Pairing: Draco and Y/N
Warning: Draco not loving you, some yelling, ignoring, slightly swearing, harsh words, jealous Draco and crying
(Credits to: @slytherinqueenrose for the idea)
Draco and Y/N are the sworn enemies since the very first day they met. Yet, they both come from wealthy pure blood families and their parents arrange their wedding. Draco is pissed off and even after the wedding, he offends her and treats her like the worst piece of trash. A year later, she stops trying to make him fall in love, she no longer talks to him, even leaves the house for the whole day, sometimes she doesn’t come back until the morning and he slowly starts missing her. Then, he notices how close she grew with some random muggle so he’s trying everything to win her back because he realises he truly loves her
Song reccomended to listen while reading: Loose You To Love Me - Selena Gomez
A/N: Thank you so much @slytherinqueenrose for the idea. I seem to be inactive nowadays here on tumblr but you gave me such brilliant ideas! Ilysm <3
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First perspective:
“Mother.. Do I really have to do this?” I asked my mother who was busy wearing her jewels.
“Yes. How many times do I have to tell you? You and Draco are getting married. There’s no buts and that’s all final.” My mom stood up from her chair and rested a hand my shoulder.
“You and him match. You’re both gonna bring such beautiful children. Be thankful me and your father convinced the Malfoys.” She whispered, me having shivers down my spine.
She then walked away and left me with thoughts.
Yeah. Me and Draco were enemies ever since the beginning. Ever since we were 11! We only knew each other because our parents would visit each other every week. Yet, I still remember how we met!
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I was just going to my living room to return something my mom told until I see a blonde haired boy casting a spell on a certain item.. MY MUM’S SPECIAL PLATE?!
I immediately placed the item I’ve been holding and ran over to the boy.
“Hey! Stop it! Please! That’s my mum’s special plate! Please stop using your wand!” I yelled, trying to remove the wand off the blonde haired boy’s hand.
“It’s me who’s gonna decide wether I do or not. So, I’ll not give it back, thank you!” He smirked, removing the charm off the plate then it fell, breaking.
“NO!” I yelled, looking at the scattered pieces of the plate.
“Oops.” He sarcastically said.
“You’re gonna pay for this! Erm.. BLONDE HAIRED BOY!” I screamed at him.
“DON’T CALL ME THAT, FILTHY PURE- BLOOD! I AM DRACO, DRACO MALFOY! AND YOU’RE FILTHY LITTLE Y/N.” He yelled back.
“I AM NOT FILTHY-“ before I could even finish my sentence, I heard a woman gasping in shock.
“Y/N Y/LN! WHAT IN THE NAME OF MERLIN HAVE YOU DONE?! YOU BROKE MY SPECIAL PLATE ABD YOU COULD’VE HURT DRACO!” I turned to look at my mom, who was furious.
“Mom! But it wasn’t even-“ my mom cut me off by dragging me, leaving the room and only seeing Draco smirking evil like before I did.
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I just sighed. Why Draco? Why not anyone else? I’m just too confused right now.
As I was just staring at the ceiling, someone came in. And at my surprise, it was Draco.
“Don’t even think about it, Y/LN. I’m only here to check if you’re not planning to cancel our so called “marriage.” It’s the only way to make my parents proud at me. So, I’ve got my eye on you.” He said, with a stern voice, giving me a glare then left, slamming the door.
I just rolled my eyes. He is so annoying! But… It’s the only way to make his parents proud? At him? What does he mean by that? No no no no! Y/N! Don’t think about him now. It’s worthless! Plus, the wedding’s tomorrow. I don’t think I’ll ever survive this hectic world!
While I was thinking, there was a knock on the door.
“It’s me, Miss Y/LN. Your house elf.” The speech was quite muffled but I heard it.
“Come in I guess.” I said as they open the door, with a white dress which I suppose was my wedding dress.
“Oh..” I only looked at it but the house elf started to talk.
“Your mother ordered me to tell you to wear it and check if it suits you. If not, I shall escort you to your mother’s wedding gown room.” The house elf told.
“Okay. You may leave now.” I grabbed the dress and they leave, closing the door.
I sighed, looking at the dress again. It’s not gonna catch Draco’s eyes anyways. Well. Unless if it’s someone who he has a crush on.
I removed what I was wearing then wore the dress. I removed my hair tie then my hair swiftly went out of it.
I went over to the mirror, looking at myself. You might think I was happy but, I had a frown plastered all over my face.
I took the crown which I was supposed to wear for the wedding and wore the necklace.
“Pfft. This is so useless.” I started removing all the accessories and wore my nightgown.
I went out of my room, informing the house elf about my dress and they just nodded. I then left to go to my living room but, as soon as I was about to enter inside, there was a slight open space on the door, only leaving me to see Draco talking to someone.
“Why do I have to marry her? Why can’t it be Astoria? She’s better than this filthy rubbish.” He said.
“Draco! Don’t talk bad about your fiancé! Be thankful you’re getting married. It took time for me to get married to your father!” A woman’s voice responded. I guess it was his mother.
“Well! You married someone you love so why can’t I marry someone I love? Astoria? Why can’t it be her?” He said, I feel tears rolling down my face but I just wiped it anyway.
“Draco.. Astoria has a blood curse. It’ll be risky when you two will have a kid. She’ll die anytime but for Y/N? You can have so much children as you want. You should continue to bloodline! They’re rich, they’re all Slytherins and, they’re pure-bloods!” She stood up from her chair, Draco sighing.
“Fine. I’m only doing this because… You know what! Never mind.. Sorry, mother.” He stood up as well, about to go out of the door but I immediately left and hid behind one of the walls.
“My baby boy has grown so well.” Narcissa kissed his cheek, Draco being still and idle.
I decided not to watch more since my eyes were starting to get blurry due to tiredness. I ran to my room and turned off all the lights, only leaving me with the moonlight.
As I was about to get myself ready to sleep and get comfortable in my bed, a repeated knock was heard on the door.
“Please! I’m about to go to slee-“ I got cut off by Draco rushing inside.
“My mother ordered me to invite you to my room. She says “it’s nice if you’d two sleep together so when you both are married, you’ll get used to it.” But, when we do, I do not want any single touch from you. And, I want you to be in a long distance. My bed is big so don’t worry about leaving tons of space.” He says, fixing his sleeve, not even giving me eye contact.
“Oh don’t worry. I don’t even wanna be close to you! I’m only marrying you because our parents arranged it.” I said, grabbing my pillow.
“You talk so much! This is the first reason why I hate you.” He said, opening the door and closing it before I even tried to get out.
“Ever heard of a word called gentleman?!” I yelled, opening the door for myself and closing it after I went outside.
“Perhaps I’m not one when it comes to you.” He muttered. I just rolled my eyes.
He took out his wand and apparated us to his room which, I expected, was big.
“You sleep on the left and I sleep on the right. Keep what I just said on your mind. Understand?” He raised a brow.
“Yeah whatever.” I just flipped my hair and went to the left side of the bed, giving him too much space.
I then felt the bed shake which meant he’s on the bed as well. I decided to turn my right, only ending up staring directly into his eyes in a far distance.
“What did I say?” He asked.
“You never said I could never turn to my sides.” I said, annoyed and decided to turn back to my left.
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Three women helped decorate the rest of my dress. Well, they added a few sparkles and gems of course. Later that, they attached my veil.
“Miss. Y/LN! We won’t be able to call you that anymore since you’re marrying such a wealthy man. You’re extremely lucky!” One of them said. I just faked a chuckle.
“Haha! Totally..” I mumbled as I wore my crown and got my bouquet of flowers.
“Are you ready, Miss?” They asked, I just nodded.
“I was born ready.” I smiled then went out of the changing room, getting inside the carriage.
After a few minutes, we finally reached the place where I’ll get married. A luxurious one actually.
“My daughter!” My father yelled and slowly came to hug me.
“Hello, father.” I smiled at him.
“Good luck, Y\N. Now, go to your groom.” My mom said, giving me the look.
“Yes mother…” I just mumbled then started walking down the aisle.
As I was walking, I can see Draco staring at me. Not filled with love or shock. But instead, with disgust.
I just gulped. I didn’t really like this feeling where there are stares everywhere.
I finally reached the place where Draco was and I was on the opposite side of him. Him facing me and me facing him.
After a few minutes of speaking, this word finally came…
“Now. Will you, Draco Lucius Malfoy, take Y/N Y/LN as your lawfully wedded wife?”
Draco just stood in silence until he broke it.
“I… Do.” He says, kinda muttering it.
“And now. Will you, Y/N Y/LN take Draco Lucius Malfoy as your lawfully wedded husband?”
“You may now kiss the bride.” The man said, Draco just glaring at me.
He then came closer to me, removing my veil off my face.
He then leaned in my ear to whisper something.
“This kiss means nothing.” He then grabbed my chin and kissed me.
I never really kissed anyone but, he stole it. Yeah it meant nothing but it meant something… Special? To me.
He then pulled out and cheers scattered all around the room.
“I announce you two, husband and wife” The man said as Draco lightly scoffed but covered it with a cough.
A few hours passed, we even danced together but he kept stepping on my feet all the time. Of course he did it on purpose.
“You know, you look ugly in that dress. It would’ve been Astoria in it but, look at what a mistake you are.” He said, me trying so hard not to tear up.
“I know. I’ll get out of this dress don’t worry..” I said, sighing. I actually had a plan. Well. I’ll probably seduce him as what my mom said, she does want a child after me getting married to him.
“Yeah. And then next you’ll get out of my life.” He then walked away.
“Yeah you’ll see..” I muttered.
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We both arrived at the Manor, him leading me to his room.
“Now, don’t ever think of messing up my room. And yes. It’s still consider as MY room.” He said, giving me another infamous glare of his.
“Why would I even think of that?” I asked, removing my crown and placing it down my luggage.
“Because you’re pathetic and filthy.” He sarcastically smiled then went to his bathroom. This was my final chance.
I took off my dress and I was left in my lingerie. I hope this’ll work but, I know what I’m doing is wrong. We are enemies but, I’m only doing this to continue the bloodline.
Later then, he left the bathroom, staring at me as he went out.
“Do you think I’m a joke?” He said, still staring at my half-naked body.
“Draco.. It’s just.. I can’t resist you hating me….” I said, slowly walking closer to him.
“Oh well you’re not gonna get all horny all over me, darling. And, I’m too disappointed on calling you such special names that I could’ve called another person. Merlin, your body is disgusting.” He spatted out.
I felt tears rolling down my face but I just wiped it away.
“But Drac-“ I was cut off by him walking past me, slamming the door shut as he leaves.
“Well.. That was mission unaccomplished.” I whispered to myself.
I took my nightgown and wore it. I then took my hairbrush and started brushing my hair.
While I was doing so, I was adding my facial cream. After all my daily routine, I hopped on his bed. I’m getting kinda used to sleeping next to him but, I wanted even more than that.
I just shook my thoughts off and then drifted off to sleep.
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“Draco.. Why can’t you stay for a bit long? I’m your wife!” I yelled, him just grunting.
“CAN YOU STOP WITH ALL THIS NONSENSE, Y/N? FOR GOD’S SAKE, PLEASE. STOP.” He yelled back.
“Alr…Alright.” I said, muttering as he leaves.
I was getting used to all the yelling so, it’s not a problem for me anyway. I know he “loves” me. And I “love” him too. But this hatred has to end.
He always went out. Leaving me all alone in the manor. Well maybe not that alone. His parents would visit and there’s house elves here anyway. But the good thing I liked about being alone is that I could distract myself from him. I’d do some dances and even paint my nails.
But right now, I feel like taking a shower so, I went to grab my towel and entered inside the bathroom, locking it and removing my clothes.
I stepped on the bathtub then started filling it up with water.
Once the water was all up, bubbles were formed, I laid my head on the wall.
I kept thinking of what it was like if Draco actually loves me. I know I hate him but, since we’re engaged, he should stop with his child-like actions.
I scrubbed soap all over my body then a few minuets later, I stood up to get my bath robe and hair towel.
I brushed my teeth then gargled some mouthwash.
“All clean.” I smiled at the mirror then went outside the bathroom.
Draco isn’t here which I expected so, I didn’t really mind.
I wore my clothes then started to dry my hair.
After doing all so, I grabbed a book and sat on the bean bag chair.
I was relaxed. No problem at all. Until a few hours later, Draco came back.
He was frustrated when he did so, I stood up to let my book down and ask about it.
“Draco.. What’s with the.. Face?” I asked, trying hard not to make him even more provoked.
“And what’s with the question? Thought we hated each other.” He pushed pass me and started removing his suit and tie, throwing them to the ground before entering the bathroom.
I stood up and ran to get his clothes. He always was this messy. The good thing is that we had house elves. Without them, I bet every girl will dislike him. Well. Except for me. So he must be thankful.
I went out to go inform one of the house elves to wash his clothes then after that, I entered inside his room again.
“Messy boy.” I muttered under my breath.
“What’d you say?” A voice suddenly said.
“And look how much of a coward you are. That’s another reason why I hate you.” He spatted out.
“Yeah definitely..” I grabbed a towel and started rubbing it on his hair.
“And who gives you the rights to do that?” He harshly got the towel from my hand and did it instead.
“Geez.. I was just trying to help..” I said, trying to look down at him.
“You’re no help at all you fucking imbecile.” He said, no regret at all.
I just looked away. He really is this rude.
I just glared at him then grabbed my pillow and an extra blanket.
“Where do you think you’re going?” He asked with a raised brow.
“I’m going to sleep on the couch outside. I thought you’d never ask.” I responded, plainly.
“I never wanted to anyway.” He said, pushing me outside his room.
I just stood in front of his entrance to his room in silence. I.. Tried SO hard to make him love me for the past few weeks.. I wanted to give up but it was for the sake of his and mine’s parents.
I went down to his living room, placing my pillow and covered myself with the blanket.
I stared at the celling. I was thinking of how’d he’d love me even if we hated each other in the past but, it’s worthless to do so.
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This kept on going on and on. Fights… Filthy words and accusing. Y/N kept trying her best to just feel loved by Draco. But whenever she does, she’d always fail. Every week.. Every month.. She tries her hardest best. But now it has been a year. She decided to give up and even sneak out of the manor to seek out for those who would be glad to help her go through her situation at the manor. Well, perhaps she has been meeting a certain person.
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I grabbed my coat and handbag. I had to meet up with Y/F today and, it has always been a secret. I mean, I already gave up with Draco since he’s been too harsh over the past year so, I’m used to whatever he says. He’d either go “Stupid” or “Filthy” and that he preferred a girl named Astoria Greengrass.
I wasn’t jealous of her but, I bet she made him better whenever he’s around her.
I shook my thoughts off with wearing my sunglasses then leaving the manor without a sound.
I ran… Ran… And ran until I reached my friend’s place. Well, I probably took the carriage as well since his place was in the muggle world. I forgot to get my wand and, it’s really understandable, right?
“Y/N! You came!” He said, smiling.
“Why’d you think I won’t? We’ve been friends for almost a year now! I’d never leave you behind.” I smiled back, blushing.
“So how’s your… Life there back at the manor? Any.. Changes?” He asked, fiddling his fingers.
“The casual answer.” I said, with no life at all.
“Understandable.” He stood up and grabbed my hand.
“You’ll get through it. I promise.” He smiled which made my heart beat even more faster.
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I woke up with the curtains closed. It normally would be open but, I didn’t care anyway.
I looked at the side of my bed and, Y/N wasn’t there. She hasn’t been present for the past few days whenever I wake up but, why would I care? I mean.. I’d care when she doesn’t come back for one day but, I still wouldn’t care less.
I stood up and rubbed my eyes. I looked over to her side table and noticed her wand.
“So she decided to leave it here huh.” I whispered, taking it.
I remember duelling with her on our 2nd year. God she’d always loose and, I’d always fling her wand every time. This thought made me chuckle until I had the greatest idea.
I checked the history of her wand and, it recently was the apparition charm.
“This is odd..” I whispered to myself until I saw the location of the setting.
“A muggle place? How dare she-…” I suddenly noticed something. Has she been meeting up with someone who I don’t know? Well, I’ll figure that out now.
I fixed myself by wearing my black suit and fixing my hair. I was ready to cast that charm and catch that runaway girl.
I casted the spell then it lead me to the muggle place. The place was small but, the windows were exposed. I saw her talking to a… MAN?!
Their conversation was really muffled so I couldn’t really hear something but.. SERIOUSLY?! A FUCKING MAN? OH THAT IS IT.
My blood boiled, only by seeing her with him. I’m honestly so MAD right now.
I swayed my way to the entrance of the door and barged into the house.
“MERLIN WHAT WAS THAT!” The man yelled, Y/N immediately screaming.
“Fuck you.” I said, sternly giving him a look then turned to Y/N who was filled with shock.
“Care to explain?!” I yelled, her being scared until the man decided to block my view of her.
“A husband shouldn’t yell to his own wife. If you were a real husband you would know about that.” He said, giving me a sharp glare.
“As if you are her husband to say that to me.” I pushed him and grabbed Y/N’s wrists tightly.
“You are coming with me, young lady.” I said through gritted teeth and apparated us back to the manor.
She let go of my hands and started yelling at me.
“LET GO OF ME, YOU MONSTER!” She yelled.
“I’M SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT TO YOU. WHO WOULD SNEAK OUT AND SOMETIMES NEVER COME BACK FOR ONE DAY!?” I yelled back.
“YOU DO THAT TOO!” She yelled again.
“BUT I COME BACK. UNLIKE YOUR PATHETIC SELF, WOULDN’T.” I yelled back.
“WHY DON’T YOU FILE FOR A DIVORCE THEN?! I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU JUST MADE IT ALL IN A PILE OF SHIT!” She slammed the door shut when she left. I was just left speechless. I’d normally try to act high but.. Today was different..
I felt.. Sad.. Emotional and.. Broken. I finally realized that she actually loved me. But I just didn’t notice it.
“That’s it. I must bring her back.. What have I done to such an.. Angel?” I whispered to myself before tears rolled down my face.
“FUCK YOU DRACO! FUCK YOU!” I yelled, screaming at the mirror as I saw my reflection.
I kept whimpering. She’s supposed to be the one crying but, it was the opposite. I made her love someone else because of my repulsive attitude. I felt being useless to her now.
“I swear. Tomorrow, you’ll be mine.”
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I decided to not go out today so I could explain things to Y/N better. I must win her love back or else she’ll end up having a child with that man I’m currently having my anger at. I mean, he’s a pathetic muggle-born anyway. I’m much better than him.
I went to check on Y/N who, unusually was here, reading a book.
I grabbed the book from her hand as she sighs and glares at me.
“What do you need?!” She says, annoyed.
“Just.. Let me explain. The reason why I was so pissed off because of our relationship and marriage. Please..” I begged but she just rolled her eyes.
“I gave up, Draco. I gave you so much time to change but, it was all worthless. You’re not the one who I love anymore, Draco. I love someone else.” As soon as she said that, o felt my heart scatter in pieces.
“I gave you time to tell me how much you tried so now let me explain why I hated you so much!” I grabbed her hands but she just takes them off harshly.
“I’m done with this, Draco.” She stood up from her chair and walked away. I stood there, idle. Just idle. I was even more speechless as I was before.
“I’ve messed up.. Now, it’s time to clean my mess up. I really did get a taste of my own medicine. God, I should’ve thought of this before.” I ran out and tried to find where Y/N is but, there wasn’t a single sight of her in the manor. This must’ve meant she’s outside again. With that muggle boy.
“Just so you wait, my love. You’ll be loved by your husband soon. I swear..” I teared up.
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Draco now tried his best to confess his love to Y/N but, she’d always ignore him. She wanted to give him one last chance but, she had her mind on her muggle friend instead. She loved him dearly but, Draco was heartbroken instead of not caring at all. Draco was arrogant and selfish to her but, Draco didn’t realize how much love he had for her inside his heart. His heart was just locked, broken and cold. He may had an interest to Astoria but he lost it after knowing you had feelings for him all along.
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I tried everyday. I tried giving flowers to her but then the next day, I saw it in the bin. I tried giving her golds and jewels but, it ended up being sold in a jewelry shop. I don’t know if I should give up right now but, since she’s inside my room right now, I had the chance to express and tell the truth to her now.
I’m in front of my entrance to my room anyway. But I sighed before entering.
She just stared at me. She looked like as if she isn’t a witch but instead, a ghost with no emotion.
I just came closer to her, sitting down next to her.
“I don’t even wanna hear it.” She turned away, grabbing ever nail polish before I snatched it away, grabbing her hand.
“DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM?! LET ME GO!” She tried to let go off my hands but, she failed this time.
“Y/N! Goddamn you! You never gave me the chance to explain! I tried my fucking best to make you fall for me again just like how you did but, I failed! Yeah I know I was wrong but, I never realized how much I loved you! You were the only one who was there whenever I was a bad mood when I come back here to the manor but, I’d always ignore your comfort. You tried to make me turned on but, I’d always prefer Astoria against you. You tried to make me happy but.. I’d rather be mad at you than being the one you expected. I just regret everything I did, my love. Please! Just accept my apology. I know I don’t deserve it but, ever since we were young, ever since we met, I knew we’d end up together because, we’re a match! I’m so so fucking sorry, Y/N. It’s okay, we can talk about the divorce papers later but, I willingly want you to punish me for whatever I’ve done..” I said that all out, holding my tears as I can as my grip on my hand softens and so as her eyes.
“You.. Loved me?” She asked, tears rolling down her cheeks.
“I did. And I still do.. I just couldn’t show it..” I said, letting go of her hands, about to leave until she grabbed me and kissed me.
My eyes widened as I kissed her back. I grabbed her waist to make the kiss rougher until we broke out for air.
“No divorce.. I’m just glad you explained and express your actual feelings towards me. I accept your apology..” She smiled which I chuckled at.
“I’m s much glad than you are.. I thought I’d loose you and you’ll end up with that muggle boy.” I laughed.
“I had feelings for him but, I lost them after hearing what you just said.” She smirked.
“Oh please. I had feelings for Astoria but I lost them too after knowing that you loved me.” I smirked 10x more wider than hers.
“Now.. As for your punishment.. I want you to…”