ghosts are not real

writer. dreamer. once a dead soul but now awaken. let bygones be bygones. somebody join me in my journey 'cause i don't know which way to go.

[fyp-philosophy]

They’re talking about things of which they don’t have the slightest understanding, anyway. It’s only because of their stupidity that they’re able to be so sure of themselves.

Franz Kafka, The Trial (via fyp-philosophy)

It was possible to feel superior to other people and like a misfit at the same time.

[nothingbeatsme-blog1]

Jeffrey Eugenides, The Marriage Plot (via books-n-quotes)

I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing.

[nothingbeatsme-blog1]

Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin (via books-n-quotes)

[wordsnquotes]

If the girl had been worth having she’d have waited for you? ..‘No, sir, the girl really worth having won’t wait for anybody.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of Paradise (via wordsnquotes)

[thequotejournals]

Scars. A sign that you had been hurt. A sign that you had healed.

Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe (via wordsnquotes)

[thequotejournals]

Don’t forget - no one else sees the world the way you do, so no one else can tell the stories that you have to tell.

Charles de Lint, The Blue Girl (via wordsnquotes)

[fyp-philosophy]

Our anxiety does not come from thinking about the future, but from wanting to control it.

Khalil Gibran (via fyp-philosophy)

[nothingbeatsme-blog1]

Me: Akala ko okay na tayo? Self: Good for three days lang yun oy.

[nothingbeatsme-blog1]

What did you this summer?

Ayun, pinalungkot ko lalo sarili ko.

[nothingbeatsme-blog1]

Naiinggit ako sa mga taong vocal. Yung nasasabi nila yung thoughts and feelings nila. Bakit kapag ako na parang ang hirap maglabas? Kaya tinitipa ko na lang e. Hindi kayang ilabas ng bibig ko. Tipa na lang.

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Sa totoo lang napapadaan lang ako dito sa tumblr kapag hindi ko na kaya yung lungkot. Kapag wala na naman akong maramdaman. Kapag ang dami ko dapat gawin pero nakahiga lang ako sa sofa o kama.

Hi

Pakshet nandito na naman ako.

[nothingbeatsme-blog1]

Why am I like this?

NOTE: I saw this draft and I asked myself, who was this person na kinaiinggitan ko? Hindi ko na maalala haha. But yea, I think it’s okay to post this now. Wala na naman sa'kin.

So a college friend (not the kind of friend you can tell secrets to) won in a contest and I’m not happy that she won. I mean, i should be right? At least I should congratulate her because wow, she got the first place! But I’m not close to that feeling, not even the slightest. I know I’m a little sht most of the time but this is one of the things I hate about me. I can’t seem to be happy with the accomplishments of someone I know. It is fck up, I’m well aware, thank you.

[thequotejournals]

So therefore I dedicate myself to myself, to my art, my sleep, my dreams, my labors, my sufferances, my loneliness, my unique madness, my endless absorption and hunger - because I cannot dedicate myself to any fellow being.

Jack Kerouac (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

Not everyone can feel things as deeply as you. Most people, their feelings are … bland, tasteless. They’ll never understand what it’s like to read a poem and feel almost like they’re flying, or to see a bleeding fish and feel grief that shatters their heart…

Juliann Garey,  Too Bright to Hear Too Loud to See. (via wordsnquotes)

[books-n-quotes]

Before that she hadn’t realized how fragile happiness was, how if you were careless, you could knock it over and shatter it.

Celeste Ng, Everything I Never Told You (via books-n-quotes)

[wordsnquotes]

I like people with depth, I like people with emotion, I like people with a strong mind, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and also someone that can make me smile.

Abbey Lee Kershaw  (via wordsnquotes)