Gender? Is that a type of cracker? @noodleofthedirt - Tumblr Blog

This art thing is easy I dont even need to replace my stylus at this point

#stylus come back to me please #i didn't mean it #i really dont feel like replacing you #stick eridians #iron lung #project hail mary #grace rocky save stars #blipmary #as in the spaceships #art #phm

I love tf!graecie because she so truly believes that everyone is special. Everybody around her has moments where they go out of their way to be kind, to show others that they matter. She see's how they all have a passion for something, be it their work, a pet, or the safety of those around them. Everyone has something they are working towards, every action with some goal in mind. Each and every person around graecie has a story behind them, and a story ahead that is yet to be told. Isn't that beautiful? How no matter what they have done, every single one of them are connected in the fact that they are human. If only the others could see that

#she is so full of kindness #its sad to watch as she dims #but it will be alright in the end #because her kindness has led to others being kind back #any time someone talks about how they dislike someone #she responds that they are kind #because the have chosen to be kind to her #after they were shown kindness first #idk i just like her character a lot #sure hope nothing bad happens #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #the flight #the flight graecie #rat chats

I've been thinking about modern au starbells in case tomorrows lore is tragic and has nothing to do with dragon training.

modern au Zam has these bangs that cover her eyes because she feels self conscious over her face, and doesn't like the feeling of being percieved. However Zam lets graecie sweep her hair out of the way because graecie says Zams eyes look beautiful. She also wears large hoodies that graecie likes to steal. m!au graecie is known rather well by the local police because for a while she was homeless and had no understanding of where she was and wasn't allowed to sleep.

#m!au zam is so frikin cute guys #i can't draw so you just have to trust me #graecie would 100% be a sweater thief #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #the flight #tf!zam #modern au #college au #rat chats

Oh my god tf!legs and tf!graecie are the duo ever. They care SO MUCH about each other, and are going to kill themselves trying to help others. Legs is trying so hard to convince graecie that what she is doing is unhealthy, but graecie has a skewed frame of reference for what is 'fine'. Legs keeps telling her that she isn't fine, because every day he see's how tired she is, and how she is slowly becoming quieter and quieter (which is something in its self that i will ramble about later). But to graecie she is fine. She is doing everything she is supposed to do in order to care for herself, and legs wont listen. This journey of healing is going to take thousands of conversations and a lot of self reflection for tf!graecie. Legs thinks if he just words things right, she will suddenly do better. But this is not going to happen, because graecie has TWENTY YEARS to unlearn. That wont get changed with just one conversation. Honestly depending on how the story goes she may never fully unlearn these ideals.

Tf!legs latched onto the first person who showed him kindness. She cares so deeply about him, but not in the way legs wants her too. Which hurts. It hurts that she doesn't feel the same way about him that she feels for Zam. On top of this he wants to help graecie understand that she isn't caring for herself, but she never listens to what he says. And when he gets upset about that, she takes it as her failing him. This kept happening and now legs doesn't know how to talk to her about her issues because hes so scared of hurting her more, of once again upsetting graecie to the point where she becomes short with him.

They care so much about each other, but in the end what they both need is a good support structure that doesn't revolve around the other.

also I don't watch legs pov so correct me on anything I have wrong

#i have so many thoughts on them #tf!legs is doing his best #but he doesn't understand how to support graecie #and certainly isn't getting anywhere with how he's going about it #no hate to any of the characters I love all of them so much #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #tf!legundo #steelwool duo #rat chats #the flight

yourlocalbug

Giggling to myself at the timing of finishing my second chapter of "zam tries experiemental rituals to make herself less alien" and then watching stream that ends with "oh yeah zam might be trying experimental rituals that make her less alien. Btw"

Good stuff.

noodleofthedirt

i was thinking about your fic when I saw that

like you called that

#left me shocked

fanartists canonically tf!graecie has bite marks on her arms from the nightmare wolves

just thought you should know

#if i could art well I would make art #but im not sharing my failures with the internet #that is between me and the pantheon smp gods #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #the flight #rat chats

lets start building up tf! zam and tf!graecies want to actually do stuff instead of just doing what everyone else does. They have autonomy now and should enjoy it

#its just constantly “what do you want to do” “What ever you want to do!”#which is adorable #but also #they both need to make decisions lol #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #tf!zam #starbells #the flight #rat chats

god dammit i got attached to the parrot and now its dead

rip flock the parrot

#why the freak did it die #it was so funny #it just exploded #i was rather excited for bird friend #but oh well #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #the flight #rat chats

"Always an angel" by Alexandria is tf!graecie spread the word

#I've been enlightened while looking for songs for the starbells playlist #honestly it could fit for a lot of characters #but I think about tf!graecie the most #especially with the line "always trying #like that is literally her #its not getting added to the starbells playlist though #it is getting added to the tf!graecie playlist tho #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #rat chats #the flight #starbells

I actually need to make a starbells playlist. This will be difficult as i don't listen to love songs.

Right now all i have is Absence by Rio Romeo, which is not NEARLY sweet enough for those two. But I though it fit with Zams coma arc. If you have any ideas please tell me because otherwise I WILL be pulling up love song playlists and manipulating my feed into thinking I have a girlfriend.

#honestly i dont see those two as being girlfriends #their relationship is so interesting #ill post a ramble about it at some point #i need a playlist to walk in circles too #cause i don't think “Thia Kane” works for starbells #the flight smp #tfsmp #tf!graecie #rat chats #tf!zam #the flight #starbells

ibleedglitterandrainbows

You're not a burden.

GUYSSSDD THAT STREAM OUGHHHH

noodleofthedirt

This is so cute omg i love the drawing so much i love starbells so much avn;ioasdfhgklsdjfhgirleee

I had to go to the dentist recently and started thinking about modern au graecie in the same situation to cope with the noises. M!au Graecie wouldn't have an average experience when it comes to teeth care. I've decided the flock would have used those all natural home made toothpastes, so graecie would probably struggle to use mint toothpaste once she is living with Zam, so she probably would fall off brushing her teeth the proper amount (am i... projecting? nah i would never). I ahve yet to decide if she would have issues with things being non natural or not. On one side she grew up in a situation where they would have drilled certain ideas like living off the land into her head, on the other side they isolated her so much that certain lessons might not have been given to her due to how separated she was from society.

Once celestialmetals realize graecie has zero(0) experience with any sort of doctor, there would be several visits planned. The dentist would be a horrible experience for her. With all the sensory intake there, she would become overwhelmed and overstimulated so fast.

#tldr: dentists suck #i don't care that they are important to health #the water pick sounds like a drill and i stand by this #M!au graecie agrees with me #i mean i dont think she knows what a drill is #but the point still stands #if i have to suffer so does she #its alright she has Zam there for comfort #the flight smp #tf!graecie #tfsmp #modern au #college au #the flight #rat chats

I AM GOING TO MISS MCC PRIDE RAAAAAA NOOOOOOOOOOO

Tis a sad day indeed

#ill have to watch the vods i guess...#:(#sigh #can't believe ill miss celestial metals ragebaiting sausage #mcc pride #mcc #rat chats

Graecie is very active in conversation when spoken too, but if a serious topic is brought up she goes quiet very fast. It's hard to tell sometimes when she has spaced out and when she is simply listening. When she isn't listening, it generally seems to be because something outside of her control is causing her large amounts of emotional distress. But with important conversations she falls quiet, content to hear what others have to say. This could be from a lifetime of just listening to what other people have to say, or it could be that she doesn't feel like she has anything meaningful to add.

#i've noticed this trend in her behavior #i find it interesting #its also interesting how when prompted she will talk about something alot #just gonna add that note to the autistic tf!graecie notes #tf!graecie #the flight smp #tfsmp #the flight #rat chats

I've still been thinking about dead starbells au. I imagine Zam would have died because something about the crystal they made was wrong, which could have lead to her waking up in pain, being unable to breathe in anything but gasping breaths. The only thing that brings her a moment of relief is when graecie uses her magic to alleviate the affects. Eventually Zam would die, but at this point Graecie has already given so much of her magic, something that is still wrong, that she is weak. Perhaps Clara's magic begins to overtake her own, spreading through her body like an infection, slowly eating away at her. When Graecie and Zam are both fully dead, they are still seen around the academy. People would walk around and seen one of them out of the corner of their eye. Graecies bells could still be heard sometimes in the early mornings. If i remember correctly, magic is memory. So what is seen is memories. Though they are gone, their magic still lingers.

#i just think its neat #its been spinning around in the back of my head #ghost starbells for the soul #this of course would only better every characters mental health #look at pyro #he experienced horrific trauma and came out of it for the better/j #tf!graecie #tf!zam #the flight smp #the flight #tfsmp #rat chats #starbells #dead starbells

I've been jumping around the different streams from when Zam came back, and some people have too much faith in tf!Graecies knowledge. Saw a legundo chatter say "she knows he knows" in what I believe is reference to Graecie knowing that Legs knows about her and Zam. Graecie doesn't even know about her and Zam. She is NOT aware of legs' pining lol

#just thought it was funny #tbf id probably think the same if i didn't watch Graecie #but those two are still learning what romantic love is #they are not together #They (zam and graecie) basically confessed to each other #i don't think they know anything comes after that #tf!graecie #tf!zam #tf!legundo #tfsmp #the flight smp #the flight #rat chats

I am rather sad that I never saw a Pitbull Terrier edit of Apo and Cherri. I think it would have been funny

#I first had this thought after the barking stream #and i fully expected to see one #but alas #it probably does exist somewhere #i just haven't seen it #bannerfall smp #bf!apo #bf!cherri #bf!hellfire #rat chats

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs

Gender? Is that a type of cracker?