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What are you(metaphorically) made of? — feathers.
Not the kind of feathers meant for flying, but for wrapping others in warmth when the cold finds them first. Your body bristles with the pale down of an angel, soft enough to soothe a storm. They come to you with trembling hands and hollow bellies, and you let them tear pieces from your shoulders, pluck warmth from your spine, until blood beads like rubies along your ribs, and still—still—you offer more. You were taught love is giving without end. But no one warned you what it would cost to be consumed. You’re so used to shivering, you’ve forgotten you were once whole. You should be furious. You should let the frost take them for once. You should say no. But the word lodges in your throat like a broken wing. And still, you reach out— because their comfort has always mattered more than your survival.
Tagged by: @taiyou-torikomu Tagging: if you want it come and claim it
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒
repost of a meme by moonpiehelps: mentions of panic attacks , vomiting , trauma , self harm , and distressing situations . Feel free to adjust as needed ! ♡
( 𝐑𝐔𝐁 ) ; one muse rubs the other’s back to comfort them while in a moment of distress.
( 𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐓 ) ; one muse grabs a bucket for the other who’s about to throw up.
( 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐄 ) ; our muses share a bed so the other doesn’t have to be alone.
( 𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 ) ; one muse calls the other a term of endearment to comfort them.
( 𝐇𝐔𝐆 ) ; one muse holds the other close while they open up / cry.
( 𝐀𝐈𝐃 ) ; one muse runs to the others aid after they were violently hurt.
( 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 ) ; one muse calls sender late at night in tears and the other comes over to comfort them.
( 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇 ) ; one muse reaches out to the other after they’ve withdrawn from everyone.
( 𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂 ) ; one muse discovers the other during a panic attack.
( 𝐍𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄 ) ; one muse takes care of the other while they’re sick.
( 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃 ) ; one muse holds the other’s hand while they’re in pain or panicking.
( 𝐂𝐔𝐃𝐃𝐋𝐄 ) ; one muse offers to cuddle with the other to help them sleep.
( 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐃𝐄 ) ; one muse opens up to the other about a traumatic experience.
( 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄 ) ; one muse guides the other through a breathing technique.
( 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 ) ; one muse comes to the other with an injury they’ve been trying to hide that’s beginning to worry them.
( 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 ) ; one muse gently kisses the other while they’re crying.
( 𝐁𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄 ) ; one muse helps the other into a bath/shower after a traumatic event. or they bathe together.
( 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐁 ) ; our muses instinctively grab each other while they’re scared.
( 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 ) ; one muse gives the other a shoulder rub.
( 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 ) ; one muse wipes blood off of the other.
( 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐓 ) ; one muse shows up at the other’s doorstep in tears.
( 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 ) ; one muse has been missing and finally shows up, dirty and traumatized. the other helps clean them up and tries to get them to talk.
( 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐄 ) ; one muse wakes up the other after having a horrific nightmare.
( 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐋 ) ; one muse makes the other a warm meal to make them feel better.
( 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄 ) ; one muse has been slowly deteriorating mentally/physically, the other takes it upon themselves to make sure they’re taken care of.
( 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 ) ; one muse takes the other’s face ( cheeks , chin ) when trying to comfort them.
( 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 ) ; one muse lets the other stay over when their house gets too stressful.
( 𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐑 ) ; one muse sits outside the door to comfort the other who won’t let them in.
( 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 ) ; one muse stays over to make sure the other doesn’t hurt themselves.
( 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄 ) ; one muse strokes the others hair.
( 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐔𝐌𝐀 ) ; our muses sit together after a traumatic experience.
( 𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 ) ; one muse helps ground the other ( bonus if you specify how )
( 𝐈𝐂𝐄 ) ; one muse holds an ice pack to the other’s injury.
( 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐏 ) ; our muses cry and hold each other after a traumatic experience.
( 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 ) ; one muse strides up to the other and suddenly embraces them tightly after experiencing something distressing.
( 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑 ) ; one muse calms the terrified other.
( 𝐒𝐀𝐅𝐄𝐓𝐘 ) ; one muse takes the other to a calm area where they feel more comfortable opening up.
what celestial entity are you? — Sattelite you are an intuitive and analytical person, capable of translating the unfathomable into the comprehensible. you seek knowledge and experience and are willing to venture to attain it. satellites make space into something concrete that can be shared and interpreted by those who will never see it. you are able to make sense of that which is frightening or abstract. you know how to make something not fit for consumption digestible. you’re the one willing to do the nitty gritty work —to get up close and personal until you understand how something works. you’re not afraid to ask why? the way your mind works is an enigma —calculated yet open to all the different possibilities. you notice the small details that slip by most. you are the feeling of discovering the mistake you made in a math problem then finally managing to get it right. the feeling of someone remembering your preferences even if you only mentioned them once. the feeling when something finally clicks in your brain and it all comes together. you have a tendency to investigate, just for the sake of making sense of things. people like to be understood and that is one of the things you’re best at. you’re good at making people feel seen. not just in what they say or do, but who they are. you are orderly and logical, but still benevolent. grounded in reality but still able to see beyond. you don’t care what people think about you —you’re too focused on your goals. people are astounded when you manage to accomplish what was previously considered impossible. they can count on you to see things through even if you are a bit of perfectionist+procrastinator. you’re striving to be great and know that, that in itself means something. your accomplishments aren’t the only thing that make you worthy. sometimes it’s enough just to show up and be there. make sure you’re taking care of yourself and don’t let your ambitions consume you. progress is progress, no matter the speed and it's important to recognize how far you’ve come. your strong sense of self and attention to detail make you a stable object in a ever-shifting universe. i hope all your hard work pays off and that you’re proud of yourself.
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@errantic - Mai and Wolfwood!
Thinking of adding some no JJK muses to my line up. It's just cleaner than having them all over creation. Hmm. It would probably be BG3, FFXIV, and MHA.
A Lick and a Promise
@knot-ee Yuji's head was pounding as he came to, a cracked stone ceiling swimming into view. Where was he? Something beneath him creaked unpleasantly when he rolled onto his side- a thin dirty mattress. He blinked a few times and rubbed at his aching eyes with the heels of his palms before looking up to take in his surroundings properly. He already knew what he'd find before it all came into focus. Another damn jail cell. "Oh come on." The complaint was voiced to no one in particular, except for maybe whatever capricious and mean spirited god oversaw his existence. He sat up, swinging his legs over the side of the cot, and running a hand through his hair-fisting it at the back in frustration. At least they hadn't cuffed him this time- but that also meant whoever brought him in felt pretty surely about the security of his cell. Sure enough- the bars looked just about brand new and the lock on the door appeared equally as up to date. No one was even standing guard, so either they were positive about him staying where he was put or no one much cared if he did or not. Yuji didn't feel like testing which it was. Nothing made a man look guiltier than trying to break himself out of prison.
Heaving a sigh he cast a cursory glance around and was relieved to find a tin cup of water along with a plate of some meager offerings sitting on a rickety stool beside the cot. He eagerly emptied the glass and then allowed his attention to extend beyond the bars to the rest of the immediate area. It was a typical jail- not a prison, thankfully. There was only one other cell beside his- empty and a desk in a far corner beyond that. Yuji recognized from past experience, the settings of an attached sheriff's office. Odd to find it empty, but he didn't mind having a moment or two alone to collect his thought and try to piece together what had happened. A few hazy images crossed his mind- the warm interior of a well kept bar, a few friendly faces turning sour. The barrel of a gun between his eyes. And now it was rushing back all at once. Another bank robbery with his name smeared all over it- and this time it hadn't been clean. Three people wounded and one dead. Never mind that Yuji had been two towns over at the time- it was his face people remembered, clear as anything. Just like last time, and the time before that, and the time before that, and- Shit. He really couldn't go anywhere these days. A certain someone had made sure of that. He buried his face in his hands again and wracked his brain for a better excuse than "It wasn't me."
Megumi Fushiguro knew all there was to reputations -- familial skeletons, judgemental stares, family burdens, and DEATH. Even if he moved across the country and even if he changed his name (which he had taken his mother's family name), there was always someone who could bore holes into his soul and find the secrets beneath. It wasn't that Megumi lied about his father, but he evaded any probing questions and probing eyes.
The less people knew, the better, AND he wasn't much of the sharing type no matter the aspect of his life. He did have one thing to thank his father for -- being the son of such a prolific and dangerous man attracted the attention of one man who took the child under his wing. Megumi always figured it was sick curiosity especially after finding out his father was responsible for nearly killing his mentor and leaving him scarred. All these years later and Megumi wouldn't put it past Satoru Gojo.
He wasn't exactly normal and that said a lot considering law men of his caliber were... distinct. Lonesome and reclusive. Those things checked out with the famous Six Eyes except he had his bouts of being friendly and normal when the time called for it. Satoru hadn't flashed him a smile or been overtly obnoxious since two months past when the law man slammed a telegram and the morning's newspaper in front of him. A voracious killer sweeping across the country. A man that was supposedly a hulking monstrosity; more beast than man.
After months Satoru was finally assigned with the task with bringing in the notorious rampage killer, and after so much arduous work it came down to a small time sherrif's assistant. It wasn't the end of a manhunt anyone was expecting and Megumi from knowing his mentor, knew the man was disappointed. Megumi was the only one who seemed rational and bordering on indifferent. It was a learning experience. He didn't have a vendetta or sick fascination.
While Satoru was dealing with the all-too-proud Sheriff, Megumi who always stayed under the radar slipped inside the small town jail. He knew by the FLACCID capture the beast of the man wouldn't be as beastly as he was written to be but this was.... different. He was a boy. Well not so much as a boy as a young man, probably the same age as as Megumi himself. With a blank expression Megumi approached the cell and stared with uncaring green eyes. In another time, the prisoner could have been--- NO. Megumi focused.
“ Wasn't you? A lot of guilty men say that. ”
The click of the door opening and closing wasn't enough to snare the boy's attention straight away but at the sound of Megumi's voice he went rigid and raised but head and hands in tandem. He gazed out of the bars, surprised to see a boy his own age instead of a full grown adult. He leaned slightly to the side to see if anyone else had joined him, but the boy was alone.
"Yeah, but they're usually trying to convince someone else right? Not themselves." He averted his gaze for a solemn moment then something seemed to hit him and he sat up straight and gestured wildly. 'i mean i know it wasn't me, it's just the timing you know? And the way he looks... it's uncanny. I just wonder if I'm crazy sometimes, the way it all lines up... But I'm not! I never killed anyone at least. I know that much."
Yuji lowered his hands again.
"I guess we're at a stand still though. You look like a responsible guy so I know you're not gonna let me out. And I'll just look guilty as hell if I run." He sighed. "Damn. nothing's ever easy."
i have a lot of thoughts on the megumi slander and the idea of megumi "never reaching his potential" that stem from my time in jjkcord and talking with ppl who have diff opinions on his character. at the basest of all levels, a lot of slander is due to ppl not caring to look at something beyond surface-level feats and power. the idea of powerscaling is actually fun and a great way to understand someone's abilities, but ppl ignore other factors when it comes to fighting.
with megumi, especially, there are a lot of underlying emotional factors, outside forces, and general characteristics that affect his battle strategy and how he uses his technique. this leads to the potential man meme—the idea that he will never reach a certain set goal. this is actually something reinforced to him by gojo bc of the current mindset he carries. half of sorcery is a mindset thing, and we see him struggling with his sense of self often—mostly due to how he views his morals in comparison to someone like tsumiki or yuuji.
bc he doesn't view himself to be a good person, he doesn't understand why his life would matter as much as his sister's or yuuji's. if you look back at the baseball game, it's a perfect metaphor for why he relies on mahoraga as a trump card. it's not that he wants to be out, and no, he's not fucking suicidal. megumi is a character who would rather take the sacrifice, bc he'd rather it be him than anyone else, because he feels as though they deserve it more.
this affects his fights and his motivations to win. he WANTS to win, but he's not DRIVEN by it because there are other things that he cares about more. these are common characteristics of a kid with too much responsibility but doesn't really want it, which makes sense for him. think of it like an heir to a company who secretly wants to be an artist or smth. megumi doesn't WANT to be a sorcerer—not really—so it makes sense that his growth follows a more natural and normal path for a sorcerer (AKA: not a fucking world-ending anomaly).
ppl who "hate" characters bc of their strength—ESPECIALLY IN JJK—actually fall into the same toxic mindset of the higher ups that gojo wants to dismantle. gojo WANTS megumi to exceed beyond his means, yes, BUT he wants megumi to want it, too, AND he wants him to do it naturally. that means that no, by 15, megumi isn't going to be a badass, special grade sorcerer, and we shouldn't even expect him to be a grade 1. gojo doesn't WANT that for him. yuuji, yuuta, and maki are all anomalies created by the toxic and dangerous system that gojo wants to END. he wants megumi to be a kid, first and foremost, and with megumi, specifically, there is no "potential" to be reached. he always just wanted to be good enough to protect his sister and ensure her future. when tsumiki dies, he loses all motivation bc his purpose died with her.
from there, it's not about a power-up arc—we got that in the culling games, when he was still very much motivated by her. after her death, his character is about emotional growth and realizing that he doesn't have to be like gojo or yuuta or yuuji if he doesn't want that himself. he can enjoy a simple life, bc that's what he TRULY wants and deserves (hello?? 266!!!). gojo wants megumi to be "greedier," if he wants to get stronger, but megumi's greed always extended beyond sorcery, where he could live the life he actually wanted.
basically, the potential man meme is a gross display of lack of empathy, media literacy, and understanding characters—ALL characters!!!—in jjk. it's proof that a lot of themes in the series went right over readers' heads, and they'll likely never get the point. if a person cannot set aside their expectations to understand that this is something meg never wanted, then they are missing the point why gojo killed the higher ups, they are missing the point of meg's character & what he represents, and they are missing the entire point of jjk.
" i can feel your heart aching and beating loudly in your chest. " sukuna + megumi
Crouched behind the dumpster, Megumi held his breath, dwelling within the shadow it cast with hands poised in front of him in preparation for a last minute summon. Was it a bluff? He should be safe here, cloaked in the space between darkness and light, but of course Ryoumen Sukuna wasn't just any pedestrian curse that could be shaken off so easily. The threat would have to be taken seriously, even if there was a possibility it was just a ploy to lure him back out.
Street lamps cast an eerie glow on the empty avenue and created puddles of shadows between buildings. If he could just figure out where Sukuna was positioned, he could maneuver his way out of range again. Hopefully.
The Curse King's energy was so oppressive that it was almost impossible to pinpoint its source and Megumi remained motionless for a while longer before zeroing in on a the baseball field across the road. One one the lights overlooking it had died, leaving a dark space large enough for him to travel through. From there he might be able to make a run for it, get far enough away to call Itadori or Gojo.
Scarcely daring to exhale, he slipped through the veil and reemerged in the grassy field. It felt quieter and finally he allowed his hands to fall apart, one reaching into his pocket for his cellphone as he backed away from the street.
_WHAT DOES YOUR SOUL LOOK LIKE?
a half painted canvas.
You are a living work of art. You are abstract, misunderstood by most. You make and unmake yourself over and over again to be what you need to be. To you, there is beauty in the unseen, in the places that normal eyes would never cast themselves. You feel the soul of the world in the way most others cannot, and the way things should or could be rather than what they are. Why be boring when you can be original, after all? Your greatest strength is that you are true to yourself, but at the same time, your sense of self is prone to change. You want to stand out, you want to be seen, to be appreciated. You cannot bear to be left alone, yet you are only understood in solitude. You have spent so long making yourself art in the eyes of others, but have you considered, who do you need to be for your own sake? What will make you beautiful to yourself? It is a question you can never seem to answer, and until you can find comfort in imperfection, in your own flaws, you will always remain a half-empty work.
Tagged by: not a soul Tagging: You! Yes, you!
“I’ll save people unequally.”
@norowaretamuses 一starter for the Tougyo Verse; feat. Mahito!
On October 31st, at 9:26pm, Gojo Satoru was sealed within the Prison Realm; and the cursed object became temporarily immovable as it processed Gojo's cursed energy. Kenjaku remained behind to watch over the object, while the four Special-Grade Curses went off in pursuit of their own ends. • At 9:30pm, Mahito utilized an ability resembling mitosis, and split off a clone to assist in his hunt of Itadori Yuji. • At 10:05pm, the remnant of Getou's soul, imprinted deeply within his body, turned Cursed Spirit Manipulation against Kenjaku's will, and reasserted control. • By 11:36pm, Mahito's battle with Itadori Yuji and Toudou Aoi was at the precipice of conclusion, and the odds were decidedly not in Mahito's favor. It was then that a man dressed like a Buddhist monk, with a near-completely faded scar on his forehead, approached Mahito, and thus provoked Itadori's rebuke.
A great many things had transpired in an arguably brief span of time, and a great many paths had been altered by the changes as they rippled from that singular distortion. It was almost certain, then, as the wheel of fate turned within the pool of curses, that the image of the future would continue to twist and distort…
๑一❝Shall I save you, Mahito?❞
It wasn't kindness on his tongue, but he was inviting him into a state of salvation - and perhaps the only form of salvation available to him in the moment. ‘Be exorcised. Be subsumed. And as such, be reborn.’ The sound of distant waves, languid and ceaseless, filled the negligible space between them. It always accompanied the effect of Cursed Spirit Manipulation - yet only the Curses Getou had already designated for absorption by the technique could perceive the sound, and the pacifying lull with which it beckoned.
Here, perhaps even at a glance - knowledgeable as he was on the subject of souls, Mahito might recognize that the voice that proffered succor was Getou Suguru. Not Kenjaku. The ancient interloper was silent, docile, dragged deep beneath the oil-slick tides of the curse manipulation technique. The brain lodged within Getou's skull ran an obedient course under the directive of cellular memory - a collection of impressions, experiences, and habitual certainties installed throughout Getou Suguru's brief life - the veritable ghost of himself, dragged from quiescence by a certain voice.
As the night had progressed, through the conflicts, the harried absorption of countless curses, locating and recovering his family, assessing the condition of Gojo's allies, his allies, too, once Getou felt his awareness stirring, awakening. It was impossible to stay asleep, not with all the noise. The desperation with which he brushed his thumb across the Prison Realm, the number of times he checked to ensure that the object was still safely ensconced within his robe - all of it served as a catalyst to sharpen his presence of mind, his grasp on his identity: the meaning in his return, it was being determined by each word, each action. Who was he? What was he here to do? For whom was he fighting? What was still keeping him bound to this bleeding, aching world?
And now he had arrived to stagger the events of the present scene as a deluge of cursed energy - roiling, churning, surging - imperceptible, and yet suffocating. It wasn't anger. He was far beyond that. Amber eyes cut a path from Mahito, towards Itadori. He knew as much as Kenjaku did about the boy - because the bastard's presence was like a storage facility in his head. Getou assessed his condition at a glance; Mahito was doing much worse in a sense, but they were both on one shaky leg. The difference between them at that moment, was the unique burden of a human: strength of heart. 'It just won't let you rest, will it?' He moved knowingly; of course Gojo's student would issue demands for the Prison Realm. It would make sense to a mind so young, and so earnest. ‘Give back what was taken’ - a simple, profound demand. He'd made it himself, after all, back when he was first faced with a separation from something he couldn't see himself living without. Sincerely, he didn't want to replicate that experience for another youth, but Getou had already decided that he wouldn't acquiesce. Gojo Satoru had no allies where he needed them most - no one, apart from Satoru, himself, knew that better than he did. And all the allies he did have, were kept in a perilous, powerless arrangement of hope and goodwill. Whoever took the Prison Realm would have a target etched on the back of their head - and it wouldn't necessarily be the fault of Curses or Curse Users, either. Gojo's allies were already either dwindling in number or working Shouko to death, so they were out of the running. Nor was it tactful to let any of these wild-eyed students shoulder one more damning sentence on top of all the trouble they were in, already. He didn't want another conversation like that with Satoru. A headhunt for a dead man. It was sensible then, wasn't it? Just to have his old execution order re-issued. ‘Unlike you, I’m a kind person.'
With a mirthless laugh, he eluded Itadori's efforts, and kept him at bay with the uncanny versatility of his technique. He sidestepped Mahito's lunge out for him, too. Mahito had rushed at him, palms open and yawning, hungry for a contingency and wanting what he wanted without reading the room at all. ‘So childish. Was he the one who spoiled you like this?' Getou's palm was open too, then. And the sound of crashing waves grew louder between them, audible only to the pair of them, until the sound swallowed the special-grade up, dragging him beneath an invisible undertow.
Mahito. A Special-Grade Curse born of human vitriol; self-hatred, and the hatred for one another - a uniquely human curse.
“I knew it. After all, I was born of humans.” They were the last words spoken by the unabsorbed curse called Mahito. ❝I don't doubt it.❞ Getou smiled at the gleaming orb in his palm with a pensive look, ❝There was a time when I may have unleashed you as a gift upon them, too. A reward for their hard work in fomenting your birth. But no one can remain a child forever, and we don't have time to indulge that kind of selfishness at the moment. Now. Wake up, Mahito.❞ The space at his side rippled like a mirage, and summarily ruptured, bursting open like an overripe fruit, to allow Mahito to step through the spatial distortion. The dark, ragged doorway faded as quickly as it had appeared, assigning the summoned Curse to the same battlefield he'd just left; though perhaps to him, it may have looked altogether different…
Salvation? Is that what it was to accept one death over another? The sound of the tide lapped at Mahito's awareness, even before the curse manipulator's attention was even on him, bringing to mind the endless waters of Dagon's domain at first. It threatened to lull him into a sense of pacification.
No.
He refused. He would not wade into those waters willingly, no matter how tempting. Passivity warred with his dread, the fear of billions condensed into one and made manifest in a single vile creature. A creature that would cling to life with his very teeth.
Oh no, he had read the room from the very beginning. Behind that placid smile and even-toned voice, a viper was coiled waiting to strike. He'd seen the emptiness in the promises and reassurances that the disaster curses had been so eager to swallow. One human was just like the next- treacherous to the core and Getou was no different. Wasn't it to be expected that a curse user like him would be capable of manipulation beyond the physical? But they hadn't seen it and now it was too late for them. He was all that was left of their little band. There was no grief in him, no pain at their loss, but there was no pretending now- no one left to hide behind.
Something about Getou had shifted, but he didn't care enough to take the time to consider what it could be. With the man's attention apparently fixed on the battered Itadori, Mahito made his move- dragging himself forward through the growing waves to lunge at him. It was all there was left for him to do if he wanted to survive this- break Getou down to his components, make him regret, make him hideous and small and pathetic. He would bring that lofty bastard down to earth and make him beg for mercy that would not come. He loathed him- feared him. Transform, diminish, demolish.
Getou sidestepped him gracefully and the current dragged Mahito back down, seething, shaking. Furious and terrified.
"I knew it. I always knew. After all, I was born of humans."
...The response he received was not as expected. That difference he detected was even more obvious in the measured reaction to his mutiny.
Was this truly salvation?
The lapse in his focus, the crack of confusion in the wall of his fearful rage, was enough for the undertow to take him at last. The churning roared in his ears, drowning out everything else as the world began to spiral around him. This was it, he was going to be absorbed, he was going to disappear, he would become nothing. He howled and tore at the space around him, searching for something- anything to cling to and finding his hands empty empty empty.
And just like that it went dark and silent. He was pure consciousness suspended in a black void- and then ahead of him moonlight, pouring in through a swirling vortex that he drew himself to automatically. The desperation was muted but still he followed it until just as abruptly his form returned and he stumbled back into the realm of the living.
Mahito caught himself on Getou's shoulder before he could fall back to his knees.
"What-" He broke off, eyes scanning their surroundings wildly and then squeezing shut because even in the darkness there was so much color. There were sounds he hadn't noticed before, sensations in his body. He felt the sturdiness of the ground and the grains of dirt against his bare feet. Smelled smoke and iron and a sharpness on the autumn wind that he instinctively recognized as a precursor to winter.
The hand on Getou's shoulder slid down, fingers curling in the soft, billowing sleeve. Safe. He was safe. ...Which he? Mahito gave his head a shake but it did nothing to clear it and nothing to dampen his senses. His feelings which he did not recognize and could not put a name to.
"What?"
I saw it different, I must admit
I caught a glimpse, I'm going after it
They say people never change, but that's bullshit
they do
" i won't warn you again. know your place. " sukuna + mahito
"Waaah! So scary!" The curse's face stretched in mock awe and he raised his hands halfway in a warding gesture. "You're not still holding a grudge about before are you?" Lips twisted into a sneer briefly before the expression became innocent again. Palms turned skyward, outstretched, placating- but not too far. Some lessons were learned faster than others.
"Don't be so harsh. I think what we need is a fresh start, hm? We have so much common ground, it would be such a shame to throw it all aside over a little misunderstanding."
i know i’m super late to the party but i finally got my hands on a jjk light novel and wow. new angst material
無下限__“ close your eyes, you don’t need to see this. ” /For Megumi or Yuji, whoever seems the most dramatic.
A moment passed, hesitation as jade green eyes flitted from Gojo's familiar shape ahead of him to the man on the other side, partially blocked from view by his benefactor. Megumi stalled, not wanting to look away, but not wanting to disobey a direct order. Not that this felt like an order, so much as a firm request. Firmer than Gojo typically was with him. There was a coldness to his voice that told the boy that neither he, nor this interloper, were going to enjoy what was coming.
The man across from them leered, too cocky for Megumi's liking. Clearly he didn't know what they knew- which was that he'd just waded into waters, much too deep and treacherous for his expectations. He wasn't the first "envoy" the Zen'in had sent after Megumi, but something in the primal part of his brain told Megumi he was about to be the last.
I'm not some little kid, he wanted to argue, despite the obvious truth. He was exactly that- but Gojo wasn't that much older than him, really. At least, he wasn't an adult either- not like this man. Maybe that's why the "envoy" was so badly underestimating them now despite Gojo's fearsome reputation. A flicker of a more appropriate emotion crossed his face when the older boy spoke, addressing Megumi rather than him. Like he wasn't there. Like he didn't matter. And truly? He didn't.
After a beat, Megumi allowed himself to fall a step behind his companion and with a solemn glance at the figure blocking their path, shut his eyes.
I've never fallen from quite this high
Fallin' into your ocean eyes