Lua

im an alien on this earth 👽 | he/him vent acc

[noaliensonthisearth]

Intro post 🛸 (used to be alien0nthisearth / chronically-anxious)

some info abt me; (scroll if you're just here for the stats)

★ you can call me Lua or Moony, or any other variant of moon!

★ 17 y/o (08)

★ he/him

★ I speak English, Dutch, and little bits of French and German

★ I have diagnosed asd, depression (chronic), gad, and panic disorder. Suspected atypical an0rexia (but I refuse to see a doctor) and I struggle with s3lf h4rm.

I also have some physical problems that I don't know the translations of but my legs don't work like they should and I faint a lot 👍

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- I'm a dancer and I really enjoy writing as well. Im not anywhere near close to finishing any of my drafts but I am a fanfic writer as well :) (motivation has not been kind to me)

- some music I really enjoy rn: Stray Kids (..as if you couldn't tell from my user ..?), Mitski and Racoon.

- I'm still adding stuff to this as we go, so keep an eye out for new info .. if we're curious 👁️

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- #lua & food > ed related posts

#lua is not making it to thirty in these conditions > my "main" tag? I try to use it on all of my posts lol

- no specific dni aside from irls, (please block me if you think you might know me irl),, just be normal & respectful ^^

- my dms are always open, so feel free to dm me about whatever! (Advice, yapping, everything!)

- my "backup"/ alt account is @chronically-anxious, so if this one goes poof you know where to find me !

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disclaimer for my blog

This is (for the most part) a vent blog, so I will be posting about possibly triggering subjects. (Such as sh, ed's, su1cidal thoughts/tendencies, etc.), if any of this makes you uncomfortable or could potentially trigger a relapse, please BLOCK ME!! (Don't report, lol)

This blog is an outlet for my thoughts, I am in no way, shape, or form trying to encourage anyone to get worse! Which comes with a second disclaimer, I am NOT a reliable narrator! Everything I post is from my own perspective and own experiences. So it might not be accurate to what you might be experiencing! :)

If you are struggling, please don't be afraid to reach out. Whether that is to a friend, a parent, a teacher, or a safe space online. You're not alone and you deserve help <3.

I will not be sharing any pictures on this account (sh or b0dychecks) & I don't feel super comfortable sharing them in dms either but ig if you're nice enough about it :')

Mentioning this one last time, I'm absolutely begging you to BLOCK this account if you feel like you might know me or have the conformation that you know me irl. I don't want you to have this account, I don't want you to see me like this. Don't lurk to get a better idea of what's going on in my head.

★-stats -★

sw: 80kg

cw: 68kg (22.4.2026)

gw: 65kg

ugw: 50kg

Currently in a weird mix of wanting to rec0ver while also still actively restr1cting my intake ?? So uh, stats won't really be updated for a while.

[noaliensonthisearth]

ALSO ??? My lungs feel weird as fuck? It's like there's something tightening around it every Time i breathe and it's kinda scary ?

It might just be anxiety but it's HH idk I'm not that anxious rn? (Except this feeling wrong is making me anxious so, yea , idk)

[noaliensonthisearth]

I think i just need a factory reset and get new friends or im gonna clam up and never share anything personal ever again idk ??

[noaliensonthisearth]

I don't think they really know how big of a deal this is to me

[noaliensonthisearth]

I lowk don't remember her being here for me in this way whatattaaaaa

[hailraykin-deactivated20230814]

Reblog to give mutuals a break from whatever they're been going through

[noaliensonthisearth]

but yea it's fine whatever (lowk don't know how to stop anymore)

[noaliensonthisearth]

what's Up (a list for myself)

1) feel like everyone's out to get me slash triggering me on purpose, logically i know that's not the case but good god it can feel like that sometimes and it's really stressing me out bc Im blowing things out of proportion and distancing myself bc of it

2) useless and too much at the same time, very fun, only feel like people talk to me when they need smth

3) like everyone has forgotten that I'm mentally ill as well and either doesn't care or doesn't bother to understand how things feel from my perspective or how they can be more careful with me

4) I've been super su1cidal

5) I don't think people take me seriously anymore and it's partially my fault and I don't know how to undo it

6) feel like everyone's is just making up excuses not to listen to me and that they wouldn't care/ just use it to compare their own feelings

7) genuinely freaking out over my intrusive thoughts

8) i need help but i don't know how to ask for it but im genuinely not okay at all but im also really scared to talk because what if im just making it up or its not bad enough yet but im considering professional help

9) some things have been said that I can't let go and I know they're not serious but they lowk hurt a lot

10) don't know how to mention my boundaries because I'm scared of offending others

11) idk how to help others anymore

12) can't stop cvtting and i hate it and i keep going d33per and i hate that i need it to hurt more

[noaliensonthisearth]

holy triggered rn LOL

[noaliensonthisearth]

it's not fucking fair and you LITERALLY know this as well so cmon man

and the DAY of too? Are you kidding me?? I tell you how I've been used by friends for this shit, i tell you my boundaries when it comes to venting and that exact day you start pulling the same shit I'm grhdhdj

[noaliensonthisearth]

"oh im too scared to vent oh im too nervous to talk about my feelings" yet its all you fucking do to me

[redfoxalive]

hello there :) giving this one last try (mostly because i can no longer create any new emails...)

i'm foxy (previously madfoxalive), i used to be active on shblr and edblr up until 2 months ago, when i got termed for the xth time. any help in finding my old mutuals is greatly appreciated!

[noaliensonthisearth]

WELCOME BACK !!

How have you been? :))

[noaliensonthisearth]

I just realised none of you guys know me irl so i can basically just comment on whatever bc no one knows it's me ??

[noaliensonthisearth]

@bluue-banditt TY FOR THE SPAM HELLO HOW ARE U SO FAST😭🫶🫶

[noaliensonthisearth]

i wish i never met these people ngl

[noaliensonthisearth]

hit me with that fucking sticker again and i swear ill block you and cancel our trip you fucking cunt

[noaliensonthisearth]

in like genujbely nkt needed in this frjendhsip haha???