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Uriel Ward Personification of Zeal

[chaoticxqueen]

If I believed you we’d be in a car right now headed to the closest facility, but I don’t. What would you do, throw a bible at them? I doubt you’ve even killed someone before. 

I resent your insinuation that I’m drunk, but you should know inebriation does not stop my malice.

[notawendigox-blog]

[ he laughed very very loudly in a way that said he didn't find what she said funny at all ] Do you want to see the face of god? [ it didn't matter the answer; he was already changing, eyes melting away into the back of his skull that cracked and turned into the shape of a goat, horns growing out thin and branch like as his very flesh melted and decayed around his twisting body. He was more an undead beast than anything living or human; a picture perfect wendigo of all things. ] Look into my face and tell me I haven't killed again. The world is filled with sin and every day I do my best to cleanse it with these teeth of mine. And you are a drunk and no matter how much you hate, it won't change the fact inebriation will lead to mistakes. Mistakes you can't afford when the world wants to kill you.

[chaoticxqueen]

That’s adorable.

Uriel Ward, isn’t it? I guess I should know, we watched you for at least a week. You’re a bit.. dull, for zeal. I was hoping for fireworks.

[notawendigox-blog]

I do what's best to further the goal of getting rid of the ASHC. You point me in the direction of them and I'll show you fireworks. But I know more than myself is needed to kill every single last one of them. I don't have to like someone to trust them. You're probably going to be a prime example since you're a drunk. 

[chaoticxqueen]

You are lucky not to know everyone.

[notawendigox-blog]

Why? Don't we have to know each other better, so we can trust each other, so we can kill the bad guys?

[zachary-miller]

-shrugs- Chalk it up to being on the run for years at a time, makes people cautious and untrusting. I don’t know. -looks around, noticing an empty plate outside a hotel door. Zach reaches his hand out and the plate comes flying toward him, stopping just before his reach- There, happy? Now why won’t it work? Can’t get it up? -snickers- I’m sorry, I couldn’t resist.

[notawendigox-blog]

But you're around personifications. [ he watches the plate fly through the air; smile on his face  ] Yeah, that makes me happy. And I don't know, it depends on how I'm feeling, so, yeah! I can't get it up. [ he laughs. ]

[wynstxn-zxk]

   ”I’m annoying cause it’s fun, besides this is just a little chat not like we are doing business or anything—but fine…be that way. Sit on your pedestal and feel better about it. As for Lucien bright boy, but so gloomy and a little emotional. As for why I didn’t do it, well..I had a hick up—a problem. Though I was back up if things went wrong or you need a different kind of persuasion.” he paused wondering if he should divulging anything about himself, though after some calculating he didn’t find any harm coming from it. “Not to mention Lust and Zeal aren’t really two things that go hand and hand. Aka why we are doing so well at the moment—see.”

    As for Keegan’s gift, not to mention him wanting to prove the other wrong, was a hard pill to swallow—since for the sake of the group, and some mystery he had to decline showing exactly all the things he could do. Yet, instead let that comment slide and just smiled like the little child Uriel thought he was. 

[notawendigox-blog]

I shall, because I know that's how things get done. This is no time for games or problems. Especially if they're outside ones. At least Lucien understands that. He is fine the way he is. [ he laughed ] Anything done without zeal is a shadow of its true self. Zeal is to chase and go after what you believe and want with every single fiber of your being. I don't let problems get in my way. It has nothing to do with why we don't get along. To blame our difference on our personifications is shallow. It's because you're annoying.

[that-tsunami-though]

Lucien gave the other a light smile and jumped when the other put his hand on his shoulder firmly. Listening to what the man had to say he realized now that Uriel was in fact a killer. That was something he would not soon forget. “Right, the right thing to do….ok”

With that mans words he frowned “That was not what I meant, When I was younger than I was now, I was stupid, and I let a friend know what I was….He told the AHSC and my mother figure…the personification of tough love died protecting me…That us why i’m here and also why I refrain from just telling anyone.” Lucien was sharing a little too much but he wanted Uriel to trust him. “More than likely that someone will be Hudson, he is the personification of terror, and we almost killed each other when we first met….you may like him though. If i’m Correct your powers are similar in nature, You can turn into gods right? He can turn into Mythical creatures, demons of the sort. Out of good faith I should let you know that i’m Despair. And I’m a cryokinetic. It’s only fair since I’ve been briefed on you….also I will brief you on the others since you have decided to join us.”

[notawendigox-blog]

Uriel's brow arched up. "And she died because she wasn't strong enough. Didn't have the power to properly protect you. At least her spirit is still with you." He didn't know if he should be feeling any sadness over the loss of another personification, but it felt like one more reason to approach the fight with the ASHC aggressively.

This news about Hudson was irritating to hear as well. "I won't like Hudson. He sounds like he needs to be put in his place. This is no time to be fighting among each other when we have one clear enemy that intends to do anything to kill us all." Lucien didn't seem like a bad or annoying person either. So why even attack him? "And my power, isn't to turn into a god. That would be blasphemous. I am far less than god, I am just his servant. Like an angel." He grinned, liking that comparison. "I've known you well in the past Despair, so I'll trust you." And he held out his hand.

[wynstxn-zxk]

   ”Well I don’t want to toot my own horn, but I did get a gold star last week for my smart comments on the figments of religious deities and modern-day theism—though we can meet up some time later to chat about that” Keegan tried his hardest not to just up and leave, since he was growing annoyed but on the other hand he found pleasure in the matter."Also…Urinal, I know you preacher types love to jump to conclusions and point fingers but you don’t know how useful I am, because I may not seem like it but I have the best communicational skills in our group and I can make almost anyone, do anything or give us anything we need. So lets slow your roll, buddy….” 

[notawendigox-blog]

I don't want to talk to you beyond what's necessary. You've already shown that you're more annoying than worthwhile. And I know all atheists love to jump to conclusions about religious types and preachers. I don't see any evidence in your claim either, you can't seem to even communicate with me properly without sounding like a child. And if you were the best, why was it Lucien that recruited me? You'll never be able to make me do a single thing you want, unless I want to do it myself.

[wynstxn-zxk]

   ”More like sexual innuendoes, though a man of zeal like yourself probably doesn’t know many innuendoes…or do you?” he flashed the man a mischievous grin as he decided to cause the space between then to lessen as he stepped forward. “Though, if you are asking me to prove what I’m saying is bullshit or just plain—cocky. I won’t mind.”

[notawendigox-blog]

...So basically you do nothing but make "smart" comments. It's okay, maybe one day you'll actually be useful.

[wynstxn-zxk]

  “Well if you say you aren’t half the things they say about you, then not saying anything about yourself doesn’t deny nor confirm the previous statements that were..well…'said'—right?” Keegan couldn’t help but tease the new guy. His personification was far from anything Keegan would consider useful, but either way he played along for the good of the team. “I’m Keegan Blood. The teams…..oral support”

[notawendigox-blog]

I'd sound more suspicious if I denied it a lot. The truth is better shown through action than words. [ his face scrunched up at the term 'oral support' ] What your saying sounds like cocky bullshit though?

[warren-burns]

So just casual sex?

[notawendigox-blog]

No. I don't have casual sex. That's... [ on the brink of saying one word for five seconds he just pushes it out ] disgusting. I don't like to touch people like that. I don't do that.

[zachary-miller]

Oh it’s nothin’, just Lucien….not that he’s unimportant, I mean he’s the guy who got you here and — nevermind. I’ve just been a real big ass to him, is all. Noted, but I can handle a little ol’ car just fine big guy. It’s fair enough, I guess, seeing how you have a file just like the rest of us now. -smirks- Curiosity, love walks on the beach, and I’ll show you my power if you show me yours. 

[notawendigox-blog]

You should apologize then. I'll make sure to try harder if you annoy me then. [ he hums briefly, considering the offer; looking around he thinks he may as well try. Seconds pass and he sighs giving a shake of his head. ] Nah, I can't. It won't work right now. Is it a common habit that not every personification tells their ability?

[moradonocturno]

commission: wendigo attack by Detkef

[zachary-miller]

Shit, guess I owe him another apology. Didn’t expect you to be so….calm. -extends his hand- Zach. Pleasure meetin’ ya, Mr. Ward.

[notawendigox-blog]

Who? Well...if you want me to lose my shit just offend me and I'll throw you in front of a car. [ he takes Zach's hand in a firm and brief grip ] It's - probably - a pleasure to meet you Zach. You should tell me about yourself since you already know what I am.

[wynstxn-zxk]

    I wouldn’t say rude…I’d go for creepy—ooh maybe even invasive, but not rude. Also if you have or had a problem with it, talk to our little friend ANON about it. Apparently he calls all the shots…..

[notawendigox-blog]

Of course I have a problem with it, because I'm not half the things they say I am. Now who are you? I don't think I need to say anything about myself.

[warren-burns]

Ah, I see. Where’s your brother now? Most of my friends and exs. What personification are you? 

[notawendigox-blog]

I don't know where he is. Probably working with the ASHC or government since he's the nosy type. Can't be sure. I'm Zeal. I've never had an ex before.

[warren-burns]

I meant the device, you need a new one. I’m Warren Burns, not dangerous, but super friendly. Personification of Adventure, 21 years old. 

[notawendigox-blog]

My brother gave it to me I'm not getting rid of it. Good, I don't want to get angry at anyone. Adventure? That sounds like a pleasant thing to be... Anybody think you're psychotic because of it?

[warren-burns]

[cringes] What the hell is that? 

[notawendigox-blog]

[ he tucks away his phone ] It was what was written about me. I sound like a psychopath. Now it's your turn. You have five seconds.