ?’ ‘Probably, yes. We stopped him from getting to Purgatory, so he wants his revenge.’ ‘Okay, then we have to be extra careful. Can you fly us there?’ ‘Yes. But like I said, there’s a high chance that it’s a trap.’ Balthazar, surprisingly, had been in the background until he said: ‘Count me in, brother.’ 

While the trio was making preparations, Ben was exploring Bobby’s house. The house was big and had a ton of rooms in it. After a half hour he found a room where there was absolutely nothing, except a huge map on one wall. On the map were a lot of pins and a few notes. Ben started to read the notes, but had to stop after the second one. He became dizzy and swaggered a bit before he fell on the ground and lost consciousness. 

This was probably the worst day of Sam’s life. He had been hanging in there for hours and Crowley was still going on. Between Sam’s screams, Crowley said: ‘I want to know something, moose.’ He pulled a knife out of the young man’s body and continued: ‘Why did you do it ?’ ‘D..wht ?’ ‘Sorry ?’ Sam had to force himself to cough and make his voice a little bit less hoarse. ‘Do what ?’ he asked again. ‘I think you know, don’t you ?’ The demon came closer and almost whispered. ‘Why did you drink that demon blood during the Apocalypse?’

Sam wanted to answer when they heard someone behind them say: ‘That’s none of your business.’ Sam couldn’t turn around, but he recognized the voice. ‘Hello, boys.’ Crowley turned around and saw a furious looking Dean and Cas, who looked anxious, but determined to get Sam out of there. ‘Hello, Castiel. Hello, Dean.’ ‘Let him go, Crowley !’ ‘Tss, tss, always so hasty. Why don’t we talk about this first?’ Dean would have slit Crowley’s throat if Cas hadn’t held him back. ‘Let me go, Cas.’ One second later they heard the sound of angel’s wings flapping. Crowley quickly turned around, only to see a few empty chains. ‘You really didn’t think we’d have a plan?’ The King of Hell sighed. ‘No, of course not, squirrel. It wasn’t your brother I wanted. I already have what I want.’ He pointed to Cas. From nowhere ropes showed up and quickly bound themselves around the angel. Dean was confused. Ropes wouldn’t hold him. But when he took a better look he saw the Enochian sigils burned in the ropes.  

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While Sam was getting tortured, Crowley wanted to know why Sam drank the demon blood. Cas, Dean and Balthazar rescued him, but now Cas and Dean are still with Crowley.

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Chapter 4: A sleeping angel

It was one of the first times that Cas really slept. Usually he never really needed to sleep, but this time he was exhausted. It had been around sixteen hours since they left Crowley and he still wasn’t awake. While Bobby took care of Balthazar, Sam was buying some groceries and Dean… Dean wasn’t leaving Cas’ side. 

It felt weird, seeing Cas like that. Dean never saw Cas asleep. The angel looked quite peaceful. And beautiful. It reminded Dean of his own dream, which a lot of times came when he had a nightmare. It was always the same. He was fishing at a lake. It was peaceful, quiet and Cas had even showed up a few times. He wondered. He had those nightmares since he returned from Hell, but the lake-dream came a few months later. Around the time that they were working more with Cas. It was possible.

 They now also knew why the trench coat was bloody. That stain would take a lot of soap to get out. The angel had a deep stab wound right where his ribs were. Crowley had used his blood for the sigil to open Purgatory. Dean had patched him up when they were back at Bobby’s house. The hunter wondered why the King of Hell had used his blood. It was supposed to be blood from a virgin, after all. Probably because it was angel blood. More powerful, Dean guessed. Cas moved a bit and Dean woke up from his thoughts. The angel had moved a little bit closer to Dean. 

While Dean and Bobby took care of Cas and Balthazar, Sam went to the grocery store. He got some pie, obviously, some beer, bread, a few packets of crisps and some orange juice. It was one of the rare occasions that they had a normal breakfast. Sam doubted what kind of pie he would take. The cherry or the apple pie? He decided to go with the cherry and paid for the groceries. While he walked back to Bobby’s house he ran into Jody. ‘Hey, how are you?’ ‘Yeah, I’m good, thanks. How are you?’ ‘Ehh, I’ll live. We.. encountered some problems. But we’re fine for now.’ ‘Let me know if I can do something. I still owe Bobby, you and Dean.’ ‘Yeah, thanks. I’ll let you know.’ 

‘We still need to find Crowley. We can’t let him open Purgatory.’ ‘Yeah. And we need to find Lisa and Ben. I couldn’t find them anywhere at Crowley’s.’ Bobby sighed. Dean worried sometimes a bit too much. Not that he didn’t understand. If Dean and Sam were kidnapped he would also wanna find them as quickly as possible. He said: ‘If Cas is up and around we can split up. You and Cas can go search for Lisa and Ben and Sam and I will search for Crowley.’ ‘Are we gonna search for Crowley?,’ a voice suddenly asked from behind them. ‘Sam, you’re back. Do you have the pie?’ Sam searched in the bag and tossed Dean the pie. ‘Here. Any idea on where Crowley could be?’ 

Two hours later

They had been researching for about two hours, when Dean said: ‘I think I’ve got something.’ The other two men looked up and Sam asked: ‘What is it?’ ‘Here. One murder. Only thing found at the crime scene was sulfur. And here is a photo of the crime scene. And look who’s there?’ Bobby took a better look at the photo and saw Crowley standing in the crowd. He snorted. ‘Not very professional. Well, now hope that he’s still there. Good work Dean. Let’s get to Minassouta.’ ‘Wait. What about Cas and Balthazar?’ ‘We come with you.’ The three men turned around and saw Balthazar and Cas steady on their feet, angel blades in their hands. There wasn’t any blood left and it looked like all of the wounds were healed. Dean looked at Cas and the moment his eyes met Cas’s, he felt a strange warmth rushing through him. The spell was however broken when Sam said: ‘Well, let’s go then.’

While they drove, there was a bit of an awkward silence. Dean was still pissed at Cas and Sam, Bobby and Balthazar still didn’t really trust him. It was eventually Sam who broke the silence and said: ‘So, our plan still is to kill Crowley ?’ ‘Yes. Except if we can convince him to let go of the whole plan, but I don’t think that’s gonna work,’ Cas said. ‘Well, his choice. And it’s probably going to be a bad choice, knowing him,’ Sam answered. When they arrived there they split up. Sam, Bobby and Balthazar went through the back, as soon as they had taken care of the angel warding, and Dean and Cas stayed at the gate as a look-out. 

It went easier than expected. That obviously meant that the whole thing was a trap, but still. ‘Well, at least they weren’t so stupid to let the door open.’ Sam sneaked to the back of the room and listened at the door. After a minute he quietly walked back and said: ‘They are in there. Crowley and at least four demons.’ ‘Awesome. We can’t exactly walk in there,’ Balthazar said. Then they suddenly heard something coming from another room. Bobby opened the door and saw two people tied on a chair, with their back to the door. He couldn’t really see who they were, but when he’d made sure it wasn’t a trap and walked towards them everything became clear. They had to warn Cas and Dean. 

While the others were searching in the house, Dean and Cas were looking out for any demons or angels. They had been doing it for about an hour when Cas said: ‘Dean-’ ‘What ? You’re sorry ? I’m sorry, Cas, but you can’t fix this. You almost opened Purgatory and God knows what could’ve escaped from that !’ ‘I know, but that’s not what I was going to say. Look.’ He pointed at the door of the enormous house. Dean followed his finger and saw Crowley walking out, along with Sam, although it looked more like two others persons Dean couldn’t recognize dragged him along with them, Bobby, Balthazar and the two people who dragged Sam along with them. ‘What are they doing ? You think we should help them ?’ ‘Let’s first see if Crowley lets them go.’ 

He didn’t show it, but Dean was worrying. Obviously. Cas knew this, but he didn’t exactly know a way to make him feel comfortable, to let him know that everything was going to be alright. Then he suddenly thought of something. Something he had never done before. Well, a first time for everything. Dean couldn’t see them, but Cas folded his wings around Dean and hugged him. Dean felt something fluffy around him and looked over to Cas. The angel had that mysterious smile on his face and suddenly Dean knew it. Wings. It was at that moment that Dean realized that not even the fact that Cas had betrayed him, he could never hate him. He could never really hate the angel. He just couldn’t. The young man leaned a little bit closer into Cas’ touch and gave him a soft smile. Cas smiled back and they teleported to the others. 

Right after that Bobby saw that Lisa and Ben were tied to those chairs, he quietly cut the ropes and signaled them to come with him. But when they entered the other room they saw Sam, knocked out, lying on the ground and three demons holding Balthazar with a knife against his throat. ‘Hello boys.’ Crowley walked in and pointed at Lisa and Ben. ‘Ah, I see you’ve found them. Let’s get straight to business, shall we?’ ‘You want to make a deal?’ Bobby asked. ‘Yes. I’ll let you all go, except Sam and you don’t try to slit my throat. Deal?’ Bobby looked at Sam. ‘What do you need him for?’ ‘Oh, just a little insurance that Dean isn’t gonna try to kill me.’ ‘With keeping Sam here you have a higher chance of him wanting to kill you then if you don’t.’ Bobby hoped he could persuade the King of Hell to let them all go, but he knew he didn’t really have a chance

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Chapter 3 of How to stop an angel from opening Purgatory- by Sam and Dean Winchester

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Sorry that I haven't posted last week, but I was on holiday. I hope you still like the story and please let me know if you have a better title. I wish you all a very good day !!

Chapter 3: Purgatory

 ‘Don’t panic,’ said a voice behind them. There stood Balthazar, wounded, with a bloody trench coat. ‘How are we not supposed to panic ?!’ ‘What happened? Did Cas escape?’ ‘I let him escape.’ ‘You what ?!’ Bobby and Dean looked like they could kill him, but Sam walked to Balthazar and said: ‘Let’s get you patched up first.’ 

An hour later they were talking again. ‘Why,’ Dean asked, trying to remain calm. ‘Why did you let him escape ?’ ‘To get an inside man, idjit,’ Bobby answered for the angel. ‘How did you know that ?’ Balthazar asked. ‘You were shopping.’ ‘I..uh..thought it was obvious. Also-’ Bobby couldn’t finish his sentence, because at that moment Sam threw water at him. When it hit him, it hissed like a tomato in a frying pan. Bobby’s eyes turned black, darker than the night. ‘Sammy, exorcize him will ya? You know it by heart! I’ll hold him off,’ Dean shouted as his instincts worked automatically, protecting Sam and simultaneously pulling a flask of holy water out of his pocket. Sam began the exorcism, while Balthazar and Dean tried to take him out. 

It didn’t work. ‘Why doesn’t it work?!’ ‘I don’t know!’ Dean suddenly realised something. ‘Do you see anything on his wrists?’ ‘Yeah, they look like the on and off button on a laptop. You know what it is?’ ‘Yeah, it’s a binding link!’ He had to make a weird move to avoid a really sharp blade and yelled: ‘A demon also used that on you! You have to burn it or destroy it!’ ‘Something like this?’ Balthazar grabbed one of Bobby’s arms and sliced his blade through the mark. Dean took care of the other arm. ‘Sam! Quickly now!!’ Sam did the exorcism and a black smoke escaped from Bobby’s mouth. He fell on the ground and didn’t move. 

‘Bobby? Bobby!’ 'Hey Bobby, wake up man. Come on.’ Bobby slowly opened his eyes and groaned. ‘What happened ?’ ‘You were possessed. Glad you’re here again. Come on. We need to stop Crowley.’ ‘What? What’s going on?’ ‘We’ll tell you later what’s going on, but now we have to move. Balthazar, any idea where the demon went?’ ‘Yes. Bend your knees.’ With one touch on their forehead they teleported, or well rather flew, to Crowley’s hiding place. 

‘Hello boys.’ There stood the King of Hell. A sigil made of blood painted on the wall, with an unconscious and bloody Cas laying on the floor next to it. Dean’s veins turned to ice. ‘What have you done to Cas?’ he demanded, concerned as always. ‘Well, he betrayed me, but I figured he still could be useful. Thanks to him I can now open Purgatory.’ ‘We won’t let you,’ Sam said. Cas groaned. Dean wanted to walk to him, but Crowley pushed him against a wall with his demonic powers. ‘Did you really think I would be that stupid? Now if you’ll excuse me, I have work to do.’ As soon as he turned around Sam tried to stab him in the back. That caused Crowley to dodge the blow and let go of Dean. Dean ran over to Cas and started moving him somewhere safer. He signaled to Balthazar to help him, while Bobby was helping Sam. In those few seconds they moved Cas somewhere else, but failed to kill Crowley. One second after Crowley had dodged the blow, two demons appeared out of nowhere. They both grabbed one of Sam’s arms and tried to beat the crap out of him. Tried. 

Sometimes you try something and you have no idea, no clue it’ll work. This was the case. Bobby had no idea if the angel blade would work, but as soon as he saw those demons appear, he grabbed that blade and stabbed one of them with it. The blade went far through the demon’s chest, but there wasn’t any blood. Panic rose in both Sam’s and Bobby’s eyes, but then light flashed out of the demon’s eyes and she fell on the ground. Before the other demons could take their revenge a bright, white light shone from across the room. 

All the demons disappeared with a flash and when Sam looked at the other side of the room he saw Balthazar with a knife, next to a sigil made out of blood. Blood dripped from his arm. Sam had a look of both confusion and curiosity on his face. ‘Demon banishing sigil,’ Balthazar explained. ‘Now let’s destroy every piece of info they have and then get out of here.’ They burned all the papers and wiped the sigils off the wall. Then Balthazar teleported all of them back to Bobby’s house. 

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Tomorrow is the first episode of season 2 !!!!! I'm soooo excited !!!! Who else is ? I think it's been more than a year since I first watched the show and I can't wait to see the next season.

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this is chapter 2 of How do you stop an angel from opening Purgatory ? -by Sam and Dean Winchester

Chapter 2: The plan

‘Listen, Cas. I know you want to kill Raphael, I mean he is annoying, but don’t you think this is going a little too far ?’ Balthazar said. Cas sighed. ‘Listen, I can explain. But first we have to get out of here. Crowley basically wants to rip your hearts out. I’ve kept him from doing that, but I don’t think he’ll hold himself any longer.’ ‘And you didn’t think you should’ve said that a bit earlier ?’ ‘Why? If you are stopping him, then why should we be afraid?’ Sam asked. 

Balthazar suddenly realised what Cas was up to. ‘You’re gonna betray him,’ he said. ‘Yes. Look, I’ve made a mistake. But I want to fix it. I don’t care if you don’t believe me, but we have to get out of here now !’ ‘Uhm, guys?’ Dean pointed at the window. Outside they saw a huge demonic storm, trying to get in. ‘Balthazar, can you teleport us somewhere safe?’ Dean asked. ‘Yes. I will first teleport you and your brother. Then Castiel and Bobby here.’ ‘Alright, just do it quickly.’ Everyone, except Balthazar, were stressed now. The demons were almost through the door when Dean suddenly saw a beach. He felt the sand beneath his feet and heard the rustle of the sea. 

A few seconds later he also saw his brother, Bobby and Balthazar with a tied up Cas. ‘Where are we ?’ he asked. ‘Kauai.’ ‘K- Kauai ?’ Jeez. That was a long way from home. While they walked to the beach, Balthazar said: ‘Crowley won’t suspect that we’re here. We’re safe here. At least for now.’ They made a campfire on the beach. Sam first worried a bit, because there were of course other people, but Balthazar made sure that no one could find or see them. When everyone wanted to sleep, they faced another problem. Cas. ‘Well, I guess that we have to play guard. I’m going first. I don’t need to sleep anyway.’ ‘Alright. I’ll go next, Balthazar,’ said Sam. 

During the night nothing happened. Which was good, but in Cas’ experience he knew that many times it was too quiet. Especially with the Winchester boys. He tried to get into a more comfortable position, but he couldn’t really move. He looked up. The sky was beautiful. There were thousands of stars, shining on the beach. Cas later didn’t know if it was because  he was tired or if the rustling of the sea calmed him down, but he fell asleep a few minutes later. He normally never slept. But the rope was carved with Enochian sigils. It made him practically powerless. 

The next day they discussed what to do. ‘We can’t let Crowley just open Purgatory.’ ‘Tonight is the moon eclipse. We have to do it before then.’ ‘How, Sam ?’ Dean asked. ‘If we prevent it tonight he’s just going to do it the next eclipse. And how are we even going to stop him ?.’ They went on like this for a while when Dean said: ‘Let’s eat something. I can’t do this on an empty stomach.’ They all agreed on that. Dean and Bobby went to the village to buy some food, while Cas, Balthazar and Sam stayed on the beach. 

‘You think Crowley already has the blood ?’ ‘Not when I was with him the last time,’ said Cas. ‘Uh, yeah…well…about that.’ Sam and Cas first looked at each other then Balthazar. The angel held the newspaper up. He’d just quickly teleported to the village and back to see if there was any news. ‘A girl died yesterday. She was pretty popular on the internet, so it’s all over the news. Pretty sure she’s a virgin.’ ‘Great.’ 

‘Hmm, what pie do you think I should take ?’ ‘I don’t know, just choose one.’ Dean looked at Bobby. The older man was sweating and constantly looked around. ‘Hey hey hey, what is it ?’ ‘We have to get out of here.’ Dean quickly paid for the groceries. While they walked to the beach Dean asked: ‘Bobby, what was it ? You looked like you saw a ghost.’ ‘The cashier was a demon. I saw its black eyes.’ ‘You sure ?’ ‘Yeah.’ ‘But then why didn’t it kill us ?’ ‘You ask me.’ 

‘Can I take a walk ?’ ‘No,’ Sam and Balthazar answered in unison. Cas sighed. How was he ever going to gain their trust again ? He doubted. On one hand he needed the souls, but on the other hand… Opening Purgatory was a great risk and he didn’t want to lose his friends. He had come so far just to end up here. Feelings were difficult. He was starting to feel a lot more since he was on Earth. And of course because he was befriended with Dean and Sam. Cas never could have imagined that humans could feel so much at the same time. It was confusing. A year ago he knew what choice he’d make. A year ago he was still serving Heaven. But then he rebelled. To give Dean and Sam a chance to stop the Apocalypse from happening. It didn’t work, obviously. But they did stop Lucifer. Eventually. 

‘Hey. There are demons here. We have to go.’ ‘Great. Oh and Crowley probably already has the blood. Let’s eat something and then get on the way.’ ‘Good idea, Sam. Where’s Cas ?’ ‘He’s-.’ Sam looked around. ‘Not here,’ he finished.

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I'm currently editing the chapters of this fanfic, but I'm not done with everything yet. So I'll try to finish everything in a few days. Hope you enjoy my fanfic!

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Hey, this cute, little bunny wishes you a good day and if you are currently having a bad day or are struggling with something, he's saying that you must never give up and that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel !!

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about the fic:

This takes place somewhere around season 6. I haven't written a lot of fanfics, so I hope you enjoy it. It was supposed to be a destiel fanfiction, but there isn't much destiel in it, it's just mostly a re-write for those episodes in season 6. But there is some destiel in the last two chapters and a bit in between. This fanfiction is finished and if I think about it I will post every week. Also, I couldn't come up with a good title, so if anyone thinks he has a better title please let me know !!

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Cas is trying to hide his deal with Crowley. Unfortunately Sam, Bobby and Dean are suspicious. And now that Lisa and Ben are kidnapped, things are getting worse. 

Chapter 1: The betrayal

It had been two days now since  Lisa and Ben were kidnapped and there was still not any progress. No demon wanted to answer them, which had left the boys with a crapload of dead bodies and a few confused people after they’d exorcised them. Dean was worried sick and trying to get answers from the demons at the same time, while Sam, Bobby and Cas were trying to find the person who knew how to open Purgatory. Or well actually just Sam and Bobby. Cas was mostly trying to hide his deal with Crowley and stopping Crowley from ripping their hearts out. They had been reading for three hours when Sam found something. ‘Here, I think I’ve found something.’ The two men looked up. ‘Samuel’s diary mentions someone trying a spell. He thought they wanted to open Purgatory.’ ‘Did it work ?’ Cas asked. ‘He doesn’t know for sure, but all those men died the next five years. So I guess that the thing they let out wasn’t too happy about it.’ 

That night Cas flew to Crowley’s place. ‘Ah, you have something ?’ ‘Yes. We’ve found someone that escaped from Purgatory. We just need to locate it now. I’ll inform you when we have it.’ When he was at Bobby’s again he looked at Dean. The young man lay peacefully asleep on the couch. Cas felt bad. He wished he didn’t have to do this. The angel wanted to sit down when he heard voices coming from the kitchen. 

‘I don’t know, Bobby. I mean it’s Cas.’ ‘I know, boy. But you know it as well as I do. He is hiding something and I don’t like it.’ Cas made himself invisible and sneaked to the kitchen. ‘I mean why else is Crowley still alive ?’ said Bobby. ‘He’s an angel. I’m sure he wouldn’t have made such a mistake. Look, I don’t like it either, Sam. But we have to consider that he’s working with Crowley.’ ‘Yeah, yeah, I know. I just… don’t like it. But he is still our friend, Bobby. He’s still Cas. And I know that if Dean was awake that he would’ve said the same thing.’ 

If Cas had heard Sam’s last words he may have reconsidered the whole plan. But he had already left after Bobby said that they had to consider that he was working with Crowley. Cas had heard enough. It was clear that they didn’t trust him. He would explain all of it later, when it was over. The angel thought of Heaven. It had always been so peaceful, so quiet up there. He especially thought of the Heaven of the autistic man who drowned in his bathtub in 1953. It was just a garden, but there were, to his great pleasure, bees. Cas loved bees. They didn’t have them in the Gardens. Neither were they mentioned in any of the books in the Library. He didn’t exactly know why he liked them, he just did. They were so fuzzy and busy and always working. If Cas hadn’t been so full of thoughts, he might have noticed the angelic presence in and around the house. But when he felt it, it was already too late. The angel quickly turned around, too late to avoid the blow. For a brief moment Cas thought he could see Balthazar, but then he blacked out. 

He smelled something weird. He couldn’t quite place it, but it was something familiar. The angel tried to open his eyes, but they refused. He tried it again and this time they worked. The first thing he saw was fire. That was the smell !! Cas got up and looked around. Bobby, Sam, Balthazar and Dean stood outside the circle of holy fire. Everyone had a serious look on their face, but Dean also had another expression. Cas first couldn’t figure out what it was, but he knew the second that Dean spoke. ‘Cas.’ His voice was soft, but also full of pain. The pain someone has when they are betrayed. Especially when it’s their best friend. ‘Cas, look at me.’ At first Cas didn’t look at him, but he braced himself and looked into his best friend’s eyes. ‘Do you work with Crowley? Are you trying to find Purgatory together?’ Cas didn’t answer. ‘Tell me! Please, tell me you’re not working with him.’ ‘Dean..’ Dean was so desperate. He truly wanted to believe that Cas wasn’t working with the King of Hell, that he could still trust him, that the others were lying. But deep down he knew what his friend was going to answer. Cas looked down, but said quietly: ‘Yes.’ 

The looks on everyone’s faces were different. Sam and Dean both looked betrayed and not wanting to believe it, while Balthazar and Bobby looked betrayed, but also like they had known it deep down the whole time. ‘Please, just let me explain-’ Cas tried. But Sam said: ‘Why, Cas ? If someone has a problem we share it. We solve it. Together. We don’t just make deals with demons.’ 

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Okay, so this was the first chapter. I hope you enjoyed it and I will post every Saturday, except when I'm on vacation. It has eight chapters total. Have a good day everyone !!