hey yall
Do i know if anyone will read this? No, but probably not.
I feel like everyone with an ed tumblr account has done this at some point, so here is me following that tradition:
I'm in recovery. I've been in recovery for about two months, and it's not very long, but it's something. I've told my friends and my family. I have a doctor and a dietician and two therapists.
This is it. If I don't recover fully this time around, I know my eating disorder will kill me. I don't want to turn twenty, and then thirty, and then forty and fifty and still be panicking over snickerdoodle cookies. I might not like my body, but she deserves better than this. All she did was try to protect me.
I might relapse. I hope I don't.
Saying goodbye is hard. Most people frown upon ed communities like this one, but y'all have made me feel less alone and for that I thank you. Please take care to the best of your abilities. You all deserve to live long and wonderful lives.
All my love,
not-sidetoside
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