Just trying to interact dicretly

20yo. FTM trans, pronouns are He/They/it. Im a lurker and using this blog to explore some stuff. dont like it? DONT FOLLOW.

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Updated Intro

Now that im sober and not focused on holding anything, lets take this from the top! hi, you can just call me D. this is my Kink blog. I made it to follow some Omo artists from ao3, but this blog is gonna be alot more then just that. This blog was made to help me accept some parts of myself ive kept hidden for the majority of my teen/adult life. Im 21yo!! just turned 21 as of February

Minors get the fuck off my page. you know yall aint suposed to be here. now scram before i get the broom. anyone who dosnt have an age in their boi or has a minor age will be blocked. end of story.

Some things about me: Im new to this side of me and this side of tumblr, so i know fuck all about terminology. My pronouns are They/he/it, im trans FTM, NB Masc presenting, im demisexual, the chances of me wanting to do sex stuff off the bat is very very low unless its in a ROLEPLAY SETTING with CHARACTERS, who ARNT ME or YOU. I have more of an intrest of being controlled then doing the controlling. being teased about things is fine, especialy if you describe something youd think my FC would do, PLEASE do that- being teased and lightly humiliated is fun. Im still exploring stuff so if i find something thats a hard NO i will say so and you best respect it. i am not afraide to block someone. I am an artist! i like to draw stuff but likely wont post alot because i have a recognizable style and i dont want this to be connected back to my main blog. My safe word is Pineapple if that matters. I am a masochist as far as im awhere, again im exploring here. Nick/Pet names you can call me if you ask ananomously: Kitten, Doll, Dollface, Little Angel, My Angel, Sweetheart, Pup, Good girl, Good boy Nick/Pet names you can call me if you dont ask ananomously:| Sweetie, Good Boy, Pup. My list of known kinks: Dom/Sub dynamics Light BDSM (being handcuffed to a head board is all ive had experiance with but being tied up sounds fun too) Choaking is a YES Leash and collars/petpl4y Omo Heat (not, the whole of A/B/O just the heat part :p) Teasing/Orgasm delay/denial Being called a good girl (that one is a very rare instance tho) Pet names are always good (pup, puppy, kitten, sweetheart, doll) Biting is yes (vampires make me FERAL) I dunno how many of these fall under others but might as well be as crystal fucking clear as i can. List of Kinks im willing to explore: Knife play Flame play Wax play This one is pretty recent, like as of the day im posting this but, intoxication? letting someone intoxicate me and slowly turn me on sounds, fucking exquisite. Maaaaaybe consensual non-con but, not in a r4py way. Stuff you will never see on my blog for as long as im running it: Scat, Incest, pedophilia, anything to do with sexualized Age play, bestiality, torture, hard gore, necrophilia, non con, (consentual noncon is a hard maybe), rape, race play. will add more to this if it comes up. Some more casual stuff about me: I have a dog i love plushies i can and do love being soft and cuddly im not alwase just a kinky slut. if we get really close i can link you to my main blog where you can see that side of me more clearly :D

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

I really really wish I could go off birth control

I'm only on it to get rid of periods because of the PMDD and sensory hell. I miss being horny, Ive thought about being on T instead but I like my voice and I like how I look now (and when youre a system that shits hard to get working), plus the horny THATD bring is too much, especially with no easy way to deal with it (I have no toys or anything)

Ugh I'm in a catch 22 and I don't like it!! No fair.

[nothingbutflowerz]

Hheheh,, thank you for reblogging my stupid numbers fetish post. I used to think I was the only one in the world who got off to The Scientific Method… have you measured your own bladder capacity?

By the way I really love your post about chugging water on a full bladder! I think cute boys should actually always have their stomachs super full and bloated :]

omg you have no idea how interested i am in medical experiment omo or like. scientific stuff. ive never measured my own capacity, i did kinda but it wasn't really the most accurate. id def be interested in trying again though

and thank you so much! i definitely agree<333 i love seeing full tummies so much....squishhh

[lady-of-vitreous-sight]

mutuals you want to go on a roadtrip with where you pack a lot of water bottles

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Fuck I really need to pee but I'm playing MC with a friend

I'm still needy from earlier, lets see how long I last on this exploration

Wish me luck 😖

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

fuck my friend is pokeing at me to respond to our RPs we have going on but i cant THINK im so piss brained rn (and she dosnt know thank god) someone save me sp full., so good fuck-

i think im about to lose yall-

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

I did lose

Not an accident but I had to get up and GO.

When I tell you the hissing filled up the WHOLE snack bathroom.

Oh I'm drawing shit tomorrow.

Anyway gn for now.

[nothingbutflowerz]

need some ACTUAL desperation on my timeline. need people hyperventilating, twisting their legs together, grabbing at their crotch as tight as possible, so full of piss they can't even get through a sentence without whining about how full they are. need people with tears in their eyes cuz they have maybe 30 seconds before their pants are gonna be soaked. need people struggling to stand up straight because it makes them feel like they're gonna explode any second. need people bent over, leaking, waistband of their jeans digging harder into their bladder the more they jam their thighs together, the more they bend over trying so hard to hold it in...where can i find this...

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

The fact this was posted on my birthday last year/pos

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Fuck I really need to pee but I'm playing MC with a friend

I'm still needy from earlier, lets see how long I last on this exploration

Wish me luck 😖

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

fuck my friend is pokeing at me to respond to our RPs we have going on but i cant THINK im so piss brained rn (and she dosnt know thank god) someone save me sp full., so good fuck-

i think im about to lose yall-

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Fuck I really need to pee but I'm playing MC with a friend

I'm still needy from earlier, lets see how long I last on this exploration

Wish me luck 😖

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

torture

hi hello i still exist birth control did infact tank my labito but i cant take it right now (insurance is taking its sweet ass time shipping it) and holy fuck being horny and needy and *full* unable to get in the shower to deal with it without letting everyone in the house know is the worst/pos the TL;DR of it is i had top surgery YIPEE but because of that, i need to be veeeeery careful when i do shower, so even if i wanted to get off in said shower id have to figure out a way to do it without fucking up my healing scars and when youre horny brain YOU CANT FIGURE THAT SHIT OUT god even pissing didnt help i need to be fucked into the matress by my F/O please good lord (no im not back back yet, ill make an update post later, rn im too horny brain and am gonna try and distract myself with minecraft, wish me luck.)

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

kinda doing an impromptu hold and the app im using to deside if i get to go or keep holding has chozen keep holding the last three times and im seriously at my limit-/pos

[hoodiedeer]

Reminder, if you ever pay someone for a commission on Paypal (NSFW OR NOT) you SHUT THE FUCK UP in any text box it gives you.

(No this does not mean try to be a snarky comedian and say it was "bomb materials" or "fuck u" or whatever. Don't play with people's livelihoods, just shut the fuck up and don't type anything at all, it's not that hard.)

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Hey yeah this is really fuuuucking important yall. shut the hell up. ignore the text boxes.

[hopelesslee28]

wanna know how to not get blocked by me?

PUT. YOUR. FUCKING. AGE. IN. YOUR. FUCKING. BIO 👀☠️

thanks for coming to my TedTalk™️

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

say it louder for the people in the BACK

[potatomaster760]

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[nothingbutflowerz]

AMAZING PLACE TO BE

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

maybe one day am very much too much of a coward, but ill atleast spread the word for the people who arent terrifyed of people XDD

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Soooo, how'd the shower go? Were you able to hold on or.....?

Sorry for the late reply, ive been recovering. i did go to the bathroom and started the shower but then a not good pain hit so i chose to go for safety reasons. i might have pushed myself a little too far, alwase be safe when doing these types of things yall. I also was dumb and set the shower water too hot and heat and me do not mix so i got kinda sick afterward, felt really dizzy and nausiated. learn from my mistakes, horny equals dumb more often then not so please please please be careful For the duration i was holding it was very fun tho!! even if it ended a lil meh. i wish i could do better

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

So, I do kinda need to go, I had two bowls of soup, I'm now remaking my fave autumn drink that goes right threw me, unfortunately it won't be ready for a few hours but that means I just gotta hold on right?

For now I'll drink some water while I game and hope I can hold it.

Asks and DMs are open if interested, no pressure, Ill do my best to keep updated

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Minor update, drink is now steeping/heating up, in an hour and a half ill check on it and see if its drinkable. had to wash fruit so that didnt help my need at all. maybe a 3/10 i can feel stuff there and i cantcompleatly ignore it but i still have plenty of room

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

another update, im waiting for dinner to really get going, but i did open an angry orchard and im sipping on it. still 3/10, maybe 3.5? i keep getting distracted and not drinking like i should be...

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

4/10, the waves have started, light at first but, def getting up there, cant ignore it. I think i wanna get really needy and try and take an actual bath, just sit in the warm water and see how long i can last, many ideas. (lets see if my dysphoria lets me do that) im doing my best to drink my drinks, i have angry orchard and a glass of milk

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

small little update incase i drop off the face of the earth For some fucking reason alchohal makes me, EXTREMLY SLEEPY now a days now my only explanation/theory is, prepare for D lore- i had a health scare last month, i thought id have to get SURGERY. long story short i didnt, but from that scare (around the 13th of september) to now, i havnt touched this much alchohal. ive had a sip here or there from my friends glasses, but not this much myself, so my body isnt used to it, and the depressive properties of the alchahol are making me sleepy ill def do my best to STAY AWAKE, but if i pass out and this post isnt updated today, thats why i likely fell asleep, woke up bursting and in my sleepy stupor didnt really think of tumblr imma try and hang on cause im having alot of fun, but lord the eye lids are heavy.

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

fucking, christ that shot up 6/10, waves of desperation, it feels like my muscle are cradling my bladder and pressing it and rubbing it I feel so fuzzy since the alcohol is hitting me and my light weight self fuck, being drunk should not make me this horny. Fictonal crush posting, feel free to ignore theres a sertian character i wish was here right now, want him to pin me, rub my lower stomach till im whining and whimpering with tears in my eyes FUCK..im so needy

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

fucking- solid, it feels solid, i cant sit still, how am i so weak already? fuck. breathing out reminds me every time of the ball of liquid in my lower stomach, im not well/pos

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

i cant be quiet, i keep moaning and moving around, i can tell im gonna brake soon. im gonna go get in the shower and, and try and hold on, fuck ill try and summerize what happened when im out, oh god-

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

So, I do kinda need to go, I had two bowls of soup, I'm now remaking my fave autumn drink that goes right threw me, unfortunately it won't be ready for a few hours but that means I just gotta hold on right?

For now I'll drink some water while I game and hope I can hold it.

Asks and DMs are open if interested, no pressure, Ill do my best to keep updated

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Minor update, drink is now steeping/heating up, in an hour and a half ill check on it and see if its drinkable. had to wash fruit so that didnt help my need at all. maybe a 3/10 i can feel stuff there and i cantcompleatly ignore it but i still have plenty of room

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

another update, im waiting for dinner to really get going, but i did open an angry orchard and im sipping on it. still 3/10, maybe 3.5? i keep getting distracted and not drinking like i should be...

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

4/10, the waves have started, light at first but, def getting up there, cant ignore it. I think i wanna get really needy and try and take an actual bath, just sit in the warm water and see how long i can last, many ideas. (lets see if my dysphoria lets me do that) im doing my best to drink my drinks, i have angry orchard and a glass of milk

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

small little update incase i drop off the face of the earth For some fucking reason alchohal makes me, EXTREMLY SLEEPY now a days now my only explanation/theory is, prepare for D lore- i had a health scare last month, i thought id have to get SURGERY. long story short i didnt, but from that scare (around the 13th of september) to now, i havnt touched this much alchohal. ive had a sip here or there from my friends glasses, but not this much myself, so my body isnt used to it, and the depressive properties of the alchahol are making me sleepy ill def do my best to STAY AWAKE, but if i pass out and this post isnt updated today, thats why i likely fell asleep, woke up bursting and in my sleepy stupor didnt really think of tumblr imma try and hang on cause im having alot of fun, but lord the eye lids are heavy.

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

fucking, christ that shot up 6/10, waves of desperation, it feels like my muscle are cradling my bladder and pressing it and rubbing it I feel so fuzzy since the alcohol is hitting me and my light weight self fuck, being drunk should not make me this horny. Fictonal crush posting, feel free to ignore theres a sertian character i wish was here right now, want him to pin me, rub my lower stomach till im whining and whimpering with tears in my eyes FUCK..im so needy

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

fucking- solid, it feels solid, i cant sit still, how am i so weak already? fuck. breathing out reminds me every time of the ball of liquid in my lower stomach, im not well/pos

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

So, I do kinda need to go, I had two bowls of soup, I'm now remaking my fave autumn drink that goes right threw me, unfortunately it won't be ready for a few hours but that means I just gotta hold on right?

For now I'll drink some water while I game and hope I can hold it.

Asks and DMs are open if interested, no pressure, Ill do my best to keep updated

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

Minor update, drink is now steeping/heating up, in an hour and a half ill check on it and see if its drinkable. had to wash fruit so that didnt help my need at all. maybe a 3/10 i can feel stuff there and i cantcompleatly ignore it but i still have plenty of room

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

another update, im waiting for dinner to really get going, but i did open an angry orchard and im sipping on it. still 3/10, maybe 3.5? i keep getting distracted and not drinking like i should be...

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

4/10, the waves have started, light at first but, def getting up there, cant ignore it. I think i wanna get really needy and try and take an actual bath, just sit in the warm water and see how long i can last, many ideas. (lets see if my dysphoria lets me do that) im doing my best to drink my drinks, i have angry orchard and a glass of milk

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

small little update incase i drop off the face of the earth For some fucking reason alchohal makes me, EXTREMLY SLEEPY now a days now my only explanation/theory is, prepare for D lore- i had a health scare last month, i thought id have to get SURGERY. long story short i didnt, but from that scare (around the 13th of september) to now, i havnt touched this much alchohal. ive had a sip here or there from my friends glasses, but not this much myself, so my body isnt used to it, and the depressive properties of the alchahol are making me sleepy ill def do my best to STAY AWAKE, but if i pass out and this post isnt updated today, thats why i likely fell asleep, woke up bursting and in my sleepy stupor didnt really think of tumblr imma try and hang on cause im having alot of fun, but lord the eye lids are heavy.

[nothingtoseeherethankyou]

fucking, christ that shot up 6/10, waves of desperation, it feels like my muscle are cradling my bladder and pressing it and rubbing it I feel so fuzzy since the alcohol is hitting me and my light weight self fuck, being drunk should not make me this horny. Fictonal crush posting, feel free to ignore theres a sertian character i wish was here right now, want him to pin me, rub my lower stomach till im whining and whimpering with tears in my eyes FUCK..im so needy