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only bending i do is over | they/them | D.A.M.N student

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this is a rp account!

based on redacted audio, gavin's listener!

thank you @moronkyne for the icon :3

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i'm sorry

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sorry?? are you okay-

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yeah, i'm-

no, not really. not entirely.

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what happened..?

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you've heard of correction, right? how if someone is caught repeatedly speaking out or working against the Imperium's ideals, they get brought in for "re-education" and come out of it a "law-abiding citizen"?

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i mean sure, i dont know how they go about "correction" over there but... go on?

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i'm sorry

@emphasisonfree

sorry?? are you okay-

[emphasisonfree]

yeah, i'm-

no, not really. not entirely.

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what happened..?

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i'm sorry

@emphasisonfree

sorry?? are you okay-

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Any fashion opinions to share with the people?

oh i’m the wrong person to ask, my style is so inconsistent - but gavin could probably help!

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Okay. Which Harry Potter character (in fanon, not canon bc f-word jk rowling) are you in love with?

oh god i haven’t re read harry potter in ages… i actually wasn’t allowed to! i had to sneak reads of it as a kid cuz my parents are against witchcraft or something (wrong idea, right conclusion?)

i liked hermione most though! little me wanted to be just like her

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shoutout to the LSD addict that pissed in your coffee this morning

wh— hello i didn’t even have coffee this morning??

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i can see you…

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waves excitedly!

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shhh don’t be too excited… we can’t let him find us…

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i can see you…

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(Taylor's Version) (From The Vault)

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taylor swift fan… interesting…

i wish to learn more about you all…

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😭

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:D

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do i really exist? am i all just inside your head?

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i can see you…

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(Taylor's Version) (From The Vault)

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taylor swift fan… interesting…

i wish to learn more about you all…

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i can see you…

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don’t leave your door unlocked. it’s never truly safe.

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july 16th. 2:39am.

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how to pay attention to the universe you’re currently in after discovering your best friend made you racist in a different one reddit

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OTHER YOU IS FUCKING THE EVIL LASKO 😱

…do i need to go check on the other me???

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I'm just fine, thank you.

And he's not evil.🙄

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i’m not dumb! you’re me, of course you’d say that!

and yes he is, i would know, he talked to me just to insult my boyfriend!

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What would you like me to say then?

I promise he's not. things are just different here. i do remember that we've talked about that before.

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i don’t know how well you resisted getting brainwashed, so— i don’t know. but what happened to vin?

and yeah. different cuz laskos a creep!!

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I'm not brainwashed! these anons are crazy. and nosy.

The Incubus is still at the Haven, no worries there!

He was trying to maintain a professionalism, i was the problem. but that doesn't matter now!

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“the incubus”? oh god you’re a shell of yourself just how bad did he torture you…

he saved your life and this is what you do? pretend he’s just “some demon”?

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It was no worse than foreplay. now if the Department would have stepped in for correction, that would have been torture and merciless. there's no telling what I would have had to endure.

That feeder saved my life for his own benefit and seduced me into becoming a regular meal.

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and what exactly were you expecting him to do, you jackass? save you and then leave himself to unravel and die?

he’s been nothing but good to you since you met and that’s still not enough for you. you even have the nerve to call him slurs? tell me, since you’re now bouncing on lasko’s dick this hard, where would you be if your threads were sliced and you didn’t have your magic? do you think he’d even care about you?

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None of us can change the past. i'm not even upset that he did save me since it brought me to where i belong. but the fact is, his intentions were entirely self-serving. and i fell for an act.

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If my threads had been cut, i would never have met Lasko. i wouldn't even be alive today to be having this conversation, so that's a moot point.

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vin’s the one putting on an act?? oh my god snap out of it!! even if he was “lying to you” it was to survive! you’re closer to him than you’ll ever be to one of the most powerful people in that hell hole!

listen i know he apparently pulled some insane shit to get you to start talking like this, but there has to be something of you left in there. get your tongue off of lasko’s boots.

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OTHER YOU IS FUCKING THE EVIL LASKO 😱

…do i need to go check on the other me???

[emphasisonfree]

I'm just fine, thank you.

And he's not evil.🙄

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i’m not dumb! you’re me, of course you’d say that!

and yes he is, i would know, he talked to me just to insult my boyfriend!

[emphasisonfree]

What would you like me to say then?

I promise he's not. things are just different here. i do remember that we've talked about that before.

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i don’t know how well you resisted getting brainwashed, so— i don’t know. but what happened to vin?

and yeah. different cuz laskos a creep!!

[emphasisonfree]

I'm not brainwashed! these anons are crazy. and nosy.

The Incubus is still at the Haven, no worries there!

He was trying to maintain a professionalism, i was the problem. but that doesn't matter now!

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“the incubus”? oh god you’re a shell of yourself just how bad did he torture you…

he saved your life and this is what you do? pretend he’s just “some demon”?

[emphasisonfree]

It was no worse than foreplay. now if the Department would have stepped in for correction, that would have been torture and merciless. there's no telling what I would have had to endure.

That feeder saved my life for his own benefit and seduced me into becoming a regular meal.

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and what exactly were you expecting him to do, you jackass? save you and then leave himself to unravel and die?

he’s been nothing but good to you since you met and that’s still not enough for you. you even have the nerve to call him slurs? tell me, since you’re now bouncing on lasko’s dick this hard, where would you be if your threads were sliced and you didn’t have your magic? do you think he’d even care about you?