Caught up in the swell

Graham Levi Cambridge 17 Busy. What of it?

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I Need Entertainment

ANONYMOUS TIME!!!! (or ask in character!)

HYE have you ever?

FMK fuck marry kill

KHC kiss hug cuddle

NML a night, a month or for life?

AMA ask me anything

HON hot or not?

WWY well would you?

WYR would you rather? 

TOD truth or dare?

SMW ship me with?

TOT this or that?

WIS who I ship? (with myself, or with others — specify) 

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Text➝Lesley☆

Lesley: rude cracker rude

Lesley: OMFG STOP

Lesley: UR SO CHEESY WHY DOES IT MAKE ME SMILE NO

Graham: NEVEr

Graham: BECAUSE YOUR SMILES MAKE ME HAPPY

Graham: like geez

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  Mhm, yeah. It’s nice to see you too, lovey. Oh, right, sorry — [She smiles softly, hugging him before nodding off to the kitchen. Biting down on her lip in nervousness, she gestures for him to follow her, pulling out one of the bar stools before heading over to the fridge.] Do you want anything? I — I’m stalling, aren’t I? I just… What do you think? [Stella looked over at him curiously, between picking at the orange she’d pulled. She still hadn’t get used to the idea herself and wasn’t about to say it aloud on her own, make it all the more real. Figuring edging him along would suffice, she hadn’t wanted to cause more pain to the both of them than necessary.] 

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[Graham smiles softly at Stella and follows her into the kitchen, mimicking her and pulling a stool out for himself, sitting on it quietly and resting his elbows in the countertops. He chuckles and but shakes his head] You most definitely are, but no thank you, I'm good. Honestly though? I have no idea what to think anymore. I guess I've...I've been suspicious of things in the past, but really I have no idea what's going on with him, he won't talk to me and no matter how hard I try to show him that he can trust me, that I'm not going anywhere, he still refuses to believe it. 

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Text➝Vincent ♕

Vincent:hey heffes boy. (:

Vincent: i miss u

Vincent: its really early rn i know. i'm sorry if this wakes you up

Vincent: but if you're not busy after school or anything could you help me with something?

Vincent: just clean up from the assembly is all. i promise i won't be lazy. i'll contribute

Vincent: you can maybe even kinda sorta meet my sister? (: we can go out for pizza after? my treat.

Graham: Mr. prez is this really you???

Graham: i miss you more

Graham: you did wake me up but it's ok because waking up to a text from you is a billion times better than waking up to my alarm clock

Graham: i'm never busy for you V and it'd be my pleasure to help you

Graham: oooooo? meeting sisters and pizza? how could I ever say no???

Graham: I would be honored to meet your sister. I promise to be on my best behavior :)

[matty-rosati]

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instaGraham: Thanks for the nomination fuckers I nominate Alfie Bonas, Vincent Bristol, Eve Castillo and Lesley Bordell. You have 24 good luck!

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Graham and Lesley’s Moodboard

"I just want you to let me in. Tell me what I have to do for you to let me in."

"You’re dumb."

"I can do that."

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[She’s partially out the door when he pulls up, holding on to the door frame as she pushes the door open when he approaches] I — heard the car as it, [waving him in, she doesn’t bother to finish her sentence as she pulls the door behind him] you know, yeah. 

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[Graham pulls into Stella's driveway, smiling when he sees her standing in the doorway. He jumps out of the car after putting it in park and glides through the open door.] Thank you, and hi, it's good to see you. [He leans down and pulls Stella in for a hug] 

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  I’d like to see you try. Just ‘cause I look skinny doesn’t mean I haven’t got muscle.

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I don't doubt that you have muscle, I've seen your shirtless before dude, but I'm a good couple of inches taller than you. I could totally move you.

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  I really think that’s for me to decide, isn’t it?

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It is. I'm just trying to persuade you to give it back to me. Otherwise I'll just have to move you myself. 

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  What if I told you I don’t care?

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That honestly wouldn't surprise me at all. But c'mon, are you really going to let me freeze? I'm too cute to die of hypothermia. 

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  Maybe one day, but I wouldn’t count on it.

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What if I told you that was my favorite jacket? 

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Text➝Lesley☆

Lesley: sometimes ur gayer than me & tbh its pretty hard to be gayer than me

Lesley: if i say i do will u stop?

Lesley: you really need to stop being so cheesy bc u make me smile & blush

Graham: idk if that's supposed to be a compliment or an insult but either way gtfo

Graham: i mean..i guess

Graham: then i'LL NEVER STOP BC LESLEY SMILES MAKE ME HAPPY

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  Snooze ya’ lose.

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Does this mean I'm not getting my jacket back?

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Text➝Stella ☼

Stella: i will i just

Stella: okok i just checked and my ma's out so you're more than welcome to hop on over here, sunny

Stella: i get that, i respect that. that's why i'm telling u, alright??

Graham: i'm already out the door [car emoji]

Graham: alright alright and i respect (and love) you for telling me and trusting me with this info

[callmeluca-blog]

Can I…help you with something?

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Yeah sorry dude, you're just kinda sitting on my jacket.

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It's Been Too Long || Alfie + Graham

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"Don’t raise your eyebrow at me boy." Alfie pushed Graham away a little before hanging his head as his friend spoke. Graham knew Alfie so well, almost too well. ”Of course you don’t, and I’m not bullshitting. I promise.” he added as a side thought, but Alfie 100% couldn’t say that he was okay. All he knew was that day by day he was feeling better. “I’m not hiding anything, I swear, and I’m okay, yeah it sucks but I’m doing okay.” Okay was the only word to describe it. He wasn’t feeling excellent or amazing, just okay, satisfactory. “I remember.” After Tucker had died, it was like Graham became a completely different person and it took a real long time for him to open up again. “Trust me, Graham I’m telling the truth. Like I said earlier, I’ve dealt with the worst of it already.” and he had to do it practically alone. With Graham gone, Mia dead, his and Julian’s relationship in ruins he didn’t really have anyone close to him that he could talk to.  But Graham was back now, and that to him, was all that mattered. “Well, I’ll spare you the gory details. She got a text from her mom and it said that they were being robbed and she told Mia to stay at Malibu and not to come home.” Alfie paused for a moment, trying to remember all the details of the event. “So Mia freaked, insisted on leaving as soon as possible. So she got in the car, with Miya, Audrey and Mack. All of them drunk, and then she crashed the car.” he stopped again, pausing for a few seconds as he tried to find more words, some strength to finish it.  ”They were all taken to hospital, Mia just… there was nothing the doctors could have done for her. She was conscious for a little before she died though. I got to talk to her, so that was something, I suppose.” he shrugged a little, trying to find something less… sad to say about it, but it was what it was. “Even if she did survive she’d be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life and she didn’t want that, I don’t blame her, or anyone. I’m not mad any more.”

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Finally satisfied with what Alfie had to say, Graham nodded and patted the other boys leg. "You've always been more put-together and in control than I've been. But, you know, I'll still be here if you ever decide to not be okay. And of course I won't judge if you wanna cry. You don't ever have to pretend around me. That's what best friends are for." He eased into silence as Alfie told of the accident and when he was finished, Graham finally found himself at a loss for words. He clenched his jaw, the muscles in his face hardening and tried to take deep breaths in attempts to calm himself down. How could she do this? She knows better than that. Why, why ,why. These were the thoughts running through his head as a few more tears fell from his shinning eyes. He was angry, and hurt, and incredibly upset that he hadn't even gotten a chance to see Mia. To say goodbye. "I'm sorry that I wasn't here." Graham shook his head sadly and looked down at his hands. "I'm sorry I wasn't here for her." He looked over at Alfie. "And I'm sorry I wasn't here for you."

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Text➝Stella ☼

Stella: ofc u do ((ily too!!!!))

Stella: "even tho she probs won't tell you" i don't understand??? what does he want me to say??? nothing??

Stella: this isn't really a thing we should be talking about over the phone, i think

Graham:

Graham: nooo! you have to clue me in!

Graham: I have nooooo idea what's going on with him anymore but I wanna be in the loop and i just

Graham: i need to be there for him okay? whatever it is, you can tell me and

Graham: you're right should I come over? or do you want to come over? or should we meet some where?