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@notice-me-tc
i say i don’t care but i do
who was I before I became obsessively attached to my teachers?
He’s still not back 😭
Not an update
(Just posting random moments till he gets back)
At grad, 🐞 hugged me and other people at the same time. Initially he saw me and went to give me a hug but some of my friends were right next to me, called out his name and he extended the hug to include all of us. 🍂 (it’s my friend but for the sake of this entry, I’m calling her 🍂) who was apart of this hug later told me that she noticed 🐞 was either 1) hugging me for longer or 2) wanting to give me a second hug but didn’t. And she noted that he may have started liking me back when I was in class (but obviously didn’t do anything at the time).
Ok so the *kind of* full story behind 🐞 giving me his number. (I won’t go into full detail because I’m lowkey scared someone I know will see this and somehow figure out who 🐞 is).
So I graduated a couple days ago and he was there (didn’t know he was there or was even attending until after the ceremony). After saying my goodbyes to people I went to go and find him so we could have a one-on-one. We spoke for a while, hugged like 2-3 times and he offered to give me his number (which I gladly took). In the middle of our convo, 🐞 drops the ‘L’ bomb with no hesitation. Like he fully says i l-o-v-e you to me. I didn’t say anything back to him relating to it bc 1) i didn’t expect him to say it 2) he quickly moved on from it and 3) I didn’t feel like it was appropriate in the moment to address it. We’ve been texting on and off since.
We’re meeting up soon and I’ll ask him about his feelings then 🙇🏾♀️
I have his number 😝
I know I said I was done with the TC but I’ve been drawn back in by one interaction and I need to know if I’m being delulu or not. Context: I graduated uni less than 24 hours ago
🐞 (former tc- last one I ever had) was there - didn’t expect him to be. This mf is looking scrumdillyumptiously good and while having 1:1 convo with him, he tells me ‘I love you’ like it was nothing whilst all giddy.
There’s more to the story BUT PLEASE TELL ME that isn’t something someone says casually to someone 😭 like I legit need to know.
And no I didn’t find it creepy or anything
Am I delulu in thinking he likes me
Yes
Nah
!Update!
I’m retiring the TC aspect of my account/page. I legitimately haven’t had a TC for well over a year now (and I graduate very soon) so now I wanna use this account to start posting/engaging in the type of content that I’m into: writing. I’ve always loved making up stories in my head and (trying) to put it into words. I’ve done that with Wattpad which I’ve had for the past 10 years and being a silent reader here on tumblr (and ao3 😔) for the past 8-ish years. Now I want to better my writing skills by posting stuff on here. I will still engage in tcc posts somewhat I just won’t be posting anymore (feel free to dm anytime).
TLDR (except I explain it like a cavewoman) :
me no have TC = me no wanna post TC content anymore but I still like tc post
me like writing/reading books and fanfics = me wanna write
My teacher being overly nice to me is just like thinking the stripper actually likes me. Like please dont, I cant take itt.
yeah sex is great but have you ever been praised by your tc? best feeling ever.
I wanna live vicariously through your tc experiences (im just nosy) and wanna know any interactions you have had with your tc/ older individual
tumblr is my little vague diary. you guys know nothing and everything.
love u all
smart men are so attractive
i get so insanely attached to any authority figure that shows me the smallest sliver of kindness it's absolutely insane
I think maybe just knowing you was worth it in the end
to hear "I'm proud of you" from a man who is old enough to be my father >>>