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May 31st, 1933 Virginia Woolf, “A Writer’s Diary” (1918 - 1941)

[kosmogrl]

it’s june I desperately need to stop wasting time

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19 years of tumblr! 💝🎉🎂 thank you to everyone who's made our community so special 🫶

[justlikeapearrl]

wow we basically grew here 😭 happy birthday tumblr! really glad i came back 🥹

[nomdefrost]

<3

[idleminds]

[wanderingsins]

[fahadaccount]

The price you pay for ignoring your gut feeling is very expensive

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[nomdefrost]

Yearning

Writer's block. I was supposed to write something here; I was thinking of it. Mulling over it. Was about to do it. Did actually do it. Typed something. Erased the whole thing. I yearn for the things that I thought would be permanent once I get the hang of the conditions that come with their or its existence. I long for the sweet, soft, but tense bark of my dog, who passed away this year. I love her so much that I never took the time to grieve because one thing I hate is spiraling down with sadness, for I fear I may never have the courage to pull myself out. After all, I don't expect anyone to do that for me. I long for the long, cold nights where I can just easily tuck myself in. An attention span of 5 minutes instead of seconds. A handshake from my dead sister. That familiar sound of her voice, calling me after 5 to have dinner and wash all the worries and evils from outside. Yearning is healthy. But not always. I think. I guess.

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[nomdefrost]

Hello. How is everyone? I hope you're all okay. Grabe ang ulan diyan lately; weather like this promotes nostalgia so here it goes Ang dami ng nagbago dito, diyan, sa lahat. May mga nawala na rito, may mga bago, but still one thing remains: we're all here, there, and everywhere. Iba-iba lang ng kinalalagyan, pero dati nasa iisang lugar lang. Right? In a way, we don't truly disappear. Lumilipat lang talaga tayo. For the past year, I've been living solo, and looking back sa changes sa buhay ko, I'm glad it all happened. Took a leap of faith, and here we are. I'm happy pero kulang pa. Push pa, strive pa to achieve more. Ganun naman talaga noh? Lost my oldest dog, and wala man lang ako sa tabi niya nung nawala siya. I love you, Leila. Thank you for everything. Ang dami pa. Pero nakakatakot na mag-share haha. One thing I've learned for the past year is being secretive, actually works. You can share, pero huwag deretso. Just work in silence. Maski mga fears, doubts, and lalo na plans mo, don't ever share them with anyone. People have this tendency na hatakin ka pababa. Trust in the magic of new beginnings and tiisin mo lang lahat ng nararamdaman mo, so you can push yourself na baguhin sitwasyon mo. That's it. I hope everyone is happy and maging okay kayo kung nasaan man kayo. Ingat. :)

[nomdefrost]

Time is the ultimate truth teller. Well. :)

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[nomdefrost]

So happy with my new gaming laptop ahhhh <3

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Book Fore Edge Paintings // Maisie Matilda

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