More Random than Duck Shite

26. Film Lover. Trying to find a place in this crazy world. Will love you if you are Pizza.

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[childhoodruiner]

[eoxygenc-deactivated20240402]

[pastabot]

nsfw

nobody’s safe from wonderwall

[goth-gay]

You never know if today is gonna be the day that they’re gonna throw it back to you

[ninjarunningzico]

Not the best of times, actually the worst time I've ever done a half in but all for my Nana and for @sidley_ouas. I injured my knee but managed to finish and with the weather being so hot, it was so hard to keep to my pace and also the hills - so many hills. Now doctors orders - rest rest and rest. If you want to donate - http://www.justgiving.com/TammyBerringtonOUAS?utm_id=121 #OUAS #OnceUponaSmile #HalfMarathon #RnRLiverpool #Running #charity (at Liverpool ACC)

[ninjarunningzico]

1 day to go the race weekend for @sidley_ouas in memory of my wonderful Nana who was taken too soon. Please donate if you can http://www.justgiving.com/TammyBerringtonOUAS?utm_id=121 - my training has been so lacking this time and with the weather I think it's going to be my hardest run just yet. #RnRLiverpool #liverpoolrocknroll #OUAS #Running #HalfMarathon #OnceUponaSmile (at Liverpool)

[impishmisconception-deactivated]

As a person with Asperger’s I feel the following must be said

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t have a superpower. Who doesn’t have that one special talent that nobody else but them is good at.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not a genius or don’t have an above average I.Q.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are diagnosed with this but are not severe enough to qualify for anything at all and are left to fend for themselves somehow.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who gets told on almost a daily basis that someone wouldn’t know they were disabled just by looking at them or talking to them.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told often to just figure it out to just overcome their Aspergers/Autism or just think positive as if they have some magical cure for it that no one else has or as if they chose this disability when they didn’t.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have to lie and put on an act on daily basis in order to just have maybe one or two friends in order to “fit in” in order to be “normal.”

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are nothing like the characters with Aspergers/Autism on TV shows or movies. I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told all the time what their disability is supposed to look like by someone who doesn’t have this disability.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told constantly by others that since there are so many requirements to have Aspergers/Autism that everyone must have it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism that unless they are constantly working all the time non-stop they get told they are lazy and not trying.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism that when everyone else has learned about a certain subject they are still way behind and have no idea about anything about the subject but pretend they know all about it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism that while testing for their Aspergers/Autism feels more like a lab rat or test subject than an actual human being.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who experience tremendous amounts of unbelievable pain over things that people without this disability don’t feel any pain but those with this disability pretend they don’t feel the pain just so they don’t have to hear again “it’s not that bad your exaggerating.”

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who question who they are and their identity on a daily basis because of all the lying and acting they must do in order just to have a bit of peace and have a friend or two.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who keep their obsessions to themselves because whenever they’ve expressed their obsession in the past they get told it’s unhealthy that they shouldn’t do that they are basically shamed for it and the thing they like they obsess over gets taken away.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who keep their emotions to themselves and don’t express any of their feelings because whenever they do someone invalidates their Aspergers/Autism simply because they felt an emotion.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t feel understood at all by anyone and they don’t even understand themselves sometimes.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are never mentioned in books or in the news or in the movies or on TV at all.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get questioned if they even have this disability simply because they can communicate.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told what to eat constantly by other people who don’t have this disability and so eating every meal gives the person with Aspergers/Autism a lot of anxiety. They are also told if they don’t eat these things but eat those other things instead (and believe me what to eat and not to eat changes constantly) they wouldn’t even have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are religious but their disability gets put into question simply because they believe in GOD and they are told since they believe in GOD they don’t have Aspergers/Autism when they actually do have this disability. I’m also here for those people with Aspergers/Autism who are religious but are told if they had enough faith they wouldn’t have Aspergers/Autism that they just need to name it and claim it and/or are told over and over that this is the cross they bare and/or they get to hear over and over how Paul had his thorn.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not popular who only have maybe one or two friends and are told constantly that they don’t try hard enough to make friends.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who only have friends on the internet and are shamed for this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who feel they don’t belong anywhere at all.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who constantly regress in one subject or another and have to keep relearning it over and over and are told they are not trying or are lazy that they shouldn’t have to be taught or told over and over.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get to hear constantly being called a retard or short bus but that they shouldn’t take that seriously but laugh instead because it’s just a joke when it’s not funny at all.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get compared by other people without this disability to celebrities or characters on TV or movies with Aspergers/Autism and are told that they aren’t like those celebrities or characters so they must not have Aspergers/Autism. I’m also here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are sick and tired of being compared to Sherlock Holmes, Dr.Who, Data, Spock, Sheldon Cooper, The Good Doctor, Temple Grandin, and any other celebrity or TV or movie character that’s supposed to represent them.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get asked constantly what it’s like to have Aspergers/Autism even at places like a bar where they just want to relax and not think about it but if they don’t answer their Aspergers/Autism gets invalidated.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t want to hug anyone because their skin is sensitive or they just don’t like it they don’t want to hug anyone but are shamed for not hugging.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get shamed who have their disability invalidated simply because they don’t have a superpower or an above average I.Q.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are adults but are treated like children constantly and are constantly talked down to simply because they have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism when others are afraid of them because others think simply because they have this disability it automatically makes them a sociopath or serial killer or something along those lines.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have a sense of humor and/or can do stand up comedy but have their disability invalidated simply because they have this talent.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who on a daily basis get treated more like a sideshow freak then a human being.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who figure out they are LGBTQ+ later in life because since they were a child they were too busy figuring out the world and basic social cues and weren’t developed or matured enough as children or teenagers to know they are LGBT+ because their brains are younger than the rest of them but they are shamed for this because now their brain has matured and figured out when they are in their 20’s or 30’s they are LGBT+ when everyone else figured it out at a younger age. I’m also here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are figuring out if they are LGBTQ+ in their 20’s or 30’s but doubt they are simply because their brains weren’t mature enough at younger ages to know that they are LGBTQ+.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are LGBTQ+ but don’t want to be because they feel they are unique enough and absolutely dread being LGBTQ+.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are LGBTQ+ but can’t go to Pride parades or events because it’s just too overwhelming for them and either their disability or the fact they are LGBTQ+ or both gets invalidated because of this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not caucasian whos disability gets invalidated simply because of their skin color.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have other disabilities or mental illnesses that no one wants to talk about that they must keep to themselves as it’s too overwhelming for those who don’t have this stuff to talk about.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who stim and keep their stimming to themselves because when they talk about it they are told it’s unhealthy that they shouldn’t do that or that they are an adult they are too old to be doing that.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are in small classes and dread the days when they have to go to the bigger classes.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are adults who want to experience dating and sex but are told they shouldn’t want those things simply because they have Aspergers/Autism and their disability gets invalidated. Or they are told they will never experience dating or sex or ever get married simply because they have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are hopeless romantics but because they are hopeless romantics their disability gets invalidated.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are feminists but can’t take part in the woman’s walk or other feminist events because it’s too overwhelming for them so the fact they are feminist or that they have Aspergers/Autism or both gets invalidated because of it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told over and over not to call it a disability but to call themselves differently abled as if changing the label changes the fact that it’s a disability even though it doesn’t.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who just want to plunk themselves in front of their TV’s or computers or both and eat junk food and not get hassled for it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not nerds or even close to being nerds but whose disability gets invalidated simply because they are not nerds.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who need to stick to a routine but are hassled and nagged simply because they need a routine.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are slobs and whose disability gets invalidated simply because they are slobs.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t have OCD and whose disability gets invalidated simply because they don’t have OCD.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t have a service dog and/or they don’t want one but whose disability gets invalidated simply because of this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism whose disability gets invalidated simply because of their gender.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who enjoy being feminine but get their disability invalidated because of it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t like a certain food because of the way it feels in their mouths or for how it smells or for how it looks but are shamed for this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have a political affiliation but their political views are ignored because they have Aspergers/Autism or because they didn’t go out to vote because it was too overwhelming for them to do.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who live in dread of the thought of ever being summoned for jury duty.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who express a liking to a certain subject and someone asks them a question about it and the person with Aspergers/Autism doesn’t have an answer for them so either the fact they like the subject gets invalidated or their disability gets invalidated because if they had Aspergers/Autism and liked something they would just know everything about it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have anxiety but whose disability gets invalidated simply because they have anxiety.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have depression but whose disability gets invalidated simply because they have depression.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t want to be cured they just want to be accepted for who and what they are as they are.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are sick and tired of being asked which signs of Aspergers/Autism they have, how does it affect them, and how and/or why are they born that way.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who can’t enjoy going or doing simple things such as going to the theater to watch a movie, going to a stadium to watch a sporting event, going to a parade, going to see a Broadway show, going to watch a stand up comic, going to a live taping of any show, going to a bar, going to Church, being on a game show, being a stand up comic performing, being on stage performing, singing kareoke, and many other things because they are just way too overwhelming they can’t handle it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who can actually go to feminist events, pride events, go to the theater, go to a stadium, go to a parade, perform on stage and many other things with no problems but their disability gets invalidated because they can do these things with no problems.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have a tremoundously hard time going through puberty or any other body changes such as needing glasses, getting grey hair, getting arthritis, getting wrinkles, getting menapause, getting pregnant, and any other body change is incredibly upsetting for them and really hard for them to adjust to and accept and some even get PTSD simply because of going through these bodily changes but their PTSD gets overlooked or ignored or the fact it’s so hard for them is over looked or ignored because everyone goes through these body changes.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are sick and tired of having people feel sorry for them simply because they have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have competed in the special Olympics but have had their medals and/or experience at the special Olympics invalidated because it wasn’t the “real” Olympics. I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who never got the chance to compete in the special Olympics as children and now as adults, they are told they are too old for that.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who were brought up with strict parents and now all they know is to be controlled and so they always gravitate towards being in a relationship with someone who controls them because that’s all they know.

I just wanted all of you with Aspergers/Autism to know no matter where on the spectrum you are I’m here for you.

[impishmisconception-deactivated]

As a person with Asperger’s I feel the following must be said

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t have a superpower. Who doesn’t have that one special talent that nobody else but them is good at.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not a genius or don’t have an above average I.Q.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are diagnosed with this but are not severe enough to qualify for anything at all and are left to fend for themselves somehow.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who gets told on almost a daily basis that someone wouldn’t know they were disabled just by looking at them or talking to them.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told often to just figure it out to just overcome their Aspergers/Autism or just think positive as if they have some magical cure for it that no one else has or as if they chose this disability when they didn’t.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have to lie and put on an act on daily basis in order to just have maybe one or two friends in order to “fit in” in order to be “normal.”

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are nothing like the characters with Aspergers/Autism on TV shows or movies. I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told all the time what their disability is supposed to look like by someone who doesn’t have this disability.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told constantly by others that since there are so many requirements to have Aspergers/Autism that everyone must have it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism that unless they are constantly working all the time non-stop they get told they are lazy and not trying.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism that when everyone else has learned about a certain subject they are still way behind and have no idea about anything about the subject but pretend they know all about it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism that while testing for their Aspergers/Autism feels more like a lab rat or test subject than an actual human being.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who experience tremendous amounts of unbelievable pain over things that people without this disability don’t feel any pain but those with this disability pretend they don’t feel the pain just so they don’t have to hear again “it’s not that bad your exaggerating.”

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who question who they are and their identity on a daily basis because of all the lying and acting they must do in order just to have a bit of peace and have a friend or two.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who keep their obsessions to themselves because whenever they’ve expressed their obsession in the past they get told it’s unhealthy that they shouldn’t do that they are basically shamed for it and the thing they like they obsess over gets taken away.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who keep their emotions to themselves and don’t express any of their feelings because whenever they do someone invalidates their Aspergers/Autism simply because they felt an emotion.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t feel understood at all by anyone and they don’t even understand themselves sometimes.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are never mentioned in books or in the news or in the movies or on TV at all.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get questioned if they even have this disability simply because they can communicate.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told what to eat constantly by other people who don’t have this disability and so eating every meal gives the person with Aspergers/Autism a lot of anxiety. They are also told if they don’t eat these things but eat those other things instead (and believe me what to eat and not to eat changes constantly) they wouldn’t even have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are religious but their disability gets put into question simply because they believe in GOD and they are told since they believe in GOD they don’t have Aspergers/Autism when they actually do have this disability. I’m also here for those people with Aspergers/Autism who are religious but are told if they had enough faith they wouldn’t have Aspergers/Autism that they just need to name it and claim it and/or are told over and over that this is the cross they bare and/or they get to hear over and over how Paul had his thorn.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not popular who only have maybe one or two friends and are told constantly that they don’t try hard enough to make friends.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who only have friends on the internet and are shamed for this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who feel they don’t belong anywhere at all.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who constantly regress in one subject or another and have to keep relearning it over and over and are told they are not trying or are lazy that they shouldn’t have to be taught or told over and over.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get to hear constantly being called a retard or short bus but that they shouldn’t take that seriously but laugh instead because it’s just a joke when it’s not funny at all.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get compared by other people without this disability to celebrities or characters on TV or movies with Aspergers/Autism and are told that they aren’t like those celebrities or characters so they must not have Aspergers/Autism. I’m also here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are sick and tired of being compared to Sherlock Holmes, Dr.Who, Data, Spock, Sheldon Cooper, The Good Doctor, Temple Grandin, and any other celebrity or TV or movie character that’s supposed to represent them.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get asked constantly what it’s like to have Aspergers/Autism even at places like a bar where they just want to relax and not think about it but if they don’t answer their Aspergers/Autism gets invalidated.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t want to hug anyone because their skin is sensitive or they just don’t like it they don’t want to hug anyone but are shamed for not hugging.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get shamed who have their disability invalidated simply because they don’t have a superpower or an above average I.Q.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are adults but are treated like children constantly and are constantly talked down to simply because they have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism when others are afraid of them because others think simply because they have this disability it automatically makes them a sociopath or serial killer or something along those lines.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have a sense of humor and/or can do stand up comedy but have their disability invalidated simply because they have this talent.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who on a daily basis get treated more like a sideshow freak then a human being.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who figure out they are LGBTQ+ later in life because since they were a child they were too busy figuring out the world and basic social cues and weren’t developed or matured enough as children or teenagers to know they are LGBT+ because their brains are younger than the rest of them but they are shamed for this because now their brain has matured and figured out when they are in their 20’s or 30’s they are LGBT+ when everyone else figured it out at a younger age. I’m also here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are figuring out if they are LGBTQ+ in their 20’s or 30’s but doubt they are simply because their brains weren’t mature enough at younger ages to know that they are LGBTQ+.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are LGBTQ+ but don’t want to be because they feel they are unique enough and absolutely dread being LGBTQ+.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are LGBTQ+ but can’t go to Pride parades or events because it’s just too overwhelming for them and either their disability or the fact they are LGBTQ+ or both gets invalidated because of this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not caucasian whos disability gets invalidated simply because of their skin color.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have other disabilities or mental illnesses that no one wants to talk about that they must keep to themselves as it’s too overwhelming for those who don’t have this stuff to talk about.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who stim and keep their stimming to themselves because when they talk about it they are told it’s unhealthy that they shouldn’t do that or that they are an adult they are too old to be doing that.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are in small classes and dread the days when they have to go to the bigger classes.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are adults who want to experience dating and sex but are told they shouldn’t want those things simply because they have Aspergers/Autism and their disability gets invalidated. Or they are told they will never experience dating or sex or ever get married simply because they have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are hopeless romantics but because they are hopeless romantics their disability gets invalidated.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are feminists but can’t take part in the woman’s walk or other feminist events because it’s too overwhelming for them so the fact they are feminist or that they have Aspergers/Autism or both gets invalidated because of it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who get told over and over not to call it a disability but to call themselves differently abled as if changing the label changes the fact that it’s a disability even though it doesn’t.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who just want to plunk themselves in front of their TV’s or computers or both and eat junk food and not get hassled for it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are not nerds or even close to being nerds but whose disability gets invalidated simply because they are not nerds.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who need to stick to a routine but are hassled and nagged simply because they need a routine.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are slobs and whose disability gets invalidated simply because they are slobs.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t have OCD and whose disability gets invalidated simply because they don’t have OCD.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t have a service dog and/or they don’t want one but whose disability gets invalidated simply because of this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism whose disability gets invalidated simply because of their gender.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who enjoy being feminine but get their disability invalidated because of it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t like a certain food because of the way it feels in their mouths or for how it smells or for how it looks but are shamed for this.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have a political affiliation but their political views are ignored because they have Aspergers/Autism or because they didn’t go out to vote because it was too overwhelming for them to do.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who live in dread of the thought of ever being summoned for jury duty.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who express a liking to a certain subject and someone asks them a question about it and the person with Aspergers/Autism doesn’t have an answer for them so either the fact they like the subject gets invalidated or their disability gets invalidated because if they had Aspergers/Autism and liked something they would just know everything about it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have anxiety but whose disability gets invalidated simply because they have anxiety.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have depression but whose disability gets invalidated simply because they have depression.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who don’t want to be cured they just want to be accepted for who and what they are as they are.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are sick and tired of being asked which signs of Aspergers/Autism they have, how does it affect them, and how and/or why are they born that way.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who can’t enjoy going or doing simple things such as going to the theater to watch a movie, going to a stadium to watch a sporting event, going to a parade, going to see a Broadway show, going to watch a stand up comic, going to a live taping of any show, going to a bar, going to Church, being on a game show, being a stand up comic performing, being on stage performing, singing kareoke, and many other things because they are just way too overwhelming they can’t handle it.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who can actually go to feminist events, pride events, go to the theater, go to a stadium, go to a parade, perform on stage and many other things with no problems but their disability gets invalidated because they can do these things with no problems.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have a tremoundously hard time going through puberty or any other body changes such as needing glasses, getting grey hair, getting arthritis, getting wrinkles, getting menapause, getting pregnant, and any other body change is incredibly upsetting for them and really hard for them to adjust to and accept and some even get PTSD simply because of going through these bodily changes but their PTSD gets overlooked or ignored or the fact it’s so hard for them is over looked or ignored because everyone goes through these body changes.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who are sick and tired of having people feel sorry for them simply because they have Aspergers/Autism.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who have competed in the special Olympics but have had their medals and/or experience at the special Olympics invalidated because it wasn’t the “real” Olympics. I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who never got the chance to compete in the special Olympics as children and now as adults, they are told they are too old for that.

I’m here for the people with Aspergers/Autism who were brought up with strict parents and now all they know is to be controlled and so they always gravitate towards being in a relationship with someone who controls them because that’s all they know.

I just wanted all of you with Aspergers/Autism to know no matter where on the spectrum you are I’m here for you.

[ninjarunningzico]

On Sunday, I did a stupid thing. I think I was suffering but I couldn’t tell anyone. I was working too hard, not really taking good care of myself, not having anyone to talk to in Manchester so work became my life. I wasn’t doing as well as I thought I was after my Nana died and work all the time not to feel the pain. I put my trust into people who shouldnt have it and ruined a good friendship because I wanted people to like me.I believe that on Sunday, after a rough day everything got to much and I decided to do something to stop the pain. I don’t think anyone notices I was suffering cause I am so good at hiding my pain. If anyone of you feel that way, please get help and not be afraid to ask for it.

[themaidenofthetree]

I want you to imagine a ten year old version of yourself sitting right there on this couch. Now this is the little girl who first believed that she was fat, and ugly, and an embarrassment.

[k-lionheart-deactivated20171126]

This is groundbreaking

[gogetthatbody]

this is my third time rebloging this today. this is so important.

[notactiveonhereanymore]

I have goosebumps

[edgarallanpoundthatass]

this physically hurts

[floralmonzen]

When I look around, I see that everyone’s the protagonist of their own story. And the thing about stories is that not all of them have a happy ending. But some do.

[ninjarunningzico]

2018 Goals

It’s the end of 2017 and it was the horrible year for the world and also my family. On 21st December I lost my Nana which is one of the hardest experiences in my life as she was so loved by everyone from close family to her grandchildren friends. I want 2018 to bring more joy and more self-love for myself and others. I didn’t achieve a lot of my goals for this year but I did move to Manchester…

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[ninjarunningzico]

One of the one good ones. Taught me every thing I knew about life, watched so many things she didn't like to please me, was always so proud of what I have achieved in my life. You are gonna be missed so much by those who knew you the most, shine bright up there, dance, kiss Grampy and enjoy your moments with him again. Until we meet again Nana.

[ninjarunningzico]

Rae & Finn | Couldn’t Have Loved You Better

So sorry that I have been awol for so long. I have been getting used to living in Manchester and being an adult so my videos have been lacking and sometimes so have my personal projects but I hope you guys like it and I will try to make more soon. @busstop @i-dream-of-emus

[i-dream-of-emus]

That was heart-wrenching, Tammy! I need a good blub now.

[ninjarunningzico]

I seriously need to make some more happy videos lol @i-dream-of-emus

[ninjarunningzico]

Rae & Finn | Couldn’t Have Loved You Better

So sorry that I have been awol for so long. I have been getting used to living in Manchester and being an adult so my videos have been lacking and sometimes so have my personal projects but I hope you guys like it and I will try to make more soon. @busstop @i-dream-of-emus

[ninjarunningzico]

Please watch. I'm seriously doubting making any more videos

[ninjarunningzico]

Rae & Finn | Couldn’t Have Loved You Better

So sorry that I have been awol for so long. I have been getting used to living in Manchester and being an adult so my videos have been lacking and sometimes so have my personal projects but I hope you guys like it and I will try to make more soon. @busstop @i-dream-of-emus

[ninjarunningzico]

Video songs idea???

Made a new video, but want to make a Rae & Chloe video but can't think of any songs so if you know any help a girl out

[ninjarunningzico]

Happy Birthday to this beautiful soul of a person @sharon_rooney . I still remember our chats, the advice you gave me & all the laughs. I hope you have a wonderful day cause you deserve it. #Manchesto #karim (at Donmar Warehouse)