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I try I try I try

and all I get is nothing

I try I try I try

all I want is something to do

I try I try I try

and all I want is nothing

honey, if there’s one last thing I could say

it’s that nothing ever goes away

honey, I know I’ll never see you again

But when I did I do, I’ll be a long lost friend

I try I try I try

and all I want is something

I try I try I try

and all I get is pain

I try I try I try

and all I want is nothing to do with you

I don’t know what else to say

other than nothing ever goes way

Pushing through the dame

John Lennon screaming about fame

Phoebe Bridgers came over and told us

That she Knew The End, at the end of Punisher

Conan O’Brien laughed on TV and then said

Earth, was really dying

I hear raindrops, xylophone’s, her favorite foreign CDs

I’ve got acne scars, rough nails, and an imaginary mind

I’ve got a heart full of lead and two shots in the back of my head

Just like your schedule it has no room to spare

For anything but love

and genuinity

I’ve fought, died, and ended up, back here

I’m back home, and I hate my home

I hate people, I hate everyone

That was up until, you came along

I never thought that I would love anyone

A girl my age cut off her head

In front of twenty tiny children

If the cops had stormed the coop

I think she would have killed them

I can see you with golden hair

Playing with two rodent children

Dazing, dreaming, painting, smiling

I don’t know how I’m the next thing to come along

I just came over sucking the dick of a chick

My mother’s in her room knowing she failed her son

I think I see us living where Bowie lived

Singing about the moon to a child that belongs

Handsome, pretty, confident, strong

I don’t think they know they don’t exist

It’s cold. I’m gay. I look like an antler.

I could call my ma, but I don’t want to go back there

I’d trace your face, with beautiful lace

I’d hold you, I’d kiss you, if we were to fall in love

We’re two towers, standing tall

Two towers, never to fall

We’re two towers, the plain holds a lot

Two towers, J. R. R. Tolkien wrote

We’re two towers, hand in hand

Two towers, that plane’s not gonna land

We’re two towers, the pain hurts a lot

Two towers, it’s been milked to rot

We’re two towers, never to be bought

Two towers, never to fall

We’re two towers, marching on

Two towers, moving on

We’ve got two years till Earth is gone

You’re apart of me

The sun, the moon, the wind, the rain

You are the reason I cannot feel pain

Last night I fell asleep

and woke up in a dream with you

Are you casting a spell to see me in your sleep?

If God was real he’d smile down on you

And clean the blood off his hands

I want you to smile till my last breath

I want you to love till the world’s burning

I’ll destroy everything in our wake

Every little thing we hate

Kiss every little thing we create

Forever living in a happy state

I’m gonna break your noose

I’m gonna break you lose

Trauma in Death

You believe in love

I believe in fate

Let’s laugh alone

In outerspace

Let’s breathe in air

And be set free

Let’s smile around the cemetery

and bury our demons by the mausoleum

I’m gonna do the do

and walk the truth

Your hazy eye cannot hide the lie

of tomorrow

tomorrow’s sunday and your nose is runny

my depression’s seething and you’re believing

in tomorrow

i walk the walk and talk and talk

you don’t know what you want

I know what you need

A happily ever after can’t be so bad

Singing songs that make us feel glad

But that’s tomorrow

Slay the seekers who won’t play fair

Flood the stage and they’ll never dare

Infect the world and change their plans

Every single rotten man masturbates their time away

Would you lie for love?

Till all your teeth are broken?

Would you lie for love?

Until your sheets are stained white

Would you lie for love?

And kiss your spouse with disease ridden lips

Would you lie for love?

Little dark crow imitating a lonely dove

My motherly scars won’t ever shed, really

my father’s dead and traumas hereditary

I’m searching for a meaning

Or a beautiful girls embrace

Sometimes my self esteem falls behind, but

I wouldn’t lie for love

I will do what my heart tells me

I wouldn’t lie for love

You’ll never catch me at church Sunday morning

I wouldn’t lie for love

You’ll never catch me at a church, mourning

I wouldn’t lie for love

The truth is, I’d die for love

Wipe out my planet and make it your home

I’d kill for love

Everybody in my way shall be smitten

I’d commit crime for love

It’s okay to do a little shoplifting

I’d never lie for love

For I know there’s a chance I’ll get it

Would you lie for love?

V GM

You got noodle legs and hate skinny jeans You got rings on your fingers and your hair’s hot red You got taste in tunes, you can name the stars I’m by you sitting on the bench, You’re the only one the opposite to the sun

You make me act insane, I’m Aladdin Sane I got drugs in a box and I don’t know why Feel the curse on your tongue, wanna make you spit “Fuck” I haven’t had a home, it’s a conspiracy There’s no vacancy You’re my face, my race, the way I talk I masturbate therefor I’ve mastered hate I’ll buy you a tote and I’ll grab your throat The juice is naked and the taste is lame I masturbate therefor I feel shame Time to put my mask on

Do you wonder why I crave for you tonight Do you wonder why?

I am the seem you are the thread I feel dumb for something I said You are the feelings I wish I could change I don’t want to feel lost and deranged

Do you think of me when you close your eyes? Do you open your eyes when you miss me? All these feelings make me feel deranged Why am I in love while I’m so strange? You are the poison in my veins You make me want to change You are the station in the way The day will come when I won’t, complain You are the feelings that feel so strange I am the lad that is, insane

Will you open your eyes? Will you open your eyes?

You are the waves you are the wind You pave the way, you are the one I am the bullet you are the gun I am the ray you are the sun I’m the bore and you are, the fun I am the wax you are the wane You are the reason that I can’t, complain I have the feeling that I’m deranged I am the lad that is insane

welcome to my life

where everything is crammed inside my brain

except for the bullet that belongs inside

living makes me sick

I’m like that angry bald guy with crooked teeth

It makes me so sick I wish I’d die

I’m both the beauty and the beast

I just want to die die die my darling

With you I feel perfect

Without you I feel insane

Within you I know I’d feel so pretty

Within you I know I’d feel so used

Within me I know we’ll come true

Within me I know I’m destined to be blue

welcome to my life

everything stays the same

I’ve traveled ninety-three million miles

just to throw my collar up to end up right back at home

love is everything I want

love is everything I hate

I never want to masturbate

I never wanted to master hate

I long for the day we fall in love

but I think I’ll die before I see the light of that day

cupid de locke, that’s what I’ll say

as my body washes ashore on the bay

I didn’t want my life to be a lesson

I just wanted to be loved.

the thought of mars

and i wanted to go back there

im extravagant, im hesitant

im an alien who fell to earth

without a home, with a hearth

and i wanted to go back there

to the time where i was innocent

innosense is tragic

it doesn’t stay around for all that long

im still holding on though, i’m strong

and that’s why im singing you this song

im cold

im bold

i sing like an actor

a hesitant alien living on earth

and now i want to stay here

no race

no trace

im wrapped in lace

i kiss you, you’re beautiful

i want you to have my kid

i dont believe in anything

can you believe in me?

i want to be someone to believe in

i need to be someone to believe in

just like Mr. David Jones Bowie

Little Wonder, Little Wonder

I want to be a wonderful one to believe

Mr Jones and you

Sit by the bar and stare at pretty women

Yeah I see you starring at me

but I’m starring at the girl behind you at the bar

she’s so out of place

just like me

but she’s so far away

yeah you can tell she listens to Phoebe Bridgers

Cause she’s a stranger to everyone here

Her name is Billy and she’s got long eyelashes

If I had one wish it would be to make her gay

Oh, that teenagers song is coming on

and all the adults in here sing along

they all still scare the living shit out of me

I’m glad we can all find a song to believe

In-side this bar is where I can reconcile

yeah I know I don’t have any style

I’m just trying to escape life for awhile

perfection is a point of view

I think perfect is you

here comes to lanky man with a dream fulfilled within his head

scarred with self harm and emblazed with invisible tattoos

unbenevolent no souls scream out

they scream

and scream

he was born to fall

they scream

he has no moves

they scream

he has two brains

they say

that she’s a he

they say

he’s at the top of the ladder

i hope he falls

they say fall

they scream, she has two moms

they scream, she has no friends

they scream, she has no talent

they scream, she looks like a man

Hey friend that’s really something

Maybe we should get together sometime

Chuckle stories above about the ones that let us down

While they scream looking from below hoping that we fall

They scream, fall

They scream. fall

Out the window

Not in love

They scream hey look it’s those two freaks

Maybe we should stone them sometime

I say hey, you should wash your ass my friend

The crowd(crown?) behind you might push you to the ground

Fall (in love, then we’ll tear you apart)

Fall (out the window)

Fall (don’t die, or we’ll have to mourn)

Fall (we promise to catch you)

Fall (we lied)

Fall

sometimes i think about committing suicide

i honestly think the folks around me wouldn’t mind

As soon as I fall in love

I could always go after someone else

but all I want for Christmas is you

Well as soon as I fall in love

I’ll tell everyone around we’re a pair of doves

As soon as I fall in love

I’ll tell you all about it while you shoot a gun

As soon as I fall in love

I gotta make a call

As soon as I fall in love

I gotta tell them all I’m in love

The wedding dress isn’t sewn

They make’em like they give’em out to everyone

As soon as we fall in love

Shelling out the cash for a ring seems like a lot of fun

There’s the thing she wants

I’m gotta get it, I gotta give her what she wants

If I’m twenty three I think I know what I want

Believe me, I’ll make no mistakes, so let’s go

You can be yourself around me and ask me for anything, I won’t say no

And if there’s a God above, he’s smiling down at our love

Yeah baby, I know it’s crazy

Well as soon as I fall in love

I’ll take her to the beach and lay with her underneath the sun

As soon as I fall in love

I’ll murder the fucks that catcall my girl and bury their bodies in the sand

and take a piss on their ill-fated grave

And I’ll hold hands with my love

I’m holding the hand of my love, yeah

If I’m twenty three I think I know what I want

Believe me, I’ll make no mistakes, so let’s go

You can be yourself around me and ask me for anything, I won’t say no

And if there’s a God above, he’s smiling down at our love

Yeah baby, I know I’m crazy

As soon as I fall in love (don’t even have a girl)

As soon as I hold her hand (don’t even have a girl)

As soon as I get my L-O-V-E (don’t even have a girl)

I’ll stand with her, hand in hand, at our wedding ceremony (I don’t even have a girl)

And if her father rejects, I’ll shoot him square in the head (I don’t even have a girl)

If I’m twenty three I think I know what I want

Believe me, I’ll make no mistakes, so let’s go

You can be yourself around me and ask me for anything, I won’t say no

And if there’s a Goddess above, she’s smiling down at our love

Yeah baby, I know it’s crazy

As soon as I fall in love (don’t even have a girl)

As soon as I fall in love

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