C.a.d.

Isfp, Musician, 18 years old, God's complex

[nocturnelust-blog]

Thoughts of September

It's the first day of September

A start or an end?

It might depend on who you are

Do you see chains or chances?

I like to create my own manacles

To loosen and tighten them

As my will comands

I want to choose

But is anyone ever free?

Free to chose his burden?

Or is existence pure chaos?

Can we really matter?

I like choices, I like chaos

I want to breath and live

Be reckless and pay for my mistakes

And see what life makes of consequences

It's the last day of September

I need to see what chaos makes of me

I need to breath my own breaths

I need to be the cause of my despair

I need to burn and fade away

I, I, I

My choices are mine

I'd sooner die than let anyone make them for me

This is not an end

This is not an end

This is the start of who I am

My rise or my fall be it

I'm ready to burn and wear people down

I'm ready to shine brighter and die colder

I'm ready to be my own Karma

I'm ready to become the chaos that brings order

-NocturneLust

[nocturnelust-blog]

Life is brilliant. Beautiful. It enchants us, to the point of obsession.

Some are true to their purpose, though they are but shells, flesh and mind.

One man lost his own body, but lingered on, as a head.

Others chase the charms of love, however elusive.

What is it that drives you?

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