A Beautiful Mess

Hello all, I'm Vicky. I'm a counselor at a hospital. (Wow it feels so cool to say that) Along with reblogging fun pictures, quotes, dogs, music, TV shows I watch, etc., you know the usual, I also use this as an outlet to help with my recovery. So expect a lot of positive things, psych related things, and some trigger warnings. I'm here to talk if you ever need someone.

[nothingis-sacred]

God what the fuck is wrong with me today. I am a shit human being but I can't stop. I haven't had bad urges to self harm in a long time but today man I want to do it so badly right now but I don't want to throw away like 3 + years of not doing on these feelings

[amiga-hormiga-deactivated201611]

[depressionhope]

If you suffer from depression, there’s always hope!

[defineyourgrind]

[oldfashionedvillain-deactivated]

I’m Lemonade-ing!

[wordsnquotes]

Maybe the moon is beautiful only because it is far. لربما القمر ليس جميلا إلا لأنه بعيد

Mahmoud Darwish (via wordsnquotes)

[nothingis-sacred]

I keep feeling badly, I need to find a therapist. I need to figure things out. I need to stop being so needy. I need to stop being so afraid. I need to believe him when he says he loves me. I can't. And I think I'm messing it all up. He's getting tired of me, I can feel it. His love for me dies a little more every day and I'm scared. I'm dumb to think we'd be together for a long time. I'm unhealthy for him. I'm not good enough for him. He will realize this and find someone better. Anyway, I need a therapist. And I haven't posted in a while so, hello all!! Sorry for my stupid emo post

[anthony-samaniego]

february showers instagram

[factory]

Just because the past didn’t turn out like you wanted it to, doesn’t mean your future can’t be better than you ever imagined.

[vagueism]

[lavendermuseums]

#LAVENDER sisterhood is about embracing all your emotions, even the ones no one wants you to express.

[stability]

when someone makes fun of your insecurities and you have to play it cool

[twloha]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

I go through phases. Some days I feel like the person I’m supposed to be, and then some days I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you still are willing to be near me.

Mary Kate Teske (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[wordsnquotes]

Be alone. Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone. In the midst of this you will learn about yourself. You will grow, you will figure out what inspires you, you will curate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity, and when you do meet the person who makes your cells dance, you will be sure of it, because you are sure of yourself.

Bianca Sparacino (via wordsnquotes)

[tastefullyoffensive]

He’s so proud of himself. (via RaymondBrian01)

[stories-of-scars]

I always worry I am impossible to love. But what if I’m the one who’s incapable of love?

(via stories-of-scars)