so idk how to put this cuz i'm terrible with words but like yknow its worth a shot yea?? so the past month has been wicked rough for me nd i'm not goin into any details cuz its just idk terrible so i'm not sure what to call it yet, either i'm leaving or taking a break. we'll just see what i decide ahah. i'm also probably never gonna be on aim so like, idk i might get on every once in a while and answer some messages but probably not. so i decided to be a faggot about this nd write my friends some gay stuff so yea here we go
alex, man we met a few months ago over this gay ass movie lmfao, nd honestly i still watch it ahah and i think of you whenever i see amanda bynes but hey its not an insult nd you know that cuz yknow we're really close nd shit and i really miss talking to you cuz i'm a dick and obviously hasnt been a good friend to you, nd i apologize for that, i really really do nd i'm gonna just idk imagine talkin to you everyday and go through an entire conversation with you in my head cuz it'll be like you're there, yknow?? probably not i'm sorry i'm just like on the verge of crying cuz yea but i love you lots nd you're perfect and beautiful nd i'm gonna miss ya.
vic, icky vicky, gay gay gay i'm just kidding i'm sorry i'm being mean i'm trynna make this less depressing LMFAO well anyway, i saw the blog you made for me nd it's so cute nd great nd it made me smile a lot nd you're a really great friend, nd i know i'm a shitty one but hey, i guess i'm okay enough for ya yea?? ahah well idk if you're happy or sad at the moment but either way, i wanna let you know that you are by far the funniest, most amazing little faggot i've ever met nd like i know you'll be mad at me for leavin but like i wanna be happy or at least a little less sad nd i feel like a shitty ass friend for leavin for a few weeks with no explanation nd then coming back nd pretending everythings ok when its really not nd i just i'm really sorry, nd i love you a lot ok never forget that
ash, god ok we've done some insane stuff together nd you're literally the cutest, most non annoying little homie i've ever had as a homie, nd i love you a lot nd yknow i'm leavin yea nd if i ever come back i'll make it to ya by makin that quotev yea?? ahah well you should know you mean a lot to me, nd also i know you dont feel like you're pretty a lot, nd i just wanna let you know that you are, nd you are perfect just the way you are nd i'd give anything for you to see that about yourself, cuz there is nothing more that makes me so upset then to see a little girl who's already so upset and confused, cuz you have such a life ahead of you nd i dont want you to spend it wondering why you were made the way you were, cuz the way you are is just perfect ok never think of yourself as not enough cuz you are nd i love you so much
lauren, ok like you are so cute nd adorable nd funny nd i miss you, like i feel terrible cuz i know you're on a break nd i dont want you to just come on and be like "hey i miss dustin lets message him" nd then see im not here anymore like it makes me so sad so idk just know that im gonna think about you everyday like that is literally all i do i think about all my friends on here and what we've talked about LMFAO im so gay this is so gay im just im really sorry for leaving you hanging cuz you're my little cutie nd i couldnt stop smiling at your cuteness that time you told me you had that little muscle on your arm nd you were so proud, that was majorly adorable nd i love you a lot and im gonna miss you ok dont ever quit soccer or school dont do drugs cuz you are one little perfect 13 year old nd itd be a shame if you messed up your life over some shit like i did ahahah
justus, man we havent talked in a long time. i remember first talkin to you nd god, you were such a little cutie nd im really sorry like i remember the time you told me you liked me nd we started talking more nd i started liking you back, then i went off nd did some stupid things nd then didnt come back for a while nd the feelings were just gone nd i know this isnt somethin youd like to be hearing, but id give anything to have them back yknow?? anyway, i think you're amazing nd beautiful nd adorable nd you should never forget that, cuz like its all so true nd im gonna miss you lots im gonna think about you all the time everyday nd i love you so much ok you're just beyond perfect
KADY, kitty aw you are such a cutie. we havent known each other very long, but like you're already perfect to me nd adorable nd funny nd i love talking to you, nd i know like youve told me a million times, but i know there is a guy out there for ya, nd you should never give up on boys, cuz i know we're just stupid ass idiots but i swear to god there is someone perfect enough for you ok?? i love you so much nd you're just amazing nd im gonna miss you a lot too. i know this is short nd im sorry but i just idk im actually crying LMFAO gay right ahahah well anyway i love you ok a lot nd dont forget about me ever ok ever promise?? no you dont have a choice anyway i love you
lexie, lmfao wow ok we havent had a real conversation in what feels like months, nd im so sorry for that. i was just on you're blog nd you seem upset, so like.. you should know that you're absolutely positively perfect nd amazing nd adorable nd funny nd i love you a lot nd you deserve so much more than whatever you have now. also since im leaving i feel like its best if we end the whole anon/rp whatever the fuck it was relationship cuz like whatd be the point yknow?? anyway honestly ive had the biggest crush on you but being the big stupid ass shitty guy i am, i stopped putting an effort into talking to you nd im so fucking sorry for that, i really am nd i know it may not seem like it, but you mean so fucking much to me nd it physically hurts me knowing that you're unhappy, cuz you deserve to be the happiest person nd i know you're nd im so sorry ok but sometime soon you will be happy nd i swear to you that that will happen. god i miss you a lot ok i'll try ti talk to you, nd i can already tell you it wont be often but i will talk to you i swear. i love you so much.
so like thats it. ahah i love you all you all mean so much to me, nd i dont wanna say goodbye cuz like depressing lmfao so how about just see ya later yea??
