NONfinis

45 / M / Washington State Thoughts, ideas, creative musings, observations, and nuances

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My Chloe, who has been with me since 2006 and the source of my happily lazy Saturday’s spent napping on couches. https://www.instagram.com/p/B4YaM7yJajN5JBbHTsOXOiH0ATfir6ADi6jL9k0/?igshid=p2anwzke0fsd

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Went on a hike yesterday with one of my dear friends, and someone who felt the loss of our mutual friend as much, if not more, than I did.

I think more than anything we needed that time to reconnect, mourn our loss, get lost in some nature, and remember the little joys that she brought to our lives.

Loss is hard. Hug the ones you love. And dip your head like a fool into a water once in awhile because life needs whimsy.

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This moment, back in July of 2023, is forever etched in my mind as one of my favorite memories. I was at the beginning stages of some life altering events, feeling isolated, alone, and sad. I didn’t know what the future would look like.

And through it all, one of the best, kindest people I’ve ever known was there, providing her support, a lifeline of light in an increasingly dark space. That weekend she came up to visit some family and friends and we made a plan to hike Little Si with another friend, and the three of us made our way up, catching up, sharing stories, laughs, traumas, and hopes.

Miss you, R. More than words can say, I miss the joy you brought so effortlessly, an effervescent soul in a world desperately needing more of that.

You saved me when I didn’t know I needed saving.

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I’ve been trying to find joy these last couple of weeks when it feels the darkest it’s been in some time.

Losing someone so close to you, who understood you on an intrinsic level with barely a word said, is a treasure and a friendship that doesn’t easily come by that often.

Still trying to learn how to get on without them in my life, and it’s hard. I think she’s appreciate little moments like this, and so I’m trying to find and embrace those more.

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[socialjusticeinamerica]

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This though, for real. He works for us. He is not our King, he is not our Dictator. He is an elected official there to work for the citizens of the country.

If your boss wouldn’t be allowed to get away with the shit he says to other people, why should this pathetic excuse of an employee we hired?

Call him out on his shit and fire his ass.

[theconcealedweapon]

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lake annette, washington, usa

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I’ve been here! It’s a beautiful, stunning lake and a great hike to get there!

The winter version of it is pretty great too!

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Fuck Jeff Bezos. Just, fuck him. He’s really in a race with Epstein over who’s the worst Jeff to ever Jeff.

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I just found out my… best friend and her son died… and I can’t right now…

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The proof that we keep existing in the worst timeline only continues to accumulate.