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I died too many times here

I'm suddenly so... sad

I might aswell end up killing it once and for all...

I'M HAVING A FUCKIN PSNIC ATATCK SNDL ALL YOU COULD SSY IS THAT IDK HOE TO BEHAVE

PUTA CHINGADAMADRE

Could you PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP!?

#HET OUT GET OUT LET ME ALONE

I think I was crying

I think I was crying in pain

It's so much easier to clear my head while in here

Idk why am I upset but I am

I wonder if they realize that it is bc I'm very depressed

#I probably don't look the part #but I am

Why do people always use "traumatized" like a despective word? Like is a shameful sickness that they are so glad is not theirs... what if I am? What does that make me? Weak? Bad? Sick?

#is just speculation... but I hate when people say that bc people used to tell me 'so good you are not like that' and well what if I am?

Don't panic, we can't afford to panic

I'm so tired

I should deal with the fact that I like you but I also don't like you

#drunk tag #alcoholic tag #like I like you and I might even love you but I also don't love anyone and I don't really like you that much

Why are you lying to her?

The thing is, I really don't want to be here, like I would rather not been at all than to be here but I don't want to make it seem like I wanted to so... you know, that one works

not-in-home

Where did I put you?

not-in-home

It was.... just laying arround?

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