eating disorder

sw: 57kg cw: 50.25kg ugw: 40kg body check is in profile picture

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Cm : 2.54 = inches

Inches * 2.54 = cm

Kg * 2.2 = lbs

Lbs : 2.2 = kg

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I could've had such a lower intake today if I wasn't stupid. Ugh, I'm reaching a new point in my ed that's no longer the honeymoon phase. Either way, I'll get back to it by the end of the week.

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Weight Rewards !!

•°currently 50kg°•

(-2kg) 48kg = new serum

(-5kg) 45kg = clothing for 100usd

(-7kg) 43kg = new foundation and concealer

(-10kg) 40kg = huge shopping spree

Body rewards !!

Toned stomach = get nails done

Slim thighs = new jewelry

Slim arms = new notebooks

Hourglass shape = sign up for a gym

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Woah, I feel so motivated to be productive today

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I'm getting so strong cravings right now, I just had grapes and I'll get some carrots now, it's okay because I still eat healthy and in a deficit compared to everybody who eats Macdonalds 2000 calories for cravings.

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It ended with a net of 139, so tired and exhausted, though.

20th March 2023

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Just burned 261 calories, and I feel like I'm dying.. but I'll definitely do it again later.

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Rules im gonna start living by to improve myself

1. Brush teeth 3 times a day

2. Always have a clean room

3. Finish assignments asap

4. Always have charged devices

5. Never leave the house without jewelry

6. Light simple makeup

7. Be quiet

8. Don't be on social media often

9. Always finish workout routine

10. Be skinny

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A scenario that always makes me feel like working out.

Sitting by the water on a big towel with some friends, I'm wearing a tiny skirt and a little tanktop that shows off my slim arms, defined collarbones, and my cute little toned waist.

We decided to eat a late dinner at the beach that day, and my friends decided to split a pizza and all drink half a liter of regular cola, but me? I'm too dedicated, I got the tiniest bowl of fruit and a water bottle. The calories in the whole pizza were the calories I burned on a daily basis, so I had no worries. Compared to them..

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New week plan !!

Calories will be no more than 600

I have to burn at least 300 calories by exercise and 100 by walking

No sugar and no junk food

Reject EVERYTHING

Eat as little as possible, even if it's to eat half of the dinner and my parents are begging me.

No weigh-ins, wait until April 1st.

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My father wanna take me out to eat since I'm skipping school today because of an excuse I made, I'm gonna try declining..

Update: I rejected

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Finally bounced down to 50.25kg, I feel like I've been stuck at 51kg for forever, I've never been below 50kg so I hope I'll see my weight starting with 4 soon.

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Sw: 57kg

Cw: 51kg

Gw1: 50kg

Gw2: 46kg

Ugw:40kg mby