··Just A Ghost··

24, she/her

[piecesofapuzzle]

i feel like i'm both too much and not enough

[thepersonalquotes]

[originalromanticsir]

And when you're ready, you try again.

[oldwinesoul]

[constellationsofink]

Want to be seen but fear to be known.

[noicewater]

I don't want to be Lonely,

Like I always am,

So I sit here waiting,

For someone to take my hand,

But I've sat here waiting,

For as long as I can,

So I think I'll stay Lonely,

Like I always have been.

Lonely by N.S.

[depsidase]

[kimbapisnotsushi]

the new official art of second-year hinata, yamaguchi, tsukki, and kageyama at training camp with third-year kenma . . . kuroo coming back to visit and give them a hand . . . kenma looking so expressive and happy . . . oh i am WEEPING

[spider-mann]

Andrew Garfield talks to Elmo about grief and the passing of his mother

[demonicae]

I'm not crying, those onion-cutting ninjas are in my house again!

[the-haiku-bot]

I’m not crying, those

onion-cutting ninjas are

in my house again!

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[tryonclub]

Please like/reblog if you’re using or downloading ~

[tryonclub]

Please like/reblog if you’re using or downloading ~

[noicewater]

I've been doing more art lately to de-stress. Life sucks right now, so I have to have some level of happiness.

[moraymiso]

the strangest thing to me about the BSD fandom is the fact that the vast majority of people in it are dazai fans, while also consistently assuming the absolute worst of him, disregarding the circumstances around his actions and giving him no grace or consideration of his situation whatsoever.

there's no doubt dazai is a bad person in many ways. he did plenty of unjustifiable, inexcusable things. he's pathologically manipulative with a totally skewed moral compass, most of which was undoubtedly brought on by his upbringing in the mafia. but at the same time, i see such a huge number of people taking that and somehow ending up with - and vehemently defending - this idea that he's a remorseless, indifferent, innately cruel person by nature?

are we forgetting this is the same dazai who was forced to false-witness a murder at fourteen years old? the same dazai who already wracked up numerous suicide attempts barely out of his pre-teens?the same dazai who was referred to by everyone around him as a 'demon' at fifteen years old? the same dazai consistently described as having grief-filled, empty expressions and detached, vacant reactions to practically everything when he was so young? the same dazai that oda described as "a child crying in the dark, alone, left to fend for himself with a hole in his heart as large as the world itself"?

that dazai is an indifferent, heartless, innately psychopathic person? really? i'm not convinced.

[queer-as-city-folk]

Renn Faires should have trains to get to them

[phantomrose96]

A master to his action-hero trainee says, "Your movements are sloppy. You lack awareness of your body when you fight. Your hands move and yet you do not hold them in your mind's eye. Come. We will remedy this."

And then the master paints his trainee's fingernails and orders the trainee to complete a series of complicated tasks without smudging the nail polish.

[phantomrose96]

Trainee grumbles that this is stupid when the first set of tasks is just cleaning the dojo. Within two minutes he reaches for the dustpan and knocks the edge of his pinky nail against it in a way he's never noticed before. He's staring at the baby blue smudge and suddenly he understands things differently.

[phantomrose96]

There's a montage of days passing as he fetches water, chops wood, hoes crops, washes clothes. His nails are a different color during each cut. He's sprinting up the mountain with a fresh wet pedicure and the master is nodding in approval. The master's nails are flawless tech art.

[phantomrose96]

He's reached his final assessment and it's a sparing match against his master. The air smells of acetone. His and the master's nails are all freshly painted. He must land a blow on the master with his mani and pedi fully intact.

Suns and moons pass. Streak in the ring finger. Smudge on the pinky. A full-handed block at the cost of three nails of paint. A hit on his master, and he hoots in delight until the master points out the unguarded toe whose polish is now streaked across the master's robe.

Days pass in frustration and exhaustion. By day 40, he has every digit of his acutely in his mind's eye. He senses the master's attack, ducks, dodges, all fingers all toes all himself, aware, and he strikes with his wooden sword.

It connects with the master. The master pauses. The trainee raises his left hand into view--5 digits of flawless sunflower yellow. His left foot. His right foot. And finally his right hand, raised in triumph.

The master smiles. "You have passed. I have just one more technique to teach you."

The technique is how to draw little flowers into the nail art. So really this one is optional.

[the-haiku-bot]

The master smiles. “You

have passed. I have just one more

technique to teach you.”

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[workplacefire]

arson

[lucasthedoofus-imnormaltrust-de]

bestfriEND. girlfriEND..

boyfriEND.

everything comes to an end

!!

but you know what

DOESN'T!? !?!?

PAIN

[daggerhobbit-deactivated2024111]

if this post reaches 50,000 notes I will talk to my parents about going back to therapy again