wannabe somebodies

some children died the other day / we fed machines and then we prayed / puked up and down in morbid faith / you should have seen the ratings that day indie horror / crime oc selective & private nsfw & potential triggers written by chelsea

[thishorror]

and i know one day hell will catch up with me / and i’m sure that i will burn eternally / one day it will come to claim its pound of flesh / when it’s done, there won’t be anything left

[nobodiestm]

hey guys! vicky has been moved to a multimuse blog with other horror ocs which you can find here

[foolish--mortal-deactivated2018]

“Such a shame.”

“I love you.”

“Go to bed.”

“I missed you.”

“Don’t say that.”

“You’ll be back.”

“Oh my god.”

“Oh, shut up!”

“No I won’t!”

“Beg for mercy.”

“Don’t touch that!”

“Let’s go home.”

“I hate you.”

“You did what?”

“Just a taste.”

“Don’t be ridiculous.”

“Are you alright?”

“You’re my everything.”

“Are you finished?”

“Hold your fire!”

“You’re a coward.”

“No better time.”

“It’s a beauty.”

“Don’t drink that!”

“You’re so stupid!”

“Are you crazy?”

“Put it down!”

“Use your imagination!”

“I can’t go.”

“I’ll kill you!”

“Give it up!”

“Watch your step.”

“Let me die.”

“Want a sip?”

“Want a bite?”

“I smell something.”

“Are you happy?”

“Look at that!”

“Hold the door!”

“God damn it.”

“Say no more.”

“I’m not mad!”

“Is that smoke?”

“That’s not fair!”

“I’m not crying.”

“You did what?!”

“I did it!”

“Just take it.”

“Come on in.”

“That’s not good.”

[thedarkfromwithin]

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[my-main-account-is-voulx]

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[aesthetically-loveable]

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[perfect-disasters13]

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[nobodiestm]

c0kehead.

“ No ,”  Tate waved off rum .  “ My mom was a drinker , I don’t — I don’t like the smell of it .”  Even twenty - four years couldn’t scrub him clean from the damage that woman next door has done .  “ But if you have a spare cigarette , that’d be nice . It’s been a long time .”  Thankfully , with death , come the lack of addiction withdrawal but he still enjoyed them . The taste was nostalgic and calming .

“ Oh-  Yeah. ”  The bottles were placed back inside the bag;  a stiff drink certainly would have taken the edge off of her nerves,  but she didn’t want to make Tate uncomfortable.  A pack of cigarettes comes out next and she pulls the top open,  then offers it to him to pick one out.  “ --Are you like...  a ghost or something?  Or have I finally fucking lost it?  ”  Her last question is accompanied by a chuckle,  albeit a humorless one.

[nobodiestm]

yesterday i was dirty, wanted to be pretty. i know now that i’m forever dirt. we’re the nobodies, wannabe somebodies. when we’re dead, they’ll know just who we are. // indie horror/crime oc. selective & private. nsfw & potential triggers. written by chelsea.

[pwupdates]

NYE

[whatnotmemes]

seven deadly sins aesthetic: wrath

[nobodiestm]

c0kehead.

Anyone who related to a story like his must be just that ; A HUMAN DISASTER . Tate let out a sigh , stepping across the hardwood flooring to sit next to her , legs crossed , arms resting in his lap .  “ Okay ,”  he agreed .  “ I’ll answer your questions if it’s that important to you — Or , at least , I’ll try to .”  It was a subject that Tate didn’t like to dwell on long ; It made everything inside of him ache something fierce . How could he have DONE such a thing ?? Twenty - four years had passed and it was still just SENSELESS VIOLENCE .  “ Can I know your name first ?? Since you know so much about me .”

As Tate moved to sit down,  Vicky reclaimed her spot on the floor,  her stomach in knots.  “ It’s Vicky.  Bridges.  I’m from Utah,  on vacation with my family.  ”  She reached for her messenger bag and pulled it into her lap,  glass bottles tinkling together inside.  A hand reached in and pulled out a couple tiny bottles of liquor snatched from the mini bar at the hotel.  “ Do you drink? ”

[nobodiestm]

c0kehead.

@nobodiestm || x

It came as no surprise . With the MEDIA ATTENTION his last - hurrah had gotten , some people drawn to darkness were bound to get enamored with a blond , baby - faced mass murderer . He just never expected it to get to this level ; Breaking and entering , sobbing near uncontrollably where he was gunned down . The entire situation was —uncomfortable . He didn’t like it , he wanted her to LEAVE . But the desperation in her voice made him pity her .  “ I hate to disappoint you , but I don’t remember most of what happened . I was so high … I was out of my fucking mind .”

“ I know. ”  Vicky breathed a stuttered breath,  eyes gliding over the dirty floor she had just been sitting on.  Hands ran over mascara-streaked cheeks,  wiping away the mess of her sorrow;  they weren’t all tears for Tate,  they were tears for herself.  “ Look,  I’m sorry you found me like this.  I didn’t know you’d be here... ”  Or anywhere,  because he was supposed to be dead.  “ But I just made an ass of myself because I’m a fucking human disaster. ”  Eyes rose to the ceiling as she let out a heavy sigh,  trying to calm herself.  Don’t get heated,  Vicky.  “ I wanted to come here because I’m drawn to your story and I relate to you and I-  I just wanted to see where you lived because it felt important to me. ”

[nobodiestm]

“You wanna love me but, honey, that ain’t okay.”

pale waves sentence starters@c0kehead

“No, that’s not what I want!” A part of her did love him- or the version of him that she felt she knew through the documentaries and the things she had read. She felt a deep connection with him, but it wasn’t like she was trying to be his girlfriend or anything. There was a list of things she had always wanted to ask him and discuss with him and she believed she would never have this opportunity. “I just want to talk. Please.” A desperation clung to her words, to her gaze. Please, don’t send her away.

[whatnotmemes]

———————————–PALE WAVES SENTENCE STARTERS change pronouns as needed.

THERE’S A HONEY “I know you hate it when I’m drunk.” “I wanna feel something different for once.” “I can’t help it ‘cause I’m feeling you.” “Honey, please don’t say you’re gonna leave me.” “I would give you my body, but am I sure that you want me?” “You’re not alright ‘cause I ruined your night.” “There’s somebody that I long bad for.” “I’d like to keep your heart for me.” “There’s somebody that I know I’m bad for and I can’t look away.”

TELEVISION ROMANCE “Everyone’s getting so high.” “I don’t even know what I’m doing here.” “Why won’t you just tell me?” “I’d rather be lonely.” “You are so happy.” “You wanna love me but, honey, that ain’t okay.” “Baby, won’t you stop it.” “You and I haven’t got it.” “I don’t even know what to say to you.” “I know that’s what you’re into.” “Your face isn’t enough to make me stay.” “I think my heart is alright.” “In a few hours, I’ll be out of my mind.”

NEW YEARS EVE “Maybe I left you but you were with your friends.” “I tried to make a good impression but I failed again.” “I could barely hear my own voice.” “I always thought you were too shy.” “I wish I never wore that white dress.” “Thought my heart was coming out of my chest.” “I don’t wanna be alone on New Years Eve.” “Do you even wanna be with me?” “I vaguely remember laughing with your best friend.” “Did you lie or did she pretend?” “I think you’re so kind and all I give you is such a terrible time.” “You’re the best thing that’s happened to me.”

[pwupdates]

by Andy DeLuca

[hellishsuggestion]

my anger is not beautiful. it is cold and biting, bitter, all teeth. a wounded dog. i am desperate. thats enough to make me something close to deadly