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Being young and mentally unstable was so weird. What do you mean i got yelled at when filling out a psych form because i was googling what “mutilation” meant. Like I’m sorry? This wasn’t on my vocab test im only 9 :(

#sh recovery #tw vent

I hate people who say SH is for attention. Why tf would i hide it like i was a woman who could read in the 15th century. Why would my scars only be in places that get covered by clothes?? Im so sorry that my SELF injury makes you feel so mad.

God you’d think i was cutting other people with the way they act.

#sh recovery

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do i want to be a boy or do i just really like gerard way and frank iero

People always say “be yourself and people will love you”, until you’re mentally unwell and “yourself” is a ball of erratic incoherent thoughts.

I get it, time and place, but if i was REALLY being myself I would be vocalizing every anxious thought I felt.

I tried communicating to my friend I constantly fear im a bad person when someone’s mom dislikes me due to mothers usually being intuitive, this led to her thinking i secretly had something against her. No queen, i love you, i just wish your mom approved me.

#i think i have ocd #ocd?#anxeity

The most annoying thing about trying to recover from an Ed is trying to set a healthy weight goal. Like tf you mean in order to actually be healthy and recovered i have to stop managing my weight??? Why cant i just be skinni and not feel guilty for eating :(

And its not even like the weight gain would ge crazy, its still a completely healthy and beautiful range- i just wanna look like im dying without feeling like i am

#recovery is hard #rant post #ed recovery

Sighh...

I said sighhh...

What's wrong king?

Leave me alone. I don't want to talk about it.

pukicho

Sigh

ronihilator

my favorite pass time is relating characters/ships to songs AND U CANNOT TELL ME "A PEARL" DOESNT FIT THEM

noodle-bowlothots

I’ve seen this picture so many times as a Klance edit that i forgot they didnt actually do this in the original voltron

I hate not caring about social cues because I literally do NOT care if people see my scars on my arms. Like im in recovery, im not depressed and these are just old marks from my past. I dont like the way they look but i also hate wearing long sleeves, so im gonna keep wearing my goddamn tank tops if i want.

But then its also like i dont want people feeling bad or guilty for me. Like i dont want people to feel uncomfortable, and i hate the way peoples arma naturally dart down to it. It sucks but in the end I genuinely dont care deep down. I just wish it wasn’t a thing in the first place.

#recovery #silly little guy

That feeling when you become conscious of your skin and can feel how you’re not use to this body

#silly little guy #hell is a teenage girl #girly girl #just girly thoughts #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls

iris-polaris

post more Bad Art. more Unfinished Art. more Art that went Sideways.

post process videos where the art starts Janky and ends Janky. post wonk Anatomy and post unglued Edges and post Uneven cuts of paper. post Cheap Paints. post because it's not morally wrong to make your Garbage.

post because Art is like a fingerprint and i want to see everyone's Hands. post because it's impossible for Hands to be inadequate

As an artist literally nothing is worse then when you spend days on an emotionally driven abstract painting (while possibly high) only to step back, sober, and realize you managed to make something unknowingly offensive or phallic

#painting #oil painting #art #art rant

Bro how does this app work am i just screaming into a void or something

#tumblr girls #silly little guy #idk how to tag this #what the fuck #what is this #how does tumblr work