Poetry, quotes and my shit life - 20 @nothing-lasts-forever2 - Tumblr Blog

I want to die

I dont think it'll kill me but I really hope it at least numbs the pain.

There i go fucking things up once again

Honestly

You deserve so much better than me, I'm sorry

I've really fucked it up now

I'm really not ok

Feels like you're pulling away from me and I don't know what to do

Feel so fucking awful

I feel so unimportant to everyone I care about

I want to tell you, but I don't want you to be disappointed in me. I don't think I can have both. So, for now, I'll keep it to myself.

I love you and I'm sorry

I don't know how much longer i can keep doing this life thing

I hate this. You want to talk to me but you also don't, which ends with these short clipped replies and us barely talking.

In what way is this better? If this is how things are going to be, there's not going to be a relationship soon enough.

I feel so broken, and its just getting worse. What do I do?

Everything hurts

I've started scratching again. Feels like I'm going backwards. I've wanted to cut so badly recently.

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