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dark stuff under the cut.

i’ve had a really, really, really rough week. i haven’t been around, and i don’t intend to leave this account. but my girlfriend tried to kill herself this week, and is voluntarily committing herself tomorrow morning. i know that it’s the best thing that she can do right now, and i’m glad that she’s going to be able to get herself the help that she needs and that i can’t provide. unfortunately, it’s having a negative effect on my mental health because i have severe dependency issues. especially with her. i’ll probably be moody and not do much writing for the next few days because i don’t want this to affect my writing or blog.

but really, i’m not abandoning this blog. i just need time.

#[ ✘ mun speaks ]#depression tw #suicide tw

starter call.

#[ ✘ starter call ]#indie rp #indie star wars rp #[ lost my last one -- so here! ]

titansdaughter

I couldn’t sleep…

#[ ✘ visage ]

kredhe

⛯ – “Should I?” She ran her fingers through her hair, then pushed a bit of it behind her shoulder. “Sorry….”

“it’s fine, i shouldn’t expect you to.” the brunette shakes her head lightly, “my name’s malia. i’m your mum.”

#kredhe #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

rebelgeneralleia

“So you’re Rey’s mother… I thought I felt a familiar presence in her. That explains where she gets her impressive gift with the force.” The General may not have known Kenobi like her brother had, but the stories her father had told her were enough to tell her that Obi Wan had been one of the best Jedi of their age. “I insist you come back to the base with me, I’m sure your daughter would be very pleased to see you.”

malia lets out a chuckle, even if she’s sure that rey does not so much get any of her talents from herself. she would give credit to the girl’s father for anything related to the force, certainly. he deserved it.

“i am not as sure about that,” she admits sheepishly, her shoulders lifting in a shrug. “but she is where the true tie in between our families lie.”

#rebelgeneralleia #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

raiisedforwar

❝ i would definitely remember you if we’ve met. but i feel like it is HIGHLY unlikely i’ve met your daughter before. you could tell me her name and maybe i can help.❞

but finn hasn’t ran into that many people after leaving the first order unless it was a small universe by chance, which it could be. after all he did manage to find the orange and white bb-8 unit that belonged to poe dameron, so there is a chance he could know her daughter.

the comment makes her smile for whatever reason, amusement or friendliness –– malia’s not quite sure. probably the aforementioned. possibly attributed to the fact that she’s trying to not let her frustrations about being u n a b l e to find her daughter, and has started to overcompensate to combat negativity.

“it’s been awhile since i’ve seen her,” she admits with a soft chuckle. “but her name is rey.”

#raiisedforwar #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

gcneralorgana

a smile spread across leia’s face despite the devastation that she felt in her heart due to the loss of her husband, for the resistance now had hope since the map to find luke skywalker was complete.

❛ rey is a tough girl, she will do just fine.❜

@norforgottcn | starter call!

“oh, i know she’s tough. that’s one thing that i don’t have to be unsure of.” there’s an awkward chuckle that passes through her lips and a hand comes up to tuck hair behind her ear. “but you know that it’s not easy to just stop being worried over her.”

#gcneralorgana #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

lannasroleplaymemes

Send “I’m scared” for your Muse crawling into mine’s bed after a nightmare.

Inversely, send “What are you afraid of?” for a role switch.

#[ ✘ meme ]

hcwfarivecome

@norforgottcn ;; starter call

Something in the woman’s eyes stirs something unfamiliar in Rey, and she can’t tell if it’s good or not. “Who are you? How did you get here– I haven’t seen you around before.” Sure, the resistance base was a big place, but Rey was good with faces, and this woman’s… was different.

it was her. there wasn’t a doubt, really. the same hair styled, features mirroring a combination of her own, and the child’s father. her accent was still there, too. it was amazing how the little details could evoke an emotional response from her. "you haven’t seen me in a long time, actually,” she corrects the girl gently. “my name is malia.”

#hcwfarivecome #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

hey, friends!! sorry that i’ve been inactive for the past few days. i’ve been pretty busy, especially since we’re putting our house back on the market. but!! i’m here, and i have very minimal homework, so i’m going to work on getting the replies/starters that i owe!!

#[ ✘ mun speaks ]

raiisedforwar

@norforgottcn ☆

he was staring far too long than he should be. but the woman just looks so familiar and he doesn’t know WHY or HOW. he has never seen her before, but there is something about her eyes the kindness in them that makes him feel like he has seen them before. finn realizes just how long he has been staring, when she looks at him with a very concerned odd look and the male just gives a small smile trying to be somewhat comforting? ❝ sorry, you just look so familiar like i’ve seen you somewhere before.❞

staring normally doesn’t bother her until it’s for an extended period of time. and the younger male has certainly passed what malia would consider to be normal. that’s why she’s looking back at him, her eyebrows knitted together and trying to figure it out. she’s too old for him, certainly. but she doesn’t quite relax, even when he speaks up.

“it’s alright. i don’t believe we’ve met before, though. unless, uh, perhaps, you’ve seen my daughter.” and there it is: HOPE.

#raiisedforwar #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

rebelgeneralleia

Leia made a motion of recognition as she began to remember the face of her father’s friend, Kenobi. While she had never truly met him, she had seen his face in her father’s photos, the data banks he had hidden from Imperial eyes. When she had called out for his help years ago, The General had known only of an old record photo and a story her father had told. “I should have known, the force works in mysterious ways and it seems to throw our two families together in times of peril.”

the comment earns a soft chuckle from malia’s lips, though she does offer a nod of agreement. even if she tended to stay away from most danger, as her mother had always guided her to, she had heard the stories about her father, as well as the stories that travelled through the galaxy. the force most certainly had a way of putting bloodlines close.

“that, it certainly does. though i believe, the force is not so much concerned with me, as it is with my daughter. she seems to be faring well in all of this.”

#rebelgeneralleia #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

thenegotiatcr

“Nothing suitable for my lovely little granddaughter,” he mumbled before looking at his daughter once more and smiling. “I know. I am glad to have had such an effect on the both of them. And that boy has an incredible power in him, just like your child. Luke must train the both of them and they will begin a new generation of Jedi.”

her hands idly rub at her stretched stomach. malia doesn’t have the true understanding of the jedi to find any comfort in her father’s words. most of her concerns fall on the selfish end of things, not the big picture. “how old are they, usually, when they begin to train?” what she was really asking was how much time she’d have with her own daughter.

#thenegotiatcr #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ you should already know ]

repxblic

@norforgottcn || Joined the resistance

⛯ – “Who are you? You look….familiar.”

“Oh. My name is Malia. You don’t remember me?”

#repxblic #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

starter call!!

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rebelgeneralleia

The General eyed the stranger carefully, her attention focusing on her eyes. They felt familiar, not on this face but in a long forgotten memory of someone who once was. “Now tell me, where have I seen those eyes of yours before?”

“that’s a curious question,” the curve of her lips is half amused. she knows who this woman is, even if it’s one-sided. you’d be hard pressed to try and find someone who didn’t know about general organa, unless they’d been living under a rock for the past decades. “i’ve been told that i have my father’s eyes. some knew him as obi-wan kenobi. others knew him as ben.”

#rebelgeneralleia #[ ✘ interactions ]#[ ✘ i hear your voice ]

omg!! so i never really expected to gain many followers on this blog, bc lbr, people run as far away as possible from female ocs most of the time. but i’ve had this blog for less than a month now, and i’ve already hit 150??? crazy!! i tried to do this when i hit 100 but was sidetracked bc... i’m always sidetracked lbr. bUT ANYWAY, i am crazy grateful for each and every single one of you that has followed this blog. i wish that i was rping with all of you!!

every person on this list deserves a follow, and honestly, all the people not on the list deserve one, too. this is a pretty amazing fandom, and i’m so glad i took the plunge and joined it. this blog has become a happy place for me, and it’s no doubt thanks to everyone that i’m following and everyone that is following me. so a big THANK YOU to everyone. without any further adieu, go follow these people maybe???

@aggressivcnegotiations, @all-about-waiting, @bb8sbuddy, @farmboyxjedi, @fcrcepilot, @fighterpiilot, @forcemeadow, @forcevcined, @gcneralorgana, @jediheart, @leiiaisms, @meddameron, @newxhope, @ofscavengiing, @poelease, @spacepiratemaz, @starsrey, @stcrmother, @strongwithintheforce, @successxr, @suppressingthelight, @temperdsteel, @thegcneral, @thenegotiatcr, @traitortotheorder, @withthefcrce @viresvoluntatis

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