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My boyfriends better then yours.
Harry at Lux on her birthday party.
I miss you all.
Well, yeah. I don’t think they care much now that Cyrus isn’t around and stuff. But yeah, I have been. But I go down to the beach if I can find someone to go down with me.
He always scared me, Cyrus.. You do? Well that's good. We should go down to the beach again sometime.
I miss you all.
I know, I hate it. I make Red sleep in my room sometimes because I hate being alone when it’s so empty and quiet.
Yeah, I usually just go hang in Nicks room. The guards don't seem to care all that much, do they? But I would have thought for sure you'd spend time on the beach!
I miss you all.
It has been. I hate it. I feel like I’m in a scary movie. You’re the first person other then Red and Ev I’ve talked too in forever.
I know, I haven't talked much to anyone either. I hate when the prison gets quiet like this, seems really eery and stuff.
I miss you all.
I’m great! I’ve uh, I’ve missed you though. How’re you?
That's good. Missed you too, been rather quiet around here, yeah? I'm great, thanks.
I miss you all.
Noah! Hi!
How're you, love?!
I miss you all.
So much.
Hey Lila!
this night's a perfect shade of dark blue|noah&lila.
Lila shook her head vigorously at his apology. “N-not your f-fault. J-just get startled e-easily.” She said forcing a small smile. Watching him like a hawk, she watched him stand there awkwardly. “You can sit if y-you want.” She said softly. Putting her head down her knees, she groaned lightly. Her fucking stutter. She hated it. She especially hated it when it was around someone she didn’t wanna stutter around. But Noah had never commented on it. In a positive or negative way. That was new for her. Raising her head up she looked at the boy next to her. Seeing him sit down beside her, her eyes widened. He moved quickly and quietly. Panic quickly building in her body, she closed her eyes once more and listened to the ocean’s soothing sound. You told Red, Lila. She reminded herself. You have the rape whistle. She thought quietly to herself. You’ll be fine. Maybe if she said it to herself enough time, she’d actually believe it.
Sitting quietly she moved her hands down to her feet covered in sand. Lila was a bit OCD you could say. Maybe not even that. Maybe just weird. She liked giving it a label though. No matter where Lila was, she always had socks on. No matter what. Unless she was sleeping alone of in the water. But if it wasn’t one of the two, a pair of socks were always placed on her feet. Something about feet grossed her out, shuddering slightly even thinking about it, she was interrupted by Noah’s voice. Blinking a few times, surprised he broke the silence, she looked over at him. She studied his face. Noah’s eyes met hers and her face flushed a bright red. Looking up where he pointed in the sky she looked around. “Where?” She asked quietly. No stutter. Maybe that was the key. Less words, less stutter. Nodding at his words she watched him get up. Putting one hand on the ground and reaching the other one up she grabbed his hand lightly. Holding onto it tightly, she pushed up with her hand on the ground and pulled up with her hand interlocked with Noah’s. Blushing furiously, she smiled nervously. “Let’s g-go.” She said letting go of his hand quickly, and starting to walk down the beach.
Waiting for him to catch up, she watched him. Walking in sync with him slowly down the beach she smiled. Letting her head fall back slightly she enjoyed the warm breeze brushing up against her skin. Letting her hair down from it’s high pony tail she let it fall down her back. Normally she wouldn’t leave her cell with her hair up. Tim used to criticize her about always looking perfect, but tonight she was too tired to care. It’s not like she had to impress Noah, she’d already lost any chance she had with him awhile ago. Lila slightly opened her mouth to say something but quickly decided against it. It was Noah’s idea to come, so he could do the talking. Or at least that’s what she told herself to stop herself from lashing out at herself for not talking. “So, uh. Really?” She asked quietly, coughing. “Letting a dog drive a car?” She asked looking at him, a trace of a slight smile on her face.
As Noah stood in front of her, he saw her nod, then a small hand reach out for his. Quickly he reached his own hand out to grab hers, helping her up, and found himself staring at her dumb found. She had not only been flinching from him moments ago, but all night as well, and her touch surprised him. With a curt nod, he followed behind her, hurrying to catch up. They walked together in silence, enjoying the beach and everything it had to offer. He knew she liked the sound of the waves, it was something he too admired. Noah stole a few sideways glances at her, watching as she pulled her hair from it's tied up style. He smiled softly, looking down at his hands quickly before she could catch him staring. As his mind raced with what he could talk with her about, he drummed his hands against his legs absentmindedly. It wasn't until Lila's voice cutting into his thoughts, did he realize how silent he had been.Â
Noah couldn't stop the large grin from growing on his face, and he reached up to shake his curls lightly. "I know, it sounds completely mad, but I wasn't like thinking my dog could really drive or anything.. I was wasted and I don't really remember much of what was going through my mind at that time." Most of what he remembered from the night was in bits and pieces. Laughing with Nick, stumbling into the car, driving the vehicle was a bit fuzzy, and from there it was just a big black space in time. It wasn't until he woke up in the hospital he realized the implications of his stupidity. His mother's tear stained cheeks, already having lost one of her children. It was torturous to see the disappointed look on her face, knowing he had let her down completely. Noah had really fucked up that night, and he knew he wouldn't be able to gain his mother and father's trust back again.
Chewing on the inside of his lip, Noah looked over at Lila. The breeze blew both Noah and Lila's hair some, but walking in the opposite direction, their hair was being blown behind them away from their faces. Noah had to keep himself from staring at the small brunette, for she was quite captivating. Her skin glowing under the moonlight, and her hair blowing in the wind, she looked so breathtaking. Shaking his head, he got rid of all these thoughts, knowing there was no way in hell she'd think of him in that way, for he already terrified the girl. "What about you Miss Lilapad? You still haven't told me much about what got you sent into here.. Care to share?" He asked, a small smile on his face. He figured she wouldn't share much with him, but a little bit was better than nothing.Â
Hi.
A-after uhm? I-I know whatcha m-mean. Things like that c-can bring p-people closer. I-I know whatcha m-mean. That’s w-why everyone w-was babysitting m-me like c-crazy. I’m s-sorry for w-whatever happened. I-I shouldn’t even b-be talking about it. S-sorry. T-that’s good. I’m g-glad you guys a-are back together. I’m s-sure he’s h-happy to be b-back here with y-you. Okay, g-great.
Hmm? Yeah it does, I guess that's one of the good outcomes from all this.. Oh it's fine. Really, I don't mind.. i just don't really.. talk about it with anyone. Or well.. I haven't ever, but uhm thanks. Yeah, I hope so too. He's kind of all I have left. Did you know Rowan before you came here?