To The Boy Who Broke Me...

Hello, I wrote this blog years ago. If you can relate to it just know that time healed me and it will do the same for you. Thank you all for your support.

[no-understxnding]

“Maybe now I stop fighting and start drowning instead.”

If the world wants me gone, let it take me.

[no-understxnding]

You were my ocean. You looked calm like a promise that you’d never hurt me, so I jumped in with no precautions. Just my unprotected self. It was great at first. The water was warm and calm and I was happy to be there engulfed by you. But after a while you started to get choppy and a little cold, I was still above water but I was getting scared. I stayed still and told myself it would calm down soon… but I was wrong. Your waves got higher, your water felt like ice in my veins and you were pulling me under. I couldn’t breath and I begged for you to help me but you couldn’t hear me over your own loud noise. You slammed me against the rocks and almost drowned me beneath the tide before you threw me to the shore. Even though it was nice to breathe again, I was tired, cold, hurt, and lost. So now I’ve been finding my way back home on my own and trying to heal myself apart from you.

To the boy who broke me (re-written)

[no-understxnding]

Even our highest of highs were no match to our lows, but baby I still miss you night and day.

Me vs You

[no-understxnding]

But all these clever words that I spill out on this page still won't bring you back to me.

[blake-broacher]

Inspired poetry 3

Inspired by @no-understxnding’s writing. I’m not sure how I did, tell me what you think.

It’s all of the things left unsaid, the sins you made me into, the addiction you put me under and the feelings still swirling in the dust after you.

[no-understxnding]

You didn't just break promises, you broke me.

"I promise to love you forever"

[no-understxnding]

You wrote your name across my body with your lips.

This writing won't come off.

[no-understxnding]

It's hard to forget with your name carved into my tongue.

I am your belonging.

[no-understxnding]

If it's not you then it's nobody.

I only ever wanted you

[no-understxnding]

You’re as fake as every promise that you made to me.

[no-understxnding]

I really hope that you'll come back for me...

You promised not to leave

[no-understxnding]

I never thought that I'd be the girl lying on the floor at 12:40am crying over you...

[no-understxnding]

I go to bed Every. Single. Fucking. Night. wondering why having me wasn't enough for you.

[no-understxnding]

You ruined me to build yourself and didn't mind when it killed me.

Goodbye.

[no-understxnding]

I miss the person that I was before I let you destroy me.

[no-understxnding]

Every single fucking piece of me hurts.

[no-understxnding]

Dreams come true but so do nightmares...