Best Kind Of Mess

Paige. 27 and from Ontario Canada. Dont let someone tell you, you cant do something

[top-secret-suicide]

[abnormall]

i am utterly disappointed in who i have become. i wanted to be someone better, someone important, someone beautiful. but instead i waste space, i waste time and i burden the people i love. this isnt the future i had in mind for myself and i know its too late. i’ll never get that future i dreamed of as a child.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I swear I’m not a person anymore. I don’t laugh, I don’t feel joy or satisfaction or anything even remotely positive. I find sadness in literally everything. It’s like my brain isn’t capable of processing the good stuff anymore. I feel pain. I am pain. There’s nothing else. I don’t even have a personality anymore. All I am is pain.

[valentina-poem]

[nothingss-fine-im-torn]

I’m an amateur photographer. My photos never get the love they deserve imho. They only get likes if the picture is of the person liking it or if it’s a picture of someone the person likes is liking it. My pictures are good and people just don’t ‘like’ them because I’m me. If someone else took them.. someone who was popular and well liked and wanted around.. they’d get likes. I know that sounds stupid and it shouldn’t bother me. But it does.. it really hurts. A lot.

[nothingss-fine-im-torn]

I had to go to hospital for my mental health. They asked me if I wanted to off myself & I said that I did. They then asked me what I would do.. so I told them. But since I wouldn’t be more specific they didn’t care. Because I wasn’t more specific they didn’t believe me.

[lov-ing-ly-deactivated20260228]

If youre over the age of 20 and lost all your teen years to mental illness and never got to be normal, or have healthy relationships, went down the wrong path or diddnt have the right nurturing support from BOTH your parents and now you have to sort of catch up on your life whether thats getting your license, getting your GED, starting college, fixing your mental health, or starting things you told yourself to start or try again and again no matter what it is, and trying to fight to live and accomplish shit you FEEL you should have accomplished as a teenager but diddnt have the capacity or insight to care about due to mental illness.

I am so incredibly sorry, and im thankful youre here and alive and trying!!! also;

You are N O T a failure you took your time because you couldnt put more on yourself than you could bear to carry and that is a mark of self care so dont ever feel bad about it

I am so fucking proud of you, youre trying your hardest to get to the top even though it may be harder now, you could have given up but you havent and for that you are victorious and i am in awe of you.

[nothingss-fine-im-torn]

My mental health has gone to absolute shit. It just seems like more crap keeps getting piled onto me.. my depression is the worst it's been.. I had an anxiety attack which was the worst one I've had.. and to top it off my emotions have gotten super strong which is not a good thing and I end up hitting myself in the head. I think I should maybe see about medication.. but also I don't want medication because it scares me and what if I gain weight I already struggle with my body and body dysmorphia.. but I also can't get in to see my doctor or even get him on the phone because of this pandemic. I just really don't know what to do 😞

[thegoodvybe]

[ruby-white-rabbit]

So i went on a date to a haunted house and made friends with the girls behind us. As we’re going through, one of them is holding my hand and a guy leaps out and separates us. I panic as my date is pulling me along, I reach back for her and grab her hand in a group of three other performers and start getting out if there. After a bit I look back to check on her and I discover I’m holding the hand of a six foot tall zombie creature and not a 5'2" girl.

Cue the most terrifying realization of my life.

I had basically kidnapped this performer from his section and abandoned the girl and her friend behind us.

[ruby-white-rabbit]

Yes, I screamed. My date thought it was Hilarious.

Yes, we found the girls. Turns out when I grabbed the performers hand, he grabbed theirs so our group wouldn’t be separated. So there was just this zombie in the middle of our group line for like fifty feet

[kyuubinu-deactivated20190226]

This is like a Scooby Doo bit I love it

[fairycosmos]

me: compulsively switches between the same 4 apps for 12 hours straight because i’m absolutely incapable of being left alone w my thoughts

[untrusteveryone]

SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE WHO STILL TRIES TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS AFTER DEPRESSION HIT THEM HARD. THERE ISN’T ENOUGH RECOGNITION FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THAT THEY’RE GOING TO LOSE INTEREST AND MOTIVATION AGAIN BUT PUSH THEMSELVES TO DO STUFF ANYWAYS. YOU ARE FIGHTING A DAILY BATTLE WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND YOU’RE STILL COMING OUT ON TOP, YOU’RE ALL BRAVE AS FUCK 

[phaxes]

via weheartit

[thegoodvybe]

[knowanoah]

Stop telling yourself that the grass is greener on the other side, because it’s not. It is greener where you water it. So take control of your life and start watering your own pastures and grow your own greener grasses.

[babyanimalgifs]

Only in Russia.. a human having a water fight with a bear

[cherrysmoon]

this is A Lot™