—Did you like the food Dad?—
Chayanne asked Philza while he was washing his plate, they had just finished lunch, Tallulah had already gone to her room while Chayanne was just cleaning the kitchen.
—Of course, You make the best food Chay—
The little boy smiled and when he finished he went to look for Tallulah, Philza got up from his chair and was about to leave, but something caught his attention, on the kitchen counter there was a covered plate, he removed the cover and saw the food .
It seemed strange to him, Chayanne did not leave extra food served, at least if he left food he kept it on a tray, but that one was served, they all ate, he decided not to pay attention to something so small but she would be attentive to the next one.
Missa was in calacaland finishing some of the walls that still incomplete.
his stomach rumbled a couple of times. He was hungry, he went down from there and sat on the crafting table, he looked in his backpack and took out a bottle of water, he drank it completely, he knew that this would not take away his hunger, since I was avoiding eating for a long time.
He did not feel good about himself, he felt that he had failed as a person, he was not a good father or husband, he always had to be away from the island for work, he did not understand how his family still loved him.
What good was for him to be there?
he only got in the way, Chayanne was capable of defending himself and taking care of others just like Tallulah, they were already quite independent.
Did he was taking space in the house?
Of course, he couldn't even be there to comfort his own son after the death of his godfather!
Philza told him how devastated Chayanne was after that, he told him how he heard him cry while she hugged the pillows of his bed in search of THE LOVE AND HEAT that he must have given him.
What a great father he was, right?
He couldn't even be alone without dying!
All those thoughts were going through his mind, Missa had fallen into a horrible depression, he had been too careless, he didn't care about what happened to himself...
Roier knew how bad he was, but he knew Missa wouldn't tell.
Missa was a closed chest for people, only Roier and Spreen know what can go through his mind.
Another plate full of food at the inn, Damn!
Philza was already frustrated, it had been more than 5 weeks finding that day after day, Chayanne had said that he always served the family dishes.
He already knew it was Missa's dish.
But... Why didn't he eat?
He is always in his park, but that tires him, how can he go without eating for so long and not have fainted yet?
He had already tried to talk to him but Missa always avoided him.
Why did he do it? Was Missa sick?
That was until today, he went to look for Missa at the amusement park.
Suddenly, his communicator rang, it was a message from Cellbit.
"Hey Dad, Umm.. You need to go to my house NOW, bad news."
He arrived at Cellbit's house, there he was with Baghera and Roier, they looked worried.
Cellbit was going to say it in a calmer way but Baghera jumped to say it
—We found Missa, but he has passed out, we don't know what happened—
Cellbit said sarcastically upon seeing Philza's reaction.
He held Missa's hand, he still hadn't woken up, it had been hours, Roier had already given him serum to hydrate him, but we had to wait for him to wake up to see what had happened.
Oh.. he wish he had noticed it sooner...
What they didn't know was that that would be the last time he would wake up, his body could no longer resist it.
More than a year with this problem...
All because of the 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙤𝙤𝙙.
