I want this pain to end soon

Note: I'm on hiatus! Hello! My name is CB. It's... I don't want to be there anymore. I did something very bad. But you'd have to ask Alter-Ego about that! BuT ThAT DoEsn'T MEAn i'LL TELL You. (( Independent RP blog for the pre-version of my Reverse!MA blog. Face claim is Oliver. If I use your art and you want it gone, tell me and it goes a-bye-bye. See MusE for more details. )) M!A: none

[nnyantga]

Well sorry I haven't been here! Forgiving me would be great.

Because Alter says so you should do it!  Okay?  Okay!  Follow this to see why I've been gone okay?  Everything is explained.

[nnyantga]

like I said on MA, good night

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

Yet another visitor (nnyantga)

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

"….I see. Not bad, but just don’t be so tall. If you know what I mean."

[nnyantga]

"Why not?  I wanna be really tall so no one can scare me or hurt me anymore!"

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

Yet another visitor (nnyantga)

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

"…….I see. It’ll be great if you were to achieve it."

[nnyantga]

"I wanna be SUPER tall!  Like!  As tall as the door frames to my rooms!  Alter does too!"

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

Yet another visitor (nnyantga)

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

"……Maybe I do so, I am being called as him after all. And who knows where I came from?"

[nnyantga]

"Well if you're suuuuuure.  Mister Adam is my HERO!  He's smart and he's handsome and he's TALL!

"I want to be tall one day too!"

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

Yet another visitor (nnyantga)

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

"…..’Mister Adam’? I think you have mistaken me for someone else but, I am known as ‘Gear’ and I don’t remember having others call me by such. If I was so I would have been aware of that fact. Therefore I cannot answer your question."

[nnyantga]

"You look like Mister Adam!  Maybe you're related!  Are you from Divine Levianta too?  Of course you are, everyone is, aren't they?  That's what the doctors say!"

[theguardianoftheclocktower-deac]

Yet another visitor (nnyantga)

The man escaping the hands of the Master of the Graveyard stumbled upon the clocktower.

"…..I seem to have meet a lot of people these days. I doubt you are lost as well?"

[nnyantga]

"Yeee-nnnnn-maybe."  Shifting, the boy blinked up at the man, trying to.  AHA.  "You must be the Mister Adam that I see in the papers the scientists get for me!  You are, right?  Have you saved the world again?"

[hitagashi]

Emergency Commissions!

Due to serious problems in the home, my brother, mother, and I will be leaving.  We need money to actually move out and while working might help I want to help further.  That is why I’m opening up commissions.  It’s not a very healthy environment anymore and I don’t think we need to be here.  We have until the end of next month to get out.  That is, 40 days for us to pack everything and go.  We’ll be looking for homes and stuff in the meantime.

But I need help.  I don’t expect donations so I will draw for it.  PSG style, Yo Ho Yo Ho I’m a Space Pirate! style, and sketchy style.

PSG Style

X x X x X

These would be 5USD a piece.  Plus 2USD every extra character.

X x X x X

These will be 10USD for the ones up above.  2USD for each extra outfit.

Yo Ho Yo Ho I’m a Space Pirate! Style:

X x X x X

These will be 5USD and 2USD for each character.

Sketchy Style

XxXxX

I only have the one example but these would be 3USD and 2USD for each extra character.  A sketch sheet of up to 20 doodles would be10USD.

Thank you for your time!

[nnyantga]

Hello buddies.

[tickingmagician]

so imma try and be on tomorrow

it’s my birthday and hopefully I won’t have a panic attack.  if not, then it’ll have to wait until my SUPER BIG REVEAL

so that’s what’s happening

-smooches all-

[tickingmagician]

Sorry I wasn’t on yesterday.  Or today.  I probably won’t be on for the rest of the week.  I’m kind of stressed and I wanted to work on my UTAUs and commissions and my game and my stories.  Which… I am doing the second and kind of the third but just getting… more stressed.

So yeah.  I’ll make an online post when I am but it’s… not going to be today or tomorrow I don’t think.

Sorry guys.

~Frank

[nnyantga]

ollies off to do comms

[theoriginalheir-deactivated2014]

Sateriajis blinked. “Now, why would the wish to do something like that?” Were these men truly doctors who wished to help the boy, or scientists using him as a guinea pig? He wondered who would be so cruel as to treat CB like that. 

Probably the same kind of people who would lock up a child in the basement and mock his disfigurement mercilessly, he realized. Really, people could be so cruel sometimes.

[nnyantga]

CB considered the man, blinking and continuing to doodle.  He gave a noise of triumph, but answered the question anyway.  "Because the doctors are bad.  That's what Alter says.  It's their fault I'm here, he says.  Theirs and Momma and Daddy's.  Daddy was my father before Papa."

Then, he bounced and lifted his new masterpiece for Sateriajis to see.  "LOOK!  It's you and me and Alter!"

[theoriginalheir-deactivated2014]

“You…wish to leave this place?” Sateriajis said, and suddenly he remembered another boy, who was also locked away from the world. This poor boy…had a lot in common with Cherubim, it seemed.

“Well, no matter. You may go ahead and draw, if that is what you wish.”

[nnyantga]

"Of course I want to.  I'm an experiment.  Or that's what the doctors say."  He hummed, beginning to doodle.  It looked like a very vague picture of Sateriajis.  "They want to see if they can get rid of Alter.  Or me."

[theoriginalheir-deactivated2014]

Sateriajis laughed a little, too. Despite what he said about split personalities and such, CB really did seem like a nice little boy. "you have to pick one, CB. At least, you do at first. We can only play one game at a time, after all."

[nnyantga]

This seemed to stop CB, the boy blinking curiously.  He... hm.  "Well!  Um... I like to draw most!  I draw me on a bird all the time!  Maybe if I draw it enough it'll happen and I can fly away!"  So saying, he bounded over to his drawing table and started fiddling with his chairs so Sateriajis could sit comfortably.  "That's my favorite dream."

[theoriginalheir-deactivated2014]

"Play?" Sateriajis repeated, confused by the change in subject.

Ah, yes, that's what a child should be doing, isn't it? He probably wouldn't know much about his condition or what happened to his father. If Sateriajis happened to see a doctor, though he would definitely ask.

"I suppose that's acceptable. What would you like to play, CB?"

[nnyantga]

"We can draw!  Or play blocks!  Or... um.  I have board games!"  CB grinned up at the man, giggling happily.  Finally, someone wanted to play with him!  It made him happy.

[theoriginalheir-deactivated2014]

Sateriajis grimaced at the thought of a person "exploding". Pushing that thought away, he considered the boy's other words.

"I've never heard of HER Syndrome, but that sounds like a split personality." He mused, more to himself than to CB. Were the doctors trying to help this boy, then? It didn't seem like they were doing a very good job of it, but who was he to judge such things. "I'm sorry. It sounds like life has not been very kind to even a child such as yourself."

[nnyantga]

"Papa lied to us.  So he exploded too."  The boy bounced in place, clapping and then tugging on Sateriajis to pull him into the playroom.  "But that's okay!  I can play!  Let's play."