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Here I say what I would like to scream to the world

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The more I want to live, the more reasons I find to die.

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Sometimes life takes away more than it gives, and only leaves you with the sad void of infinite loneliness.

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I am not satisfied with my life, I am not satisfied with myself. I want it all or I want nothing. And it seems that I am closer to nothing than to everything.

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Sometimes I wonder if I'm ambitious or greedy.

Will I ever be satisfied with myself or will I always aspire to be someone I'm not?

The fear of being replaced eats away at me and I don't know if it's rational to think this way or if I should keep running as if I'm running out of time and work to be perfect, to be excellent, to be irreplaceable.

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The person who said “Nothing happens if you make a mistake” must have been either very stupid or never made a mistake. If you make a mistake you lose opportunities, relationships, friendships, jobs and even life.

It is true that we learn from mistakes, but at what cost?

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They call me partner but I'm not part of their team, they call me friend but I'm not part of their circle.

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Doesn't it sometimes happen to you that you feel a lot of little and a little of a lot, without having any control over your emotions, as if your emotions weren't yours?

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I don't understand how people like me, if I hate myself so much.

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Why I'm not enough?

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They all crumble around me, and I don't know whether to stand or fall with them...

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Es impresionante como se te queda grabado en la cabeza algo que te dijeron y que de verdad te dolió.

[nothingcomesfromnothing-008]

...I feel lonely, anxious, depressed, I want to go far away and nobody finds me, I want to find my soul again and learn to be happy, but I am tied by what I was taught to love, fear and respect, I have seen others cut their chains, I have seen them leave...

But as much as I want to cut my chains I end up cutting my wrists...

I bleed desperately for someone to save me, I find myself in a lonely and cold sea, surrounded by dead and rotten things...

I realize that they are the remains of the wings that repeatedly cut me off, those who swore to love me, those who abandoned me while complaining about how miserable they are for my existence.

I should drown, I should die, I should finish what they started...

-me

[nothingcomesfromnothing-008]

Who knows how to appreciate more the light than darkness, who knows how to estimate more the love than hate, and who knows how to value more the life than death...

-me

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"No matter how hard i try, i'm never enough"

- me

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"Being a flower in the fire, is to love what hurts her, and to have affection for what despises her"

-me

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"They say that being different is good, it makes you unique and special, but nobody says how lonely it can be not to be like others"

- me