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ꫂ᭪݁ PROMISE, BABY
orange shirt!abby giving you strap for the first time ˖❤︎ ︎ིྀ
part 1 here ♡
— ˳✧༚ content warnings -> college au, established relationship, switch!abby, switch!reader, nerdy!abby, use of a strap-on (r!receiving), strap-on referred to as cock & dick, use of pet names, blowjob (a!receiving), face fucking (r!receiving), mention of fingering (r!receiving), slightly innocent abby, spit kink if you squint, pussydrunk!abby, overstimulation (r!receiving)
— ˳✧༚ word count -> 2.2k
minors, do not interact <- 𓈒𓏸.°•
abby’s first time giving you strap is clumsy but educated. she’d referred to her best friend, ellie, and the internet to get a sense of what she was supposed to do with a harness around her waist and a dildo at its end.
some gf!abby headcanons :p (sfw ᵎᵎ)
𑣲 men and minors dni
⊱ gf!abby would love the marías and would sing the spanish parts upon request. purring the lyrics in your ear, adoring the way you shiver at her prefect pronunciation.
⊱ speaking of music i also see her being really into soft emotional artists like mitski and the cardigans. and also sza and if someone were to ask her how sza fits into her tastes she would explain her discography in extreme detail.
⊱ gf!abby who has an intense fear of heights but loves hiking mountain trails. she’ll clutch onto your shirt whenever the edge looks scary. you glady take her arm and hold her close to you.
⊱ gf!abby who is a gun hobbyist and often gets caught up at the gun range talking about different models and techniques. she’s been offered a job many times just due to her conversation skills and passion.
⊱ even though she likes guns she is the safest gun owner ever. you actually rarely see her with her’s outside of the gun range. she keeps it locked away unloaded and on safety, just in case.
⊱ gf!abby that loves collecting little souvenirs every you travel with her. at first it was just coins like her father, but then it turned into random trinkets like fridge magnets or keychains.
⊱ speaking of keychains …. abby LOVES her carabiner. she feels naked without it and loves the thought of someone looking at her and knowing she’s a lesbo.
⊱ gf!abby loves holding your hand and prefers to be making some sort of physical contact with you whenever you’re out in public.
a/n: sorry no ao3 uploads tn but i am working on em ^^ wanted to post something that wasn’t pure porn lol
tank top abby i love you so much ..
Abby 18+ wlw smut
Tw olfactophilia, face riding/ eating out, domabby x femreader
Musky, sweaty, nasty.
Your gf Abby comes back from patrol, sweaty and musty needing your pussy
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The door to your shared room creaks open, and there she is—Abby, fresh off patrol, her broad shoulders filling the frame. She's still in her gear, the worn jacket clinging to her muscular frame, pants tucked into boots caked with mud. Her blonde braid is frayed, strands sticking to her neck where sweat beads trail down her skin. The air shifts as she steps inside, carrying the raw scent of the outside world: damp earth, pine resin, and that unmistakable tang of her exertion. It's her sweat that hits you first—salty and sharp, mingling with the faint metallic edge of gun oil from her rifle slung over her shoulder. It's not just any sweat; it's hers, potent and alive, like the wildness she brings back from the wilds
You sit up on the bed, your pulse quickening as she kicks the door shut behind her. “Miss me?” she says, her voice low and gravelly, a smirk tugging at her lips despite the exhaustion in her blue eyes. She drops her pack with a thud and starts unbuckling her belt, movements deliberate, eyes locked on you. The room warms with her presence, that sweat smell intensifying as she shrugs off her jacket, revealing the tight tank top underneath, soaked through at the pits and along her spine. It's musky now, up close—a heady mix of salt, skin, and the faint bitterness of fear-sweat from whatever infected or raiders she faced out there. You inhale deeply, the aroma wrapping around you like an invitation, stirring heat between your thighs, your pussy aching with need.
She crosses the room in three strides, her boots leaving faint dirt prints on the floorboards. Up close, her scent envelops you fully: the sharp, acrid bite of underarm sweat cutting through the softer, almost sweet notes from her collarbone, where perspiration pools in the hollows. It's intoxicating, raw, making your mouth water as she towers over you, one hand reaching down to grip your jaw, tilting your face up. “Been thinking about this all day,” she murmurs, her thumb brushing your lower lip. Her skin is hot, slick against yours, and you catch another whiff—earthy and pungent, like she's marked by the forest and her own body's fire.
You pull her down onto the bed, your hands sliding under her tank top, fingers tracing the ridges of her abs, slick with sweat. She groans softly as you peel the fabric up and over her head, exposing her sports bra, darkened with moisture. The smell blooms stronger now, from her armpits and the valley between her heavy breasts—salty, tangy, with an underlying musk that speaks of hours of tension and release held back. You bury your face there, inhaling deeply as your tongue flicks out to taste her skin. It's bitter on your lips, the salt crystallizing as it dries, but you lap it up, sucking at the curve of her breast through the bra, your own arousal building, wetness soaking your panties.
Abby arches into you, her hands fumbling with your shirt, yanking it off so her palms can press against your chest, leaving damp trails on your skin. 'Fuck, you're eager,' she breathes, but she's the one grinding down, her thighs straddling your hips, the heat from her core seeping through her pants and pressing against your mound. You unhook her bra, tossing it aside, and her tits spill free—full and firm, nipples hardening in the cooler air. Sweat glistens on them, and you lean in, mouth closing over one peak, sucking hard while your nose presses into the slick skin of her underarm. The odor there is intense, a concentrated wave of her patrol day's labor: sharp and animalistic, making your head spin as your clit throbs with every inhale.
She shifts, standing just long enough to strip off her pants and underwear, kicking them away. Naked now, her body gleams with sweat—thighs powerful and slick, the blonde patch between her legs matted and damp. The scent shifts lower, mixing with her arousal: that musky sweat now laced with the wet, feminine tang from her pussy. She pushes you back, climbing over you again, her knees bracketing your waist. “Your turn,”she says, tugging your pants down, freeing your soaked pussy. Her fingers slide between your folds immediately, stroking your clit with a firm touch, her grip still warm and moist from her own sweat.
You groan, hands roaming her back, fingers digging into the sweat-slick muscles there. She smells like effort and desire, the odor clinging to her hair as she leans down, her breath hot on your neck. Then she's sliding down your body, her mouth replacing her fingers, tongue delving into your pussy, lapping at your juices while her nose brushes your clit. The taste of you mixes with her lingering sweat scent, but it's her aroma that drives you wild—pungent and close as she eats you out, sucking on your folds, her tongue thrusting inside.
You buck against her face, fingers tangling in her braid, pulling her closer. Her hands grip your thighs, spreading you wider, and she devours you relentlessly, the slick sounds of her tongue on your pussy filling the room. Sweat drips from her brow onto your stomach—salty rivulets that you feel cooling on your skin. The intensity builds, her mouth working your clit with precise flicks, and you shatter, orgasm crashing through you, pussy clenching as you cum on her tongue. She laps it all up, humming in satisfaction.
But she's not done. Abby rises, her face glistening with your release and her own sweat, and positions herself over you, lowering her dripping pussy onto your mouth. 'Taste me,' she commands, and you do, tongue plunging into her folds, savoring the mix of her arousal and that ever-present sweat tang from her inner thighs. She's tangy and wet, her clit swollen as you suck it between your lips, her hips grinding down. The scent is overwhelming up close—musky pussy mixed with the sharp salt of her day's exertions, making your senses reel as you finger her, two digits sliding deep into her tight heat.
She rides your face, tits bouncing, sweat flying off her body with each movement. Her pace quickens, breaths coming in gasps, and you feel her walls flutter around your fingers. “Don't stop,” she growls, one hand bracing on the headboard, the other pinching her own nipple. You thrust harder, tongue circling her clit, and she cums with a shuddering cry, juices flooding your mouth, her body trembling as waves of pleasure rip through her.
Exhausted, she collapses beside you, pulling you into her arms. Bodies slick and spent, her sweat smell lingers in the air, a raw reminder of her return. You nuzzle into her neck, breathing her in, the earthy musk now softened by satisfaction.
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here me out, an Abby fic where both Abby and reader are in a band. Abby’s drummer, reader is singer and guitarist. Fans have their suspicions, but no one really knows what happens backstage 👀
drummer!abby x guitarist!reader, singer!reader
cw: scissoring, pussy slapping, thigh humping, kissing, spanking, boob play
tonight’s concert was loud. louder than usual. abby was on the drums, playing more aggressive than usual. she didn’t mean to, but fuck was she distracted by your outfit. every time you pranced and jumped around on stage with that guitar wrapped around your chest, your skirt slid up. she wanted to stand up and pull it down so nobody else could see, yet she was the only one staring.
the way your fingers moved against the guitar reminded her of how good your fingers worked inside of her. she found herself squeezing her thighs together, drums forgotten. she was so distracted, and you were so oblivious. she wanted to get this shit over with.
finally, once the concert was over with, abby couldn’t wait to get you backstage. she waited for the rest of the bandmates to leave before she came up from behind you, wrapping her arms around you. “you wearin’ this for me? hm?” abby asked, hands wandering down to the skirt. she fiddled with the hem of the pink fabric before sliding her hands down to your thigh. this wasn’t a new occurrence.
with a faux confused look, you asked, “what do you mean? it’s just what the stylist gave me.” abby scoffed at that, giving your soft skin a rough squeeze. her mouth found your neck, biting it and soothing it with her tongue. “yeah?” she hummed sarcastically, dragging her mouth to your ear. she nipped at it and you held back a whimper, not wanting to give her that satisfaction yet. “yeah..” you replied, your voice slightly pitching in a please whine.
abby’s other hand moved upward, going underneath your shirt to tease your breast. she led you over to a small couch in the corner of the room. abby removed your shirt, tossing it to the side. “look at those pretty tits.” abby said, a wolfish grin on the girls face. she pinched your nipple between her fingers, twisting it around. “abby!” you whimpered, squirming around. then, you felt a sharp sting to your ass. “hold still, doll.” abby demanded, her mouth going to your other boob. “been wantin’ this all damn day.” she grumbled against a peaked nipple.
then, she finally removed the last barrier of clothing on your body. that skirt that had been driving her insane. you shivered at the sudden coldness against your pussy, leaning into her warmth. abby pulled away for a moment, removing her clothes as well. then, she sat down, patting her thigh. “hump.” she commanded. you nodded frantically, sliding onto her firm thigh. you held onto her shoulder as you rutted your wet, hot pussy against her thigh. “there you go, doll. you’re doing so well. keep goin’.”
when she noticed you getting wetter, she lifted you off her lap and laid you down, thumb circling your clit. “please, abby..” you cried, begging for her touch. abby lightly slapped your pussy, just enough for you to squirm. “you want it that bad, baby?” abby tangled her legs with yours, her folds pressing against yours. her hips started off as a slow, heavy grind, pressing exactly where you needed her to. then, the movement grew faster, harder as the two grew needy. “i-i’m so close, abby.” you said, cheeks a dark flush of red as you moved your hips up, clit hitting hard against hers. the sound of slick wetness filled the room along with the desperate moans of you and abby. “fuck..me too..” abby whimpered. the two both came at the same time, leaving a mess on your thighs and on the peoples couch. poor janitor.
bsf!abby thoughts . . .
𝑐w: yearning pining etc etc, not proofread, just fluff, will probably continue later i just needed to get this bsf abby worm out of my system . . . 𝑤c: 0.6k
bsf!abby who you’re a little too open with . . you change in front of each other, sleep held close to her chest during sleepovers, kiss her on the cheek followed by a BUNCH of kisses all over her face (some placed dangerously close to her lips) when you feel reaaally happy or grateful, like when she lets you copy off her on a test. but you never notice the look in her eyes, the want. the longing for something she can’t, or rather what she won’t let herself have.
bsf!abby who never initiates anything that could be deemed too weird for friends to do, but at the same time never complains when you do.
bsf!abby who doesn’t say anything when you fall asleep with your head on her shoulder. you were sharing earbuds, and the music must’ve lulled you to sleep. she only gently lifts your head to pull it out so you wouldn’t wake up with an huge red earphone/wire shaped imprint on your cheek.
she pauses. she’s still holding you, and she feels her focus moving to all the little features of your sleeping face. the short puffs of air leaving your lips, the curve of your nose where she often plants her “friendly” kisses, and the restless shifting of your eyes behind your eyelids. her thumb instinctively brushes your cheek, and when she realises she’s been staring a bit too long, she pulls away like she got burnt. your head drops back on her shoulder with a sigh and a shake of her head.
bsf!abby who may still be in denial about being Not straight. doesn’t know why she feels nauseous hearing about the new girl you’re talking to. she just nods along and pitches in with half hearted agreements whenever shes required to. she tries to play it cool when you ask what she thinks.
“i dunnoo.. she just sounds kinda whack.”
“okay, wow. you’re such a hater! she’s not even that bad.”
“i’m just telling you what i think! i don’t want you coming back crying because you got ghosted again.” “right. okay. hater…”
bsf!abby who is so competitive. always yells out “first one to get to the car wins!” and taking off running immediately. and no, she won’t run at a slower pace just so you win. she loves you, yeahh… doesn’t mean she’ll give you free wins!
bsf!abby who loves wordle, connections, and crossword…the holy trinity of nyt games. she’ll regularly compare scores with you, all smug and proud when she guesses the word on her second try.
“hah, again? you used the worst starter word possible. the trick is to…” abby explains as she moves closer, peering at your phone over your shoulder.
her body looms over yours from behind. her arm reaches down to tap at your screen and point at something, and you cant stop yourself from tilting your head to rub your cheek against her bicep while you listen to her ‘strategies’.
“hey. i really hope you’re listening. this is important stuff, yknow.” she says, and smiles at your puppylike behaviour.
her other arm comes down as well and she squeezes you, tight. the side of her head presses against yours. she keeps talking, but you can feel warmth from her cheek seeping into yours. you can hear the smile in her voice and it doesn’t take long before there’s one on your face too.
taglist: @reeselocaboca @thatredheadloserlesbian @sprale-is-so-freaky @danibadbunny @almadellie
𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐞 - 𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧
warnings: nsfw, baking!!!, anniversary sex, established rls (married), wife!abby, top!abby, sub!reader, brat!reader, brat!tamer abby (? maybe if u squint idk), reader is fmab, fem!reader (described wearing lingerie + skimpy apron) fingering (r!receiving), abby grinding, clothed sex, NOT proofread i wrote ts at 4am
★ a/n: i did HELLA editing bc this was the original n i wasn't a fan, but i promised id finish it so here it is lmao.
MEN DNI
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computer make these guys super gay and horny
pervy!abby x reader⊹ ࣪ ˖
cw: masturbation, pillow grinding, frottage, panty sniffing, needy!abby, & squirting
𐙚 pervy!abby, who finds that you left a pair of your black panties at her place. she quickly finds herself picking them up, looking inside them and bringing them to her nose. the scent made her groan, they smelled just like you.
𐙚 pervy!abby, who sat down on the edge of her bed, squeezing her thighs together. “fuck..” she moaned, grinding her clit against the seam of her jeans. she leaned her head back, she needed more—more friction.
𐙚 pervy!abby, who starts unzipping her pants. she shoves them off her feet and pushes her boxers down to her ankles. her thumb starts rubbing her clit in slow, tortuous circles. “baby—need you..” abby whimpered, pressing harder into herself. abby found herself getting wetter, slick running down her pussy.
𐙚 pervy!abby, who grabs a pillow and puts it between her legs. she begins to grind and hump, needing the friction, needing to come undone. she pressed her hips into its stuffing, her walls clenching around nothing. her back arched as she moaned out your name, imagining it was your thigh she was humping.
𐙚 pervy!abby, who soaked the pillow with her slick. she didn’t care, she kept going. “mm—fuck, fuck—so close..” she whined, rubbing her clit on the edge of the pillow, “so good..” she whimpered. she went in harder, humping faster and rougher, she was so, so close. after one more excruciating grind, she lifted up her hips and a powerful stream of fluid broke free from her.
credits to @angeliicide for the dividers! :)
୨୧ ──── girlfriend!abby headcanons ꒱
cw Ꮺ fluffy girlfriend things, and slight smut, strap use, sweet abby anderson
Only needs you to tell her about your coffee/drink preference once, and now she makes sure it’s in your hand every morning, perfectly made
Always opens your car door
Protector at all costs
Genuinely just a gentle big puppy 🥺
Leans closer every time you run your fingers through her hair
Lets you braid her hair (you’re the only person with that privilege)
Lets herself smile until the corners of her eyes crinkle when she’s around you because she loves you so much
Bad at showing affection through traditional gestures so she opts for buying every kind of flower there and creates a messy bouquet, that you still say you love
Needs glasses but doesn’t wanna wear them, but if you tell her to, she absolutely will
A little insecure about her little double chin but she entirely forgets about it when you’re kissing all over her face
Doesn’t know how to use a strap so you have to teach her gently
Afraid of hurting you in sex so you have to guide her, holding her hips
“Am I going to fast?”/“Am I going too slow?” all the damn time
Loves watching your facial expressions when she does something that makes you happy, and also likes watching how your face contorts with pleasure every time she’s strap-deep inside you
Gives the best cuddles
FAMOUSㅤ۶ৎ W1NRINA
⎯⎯ you were desparate, so your plugs decided to find entertainment for you in exchange for what you need.
plugs!winrina x fem!reader .ೃ࿔ explicit content (18+, mdni), girlcock!, very small blurb, breeding, penetration, unprotected sex, dirty talk, hair pulling, back shots, slutshaming (alot), sloppy blowjob, cum play, not proofread .ೃ࿔ word count 900+
Save a Horse
Synopsis: Your attempt at making an honest living as a maid falls apart when the master makes a move on you. Luckily, he isn’t the only master at the estate. The woman you yearn for assures you—she has better plans.
Pairing: fem!maid!reader x dom!Winter/Kim Minjeong Charms: smut, masturbation, grinding, scissoring, fingering, cunnilingus, face-riding, multiple orgasms Stats: ✦ 5.6k words ✦ AO3 link ✦ Wattpad link
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symbol pack i have sitting around that i use for my layouts
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G!p best friend! Sevika
D!ck grinding a girl she wanted much sooner than this.
It’s not weird to fuck your best friend of 4 years. Right?
Best friend! Sevika and you were utterly inseparable from the day you two met up at the wrong club in highschool.
Walking into an empty classroom, you saw a tall, broad figure looking down at her flip phone while she kept struggling to type on the keyboard. Her frustration showed, and it kinda scared you.
“Hey! Uhm. ‘You the president of the club?”
Sevika quickly glanced up in hopes that you had the answer to that question.
“Oh. Nah. M’waiting for a club though.”
“Me..too.”
Sevika looked at you with a confusing tilt before looking back at the flyer. 202. Room 202. Come for inquiries with Ms. Jacob’s at: 207.
A pair of eyes looks beside the classroom door: 207.
“Fuck. I’m stupid.”
You looked at the flyer she was holding and started laughing.
She darted her eyes down at you with a not-so-hidden-smile.
“What’s so funny?”
“We’re both stupid.”
…
The two of you survived horrible stages of your lives—including sense in style. You had your embarrassing wardrobe moments, she had her bad hair days. It never mattered. If you were humiliating yourself, Sevika was there to do ten times worse.
You never paid mind to her looks. Just her character.
Until your second year of college.
Sevika went through a really rough talking stage that had left her in your arms every night. You found it annoying at first since you pointed out red flags as soon as she started complaining about the girl. And you found it annoying that she started becoming distant, only talking to you during class. And those conversations quickly subsided before she took out her phone to respond to said girl. You’d find yourself boring into her eyes when she’d talk about nothing but her ‘relationship’.
You didn’t want to admit it, but the girl took a good chunk of your looks. She was pretty, but resembled you too much. You never wondered why.
People change. And in Sevika’s case, it was a way to unconsciously re-brand herself. She chopped half her bob off (shaved by hand of course. You told her to get it done professionally someday and she never listened.), her muscles suffocated through her old shirts. She already works out, but Sevika practically migrated to her favorite bench after every shift.
Did she always look this hot?
You shouldn’t. No. It’d ruin her.
Everyone in your circle had made it very apparent that Sevika was a prize to look at. You’d scrunch your face, trying to imagine your other half as anything but attractive.
“Ew. Don’t say that.”
“What? It’s true. Her biceps are so fucking biteable. You can’t deny me of my truth.”
Your face twinged with disgust.
“I swear to god I’ll snitch if you say something one more time.”
Sevika would rather die than confess to you.
She never felt herself worthy of being with such a heartfelt energy that eased her need for isolation. You were perfect, and she wasn’t. So she did everything in her power to suppress utter desperation. You never helped her case when you’d immediately run towards others for help: whether it’d be a lost person in the food court or an old woman struggling to push her cart away. She admired you for your effortless heart of gold shining in and out.
You didn’t know how, but the two of you started to evidently get awkward if intimacy interrupted your quality time. A shoulder brush would immediately leave Sevika muttering a ‘sorry’. The two of you getting smushed in a crowd left your cheeks dusted a hazy pink for the rest of the day.
What was up with you?
Instead of communicating, the two of you started drifting apart. Tuesday and Saturday hangouts slowly turned into just Saturday’s, until it was no days at all. Lunches grew farther apart until you stopped bothering to text her for future plans. It stung. Watching her talk to nobodies like they took your place made you wallow and grieve your friendship.
Like it was any easier for Sevika?
She heard in your circle that you were talking up a girl you found on a new dating app.
Dating app? You’d never. You always emphasized getting a partner organically in such an artificial world.
It wasn’t you. It wasn’t her girl.
She knew she fucked up. Hard.
She needed you back.
She missed you.
Vikki:
Hey. Did you hear about the New Year’s party next week?
Yea. But I have a date by then.
She immediately was taken aback, already backspacing majority of her sentences.
Vikki:
Can I at least come over to help you get ready?
Vikki:
You don’t know a thing about flirting lmao. We can go through talking points.
OKOK I GET IT DAMN js come over whenever u want. U got my passcode right?
Vikki:
Always.
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“I’m just nervous! She barely texts me. She only texted me for the date. Therefore, I don’t know shit about what she’s into.”
Sevika snickered. You slapped her shoulder.
“Why are you going anyways? Sounds sketch.” A lighter crackled through the walls before a luminous flame attached to her blunt. The smell that once disappeared now filled the room again—nostalgic. Hers.
“She’s pretty. That’s my why.”
“Yeah, but you’d take a jester over a pretty statue any day. I know you, idiot.” An exhale of disappointment came out her nose.
You broke a smile before shotgunning her smoke. You never saw her bulge twitching.
“Since when did you care?”
“S-since forever. Obviously don’t want you kidnapped or some fucked up shit.”
She shrugged her shoulders while glancing at her bedazzled top. She bit her lip while muttering in a more serious tone.
“Just come with me and the crew. You’d have more fun.”
You frowned at her honest discernment before pulling out your phone to cancel the date.
“Fine.”
…
Getting ready for the New Year’s party left you with makeup duty. Sevika used to love feeling you in her lap while you packed on copious amounts of glitter on her eyelids. But now, it just felt different. Your thighs felt extra plushy around her waist. Your heat felt deliberately hot. You looked too good for your original date.
You felt something hard. You quickly looked down at a flustered Sevika.
“Oh..I’m. I’m sorry—“
“S’fine. Just finish me up. We’re gonna be late.”
When you shifted your weight, she winced. You did it again, and her head tilted forward.
Oh god. She was horny for you.
“Can I…?”
“Can you what, doll?” Her face was already scorching red. A face you only saw rarely.
“Mm..s‘not—“
You tried finding the right words while your hands started inching closer to her waist. It was a hard task to do simultaneously with her grey gaze on you.
“I-I dunno. Weird?”
“No..well. Not to me at least.”
You hesitatingly started toying with her zipper. Her bitten groans started becoming more evident when you started grazing her bulge.
“Baby. Wait. You sure it’s okay..? I—do you even take the pill anymore?
You were quick to hush her.
“It doesn’t count if you stick it in.”
You sheepishly giggled.
“I think.”
She obediently nodded with whatever you said as you pulled your underwear down and stooped against her cock.
Your needy pussy started gliding against her perfectly. The two of you methodically grind against each others slick.
“F-fuck.”
Sevika tilted her head back as she held your hips down.
“Been wantin’ this for so long.”
You couldn’t say anything but a weak nod as you kept going.
She needed to be in you so badly. The fact that she could only feel your heat from afar was cruel. If your pussy already felt this hot, how the hell would you feel if she could just slip her tip in to feel your walls?
Your hips started stuttering as you whined for her.
“V-Vikki! M’gonna cum”
“Cum f’me. M’close too.”
Her groans filled your ears. And at that point? you weren’t so sure if the pull out method was a bad idea.
Your date couldn’t handle this. Couldn’t handle you. Nobody could. She had to take matters into her own hands to make sure you were handled. She knew you best. You were on the back of her hand, and she was on yours.
Of course, that’s what her excuse was in her head.
Seeing you so needy did her enough. You drove her crazy.
The air was filled with weed and filthy sex. You collapsed onto her chest as she held you up, trying her hardest to not get her cum on your outfit. You both took sweet time to catch a breath. Her sweaty palms ran up and down on your perched ass.
“We still goin’ to the party?”
Your eyes widened quickly. You groaned out loud.
“Oh, fuck. The party.”
This was pretty rushed. Srry if it’s long but I just couldn’t get the idea out my headdd
take me to church 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶ♱ ellie williams
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content warnings: experienced!ellie x preachers daughter!reader, smut, innocent reader, religious guilt, closeted reader, mentions of god obviously, culty like church, sex in a church, scissoring, pussy eating, tit sucking, ellie talking you through it. lmk if i missed any! this is not proofread guys i wrote it at 1 am 🙏😔 men & mdni
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lately, sunday’s had been blurry. you could barley focus on your fathers words because you were to busy thinking about your neighbor, ellie. she lived in your neighborhood with her father joel. she was a stark contrast to everyone else around you. mindless christain’s who seemed to think anyone who was different than them was kissed by satan.
you’d been hanging around with ellie. learning more about her as the weeks passed. sometimes she’d sneak over to your yard and help you feel the horses you had in the barn behind your house. you knew about her. her sin. she was quite obvious about it too. she’d make out with women right on her front porch. the church people in your neighborhood always glared with judgement. shaking their heads in disbelief and horror.
when you first saw ellie kiss a girl you were immediately curious. like something had awaken inside of you. it felt like the feeling you lied about having when you told your father you were touched by god. whenever you would spend time with ellie, your father would lock you in the prayer shed just for batting your eyelashes at her. he’d sometimes leave you in there overnight. but your mind would never stray far from thinking about ellie.
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it was another hot sunday. you were practically melting in the white cotton purity dress your father made you wear every sunday. he was preaching how the path to heaven was narrow. that there’s no room for sin. to always focus on the light. but your light wasn’t jesus. it wasn’t god or a husband and children. it was her. it was ellie. every time you thought about her you felt tremendous pain mixed with guilt. you wished that she was a man. so that maybe your father would approve. maybe then you two could be together in the open. if she’d even want you. you’d seen her with two different women just this week. your stomach hurt just thinking about it. you needed water.
quietly, you made your way out of worship hall and into the quiet hallways of the church. everyone was listening to your father preach. you found the water fountain and filled up a paper cup. your favorite place to sit out and escape from sermons was the church library. it was dark and quiet. no one ever came in there.
just as you were about to turn the knob of the library door you heard your name in a low raspy voice. you turned to see ellie walking towards you. wearing a flannel and jeans. her short hair in a half up half down. “what’re you doin’ here?” your voice came out sweet and confused. ellie never came to church.
“wanted to see you s’all.” she reached behind you and opened the church library door. coaxing you in with her. “you couldn’t’ve waited till after church?” you tried to hide the excitement you had that she was here.
“says the one sneakin’ out in the middle of her daddy’s preachin’.” a bashful smile creeped onto your face and you locked the library door behind you. making your way over to the table in the middle of the room. covered in a few different translations of bibles. you sat on the corner and ellie stood in front of you.
“you shouldn’t be here..daddy’ll lock me in that shed if he sees me with you.” ellie ran a finger up your arm. gently tracing the soft skin. “don’t care about that..”
“well i do. there’s not air conditionin’. it’s hot.” ellie just smiled pitifully at you. then she leaned in and trailed gentle kisses up your neck. moving your hair away so she had better access. you let out a surprised whimper. not expecting it. the most you and ellie had ever shared was a kiss. after that one kiss you locked yourself in that prayer shed. “this is wrong..” you whimpered out. you tried to focus on that light your father preached about. this was a distraction. from the devil. but god it felt so heavenly.
“it’s not wrong baby.” she whispered between little kisses. she was careful not to leave any marks. she knew what your father would do if he saw them. her hand slowly slid your dress up your thigh. revealing more soft skin for her to worship. “tell me you want me.” she kissed up your jaw line. then to your cheek bone and finally your forehead. waiting for that sweet voice to give her the consent.
“want you..” you couldn’t help but give in. everything in your mind was screaming at you to push ellie off and run to that altar. but you couldn’t. you wouldn’t. as soon as those words left your mouth, ellie pushed you back onto the table. she propped your legs up on the polished wood and slid your panties off. immediately dropping to her knees in front of you. your sweet scent filling her nostrils. she wasted no time diving in and lapping at your pussy.
a strangled moan escaped your lips. your eyes widening and staring up at the dark ceiling. the only light was a table lamp that casted a glow over the both of you. you’ve never felt anything like this before. your hips bucked into her mouth. that tongue was fucking magical. you clamped a hand over your mouth to keep anymore moans from spilling out. her hand found your free one. intertwining your fingers. soft whimpers and the noises of ellie eating you out filled the small library.
you were gasping and whining under your hand. as ellie’s tongue lapped slowly at your pussy her finger came up and rubbed tight little circles on your clit. trying to relieve that ache she knew you felt. she grunted softly against your pussy. your taste drove her crazy. she felt your pussy tighten and a little buck of your hips. then she pulled away suddenly.
you whined at the loss of contact. no longer trying to contain your noises. you looked up at her as you watched her start unbuttoning her jeans. sliding them down along with her boxers. she got onto the table with you and helped you out of your dress. that pretty bra that matched your panties too.
she pulled you onto her lap. your legs tangling so you were in a scissoring position then gently started helping you grind your pussy against her own. watching as your face contorted into one of surprise and pleasure. your hands gripping the the fabric of her shirt that was still on. soft moans slipping past your lips. “there you go baby..just like that.”
her voice was so damn hot. and those words too. you started getting the hang of grinding your hips just like how ellie guided. your pussies aligning perfectly. she let out a moan of her own. the sound making you even wetter. she leaned down and captured one of your nipples. her tongue running over the peak as your grinding got more needy.
her hand slid down to your ass to grip harshly. her eyes never leaving your face as she altered between your breasts. her other hand was behind her propping herself up. her bicep flexing which made you moan. you felt heat pulling in your tummy.
your hips moved with more fervor. moaning with each breath. ellie pulled off of your breast and leaned her forehead against yours. “so close aren’t you? come sweetheart..” with a few more thrusts of your hips you finally came. all the guilt and worry releasing with it.
a sob of pleasure escaped you. completely collapsing against ellie. she hadn’t come yet but she didn’t care. as soon as you were taken care of. both of your soft pants was the only sound in the library. her hand coming up to gently pet your hair. followed by a soft kiss to your head.
“might have to start coming to church more often.”
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