Somebody Save Me

S'up, I'm Nick and I'm stuck in this hell known as Wildwood. They call it a 'health camp' but what it really is, is a sexuality correctional facility I'm here for the long term, now it's not only a camp, it's a school and they won't let me out until I prove I'm not gay any more.. Yeah that's not gonna happen. Until then, I'm making the most of my time here and causing as much shit as I possibly can. Gotta remember, I'm not a saint and I never will be. Anderval 1x1

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

isolatedblaine:

Blaine stumbled closer to Nick when he was tugged, nipping at his boyfriend’s lip before kissing him deeper. He felt his heart race as the kiss continued and they laid on the bed, sure that his body was freaking out while he adjusted to these new emotions - he always imagined this would be happening but never thought it’d be a reality.

Pulling away when the other did, Blaine nodded slightly. “O-Okay.. I want to.. but I’ve never actually.. been with someone else.. like this..”

Nick studied Blaine’s face before nodding his understanding, “That’s okay.. I only ever.. Once, and we got caught..” He shrugged a little, tongue wetting his lips, “I got lube and stuff.” He stammered, cheeks flushing furiously, “As long as this is what you want to do, we can wait.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

isolatedblaine:

Blaine walked into the cabin and looked around, tilting his head slightly before moving over his pillow to Nick’s bed. Looking over to the older male when he spoke, Blaine couldn’t help the small smile that formed on his lips before they connected with Nick’s. Reaching up to hold onto Nick’s arms, the brunette moaned softly into the kiss, never wanting the feeling to end. “Fuck,” he mumbled softly after pulling away just enough to catch his breath. “Nick..”

Seeing Blaine’s smile before his kissed him, Nick felt himself grow bolder, pulling Blaine flush against his chest so they were almost one entity against the world. Pulling away to catch his breath, the older male’s eyes swept over his boyfriend’s face, loving how something so simple as a kiss could make him impossibly more attractive than he had been before.

He surged forward again, the tone of the other’s voice pulling all rational thought from his mind. As their lips reconnected, the taller male began to back Blaine toward the bed, easing the two of them down on top of the comforter and turning on their sides. Nick pulled away again, to cup the younger male’s cheek, “We don’t have to... I’m fine with this..”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

isolatedblaine:

Blaine shrugged, looking up to Nick with a soft smile. “I won’t, he usually throws me in iso within the first five minutes anyways. You don’t have to beat him up for me,” he replied, “I’ll be fine, as long as Cooper doesn’t get me.” The curly haired male nodded slightly, reaching out to open the door to their cabin and stepped in. “This place doesn’t seem quite as dreary now that it’s our little safe haven..”

Nick relaxed a little at the assuring words from Blaine that he was more likely to end up in iso than anything with Dom. Nick followed Blaine inside, closing the door behind them, letting out a sigh of relief once they were finally inside and away from any eyes that might have seen them, “Was never as dreary as the rest of this place, not with you here to make my day a little brighter.” 

The older male shrugged a little, the tension leeching form his muscles the longer they were alone. Barely sparing a second to think, Nikolaos stepped forward to close the gap between the two of them, his hand tangling in the back of Blaine’s curls as he kissed him deeply, passionately finally able to show his true feelings for the younger man.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

isolatedblaine:

“She really is, I’m surprised Cooper even hired her after I begged him to,” Blaine chuckled, walking alongside Nick on the way to their cabin, sliding his hands in his pockets so he didn’t try to hold the elder male’s hands. “I’m sure I’ll be switched to Dom for my one-on-ones in a few months, it never fails to happen around my birthday. I’m just happy he hadn’t hired anyone new this year, while surprising, I’m grateful for it.” Looking around as they walked, the male smiled as he noticed all of their friends, people he had known for years and the few select newbies that found cliques for safety. “Yours? Mine is probably a shittier bed than yours, there hasn’t been new mattresses in years..”

Nick had to stop himself from practically skipping to the cabins, he felt as though her were on cloud nine, life couldn’t get much better than this moment right here. glancing around as Blaine did, he smiled a little, “Mine it is then... And don’t worry about Dom, eventually I’m gonna give him whats coming to him.” He took a deep breath, clenching his fists at his sides for a moment before relaxing again, “Sorry, I’m calm.. I just don’t like people hurting people I care about. I don’t care if it happens to me but... I just don’t wanna see you hurting.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

isolatedblaine:

Wrapping his arms around Nick, Blaine smiled softly at the kisses and nodded slightly. “Come with me to my food plan meeting with her and we can tell her then?” he suggested, shrugging and lacing his fingers with his boyfriend’s. “Good thing it’s only a short walk… we have about a half hour before I have my one-on-one with Lucas. Hopefully he goes easy on me this time around,” the male sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. Meetings with Lucas weren’t too bad, not until last meeting last year when he tried to fight back and ended up with head injuries. “Can we lay together once we get in the cabin?”

Nikolaos nodded, giving his boyfriend another kiss before finally letting go of his hand, “Sure, I love talking to nurse B anyways. She’s pretty much the best ‘adult’ here by a long shot.” He chuckled before sighing softly, “It’ll be fine, better than Dom anyway. Man’s an asshole, pure and simple.” The elder male took a step backwards out of the safety of their hiding spot, heading toward the cabins, “Of course, but you’ll have to pick who’s bed we lay in.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

isolatedblaine:

Blaine held onto Nick’s hand tightly as they snuck around, blushing more when he was kissed. He exhaled shakily at the elder’s words, nodding slightly and hugging his boyfriend’s waist. “Thank you,” he whispered, eyes closed. “I trust you, I trust you completely.” Smiling softly at the word ‘boyfriends’, Blaine looked back up to Nick and kissed his nose. “Should we tell Brook? She should know, she’s our best friend,” he asked, holding onto Nick’s hand again. “Not now, but like.. later..”

Nick wrapped his arms around Blaine, running his fingers through his curls tenderly, as his boyfriend spoke again, he dropped s kiss to the top of his head, “No, thank you.. For being the one person I could always count on.” He chuckled at the kiss to his nose and nodded, “We’ll tell her, it’s only right she knows too.” Nick squeezed Blaine’s hand again, “Come on, we should get inside before someone sees us... That means having to let go of you for the walk, not sure if I’m willing to do that yet.” 

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine moaned softly at the kiss, nodding slightly at the elder male’s words. “Safer bet,” he whispered, looking up to Nick. “You promise? I don’t know how much I could take if his punishments get worse for me. We already sneak food and I keep sneaking out of iso,” he murmured, shaking his head and tears brimming his eyes. “I’m scared..”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Nick’s eyes darted around for any sign of counsellors, pulling Blaine back behind the infirmary building - well out of the way of any eyes that could walk past - before he took Blaine’s face between his hands, kissing his forehead, nose and finally his lips, “Don’t, you don’t need to be scared any more, I’ve kept bigger and badder people from hurting people that I love; I’m not about to let Coop of all people get his hands on you again. I promise you.” The older male wrapped his arms around Blaine and kissed the top of his curls, “C’mon, we’re gonna go back to the cabin and we’ll spend a little time getting used to finally being boyfriends.” He let go of the younger male, grinning from ear to ear at just being able to call him that after all this time.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine exhaled shakily as he listened to Nick, blushing lightly at the feeling of the elder’s fingers in his curls and returning the soft kiss. “A-Are you sure?” he asked, slowly standing up as well when Nick offered his hand. “What if someone catches us? What if Cooper tries to move one of us out?” His voice shook as he spoke, holding the male’s hand impossibly tight and eyes wide with fear. As much as he wanted this, nothing terrified him more than his brother and all of the possible injures that could occur from going against him.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Nikolaos nodded, leaning to kiss Blaine again and pulling back to smile at him, “I’m sure, as long as you are.. We can just make out if you don’t wanna od anything else but we can’t stay out here.” He sighed, eyes narrowing at the mention of Cooper, “I’d like to see him try, I’ve taken worse than you can imagine... He’s not about to kick either of us out of that cabin, trust me on that.” He smiled softly, “Even if he did, that wouldn’t stop either of us finding a way around it.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine couldn’t help but hum softly and smile as he kissed Nikolaos back, shifting forward when he was pulled and placing his hands on the older male’s chest. Opening his mouth slightly to bite his boyfriend’s lip, the male ran his hands down his chest before gasping and pulling away. “Nicky,” he whispered, eyes shut tight as he spoke. “Someone could catch us..”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

The older male pulled away reluctantly, his eyes dark and his pupils dilated with lust, “Yeah... We should...” He sighed heavily, “I don’t wanna stop.. I never wanna stop touching you.” Nick breathed softly, running his fingers through Blaine’s curls and pressing another more chaste kiss to his lips, “C’mon, if we’re quick we’ll get back to the cabin before anyone notices we’re not in group therapy..” He pulled himself to his feet, threw what they had taken out back into the picnic he’d brought and then held his hand out to help the younger male up, “Once we’re inside we’ll lock the door and there’s nothing they can do about it.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine gently rubbed the pad of his thumb against the back of Nick’s hand, trying to relax the tense muscles there as he did with his own hands daily. He chuckled softly at the elder’s expression, nodding and smiling more. “I really do mean it,” he replied with a soft laugh and feeling himself blush at Nick’s question. Opening his mouth to open the question, he shut it again and felt himself lick his lips before softly kissing his cabin mate back, the rest of his senses heightened and feeling himself exhale shakily as he pulled back. “Yes,” he whispered, leaning in to kiss Nick again. 

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Nikolaos’ face split into a grin the moment Blaine answered him, his eyes still fixed on the younger male’s lips, already wanting to kiss him again the moment they broke apart; He surged forward again, cupping the curly haired male’s jaw as he kissed him once more, this time with more passion than before now that he knew how good it was to be that close to his now boyfriend. The older male’s free hand gripped Blaine’s hip, pulling him closer insistently.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine couldn’t help but laugh at Nick’s awkwardness, it was absolutely adorable and one of the main things he adored about the older male. Putting his sandwich down, the curly haired male turning to fully face his friend before scrunching his face with a laugh. “That sounds gross,” he laughed, shaking his head to let a few curls bounce against his forehead. “Just say it, Nick. Breathe.”

Letting Nick take his hand, Blaine couldn’t help but notice how comfortable the small motion was; they had never done it before and yet it felt like it was a normal thing for them. He looked up when Nick started to speak again, only to blush deeply at his words. Had they really had the same emotions for that long, and were too afraid and stubborn to admit them? Noticing that the other’s eyes had gone to their hands, Blaine gave a gentle squeeze before laughing softly and shaking his head. “I would never ask you to move out, if anything I’d ask you to move over to my bed.. How in the world are we both so terrified of the same thing? Nikolaos, I’m completely in love with you too.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Nick prepared himself for what he could only assume would be a gentle let down and a request to move cabins, his body tense even as he held Blaine’s hand between his own and waited for the younger male’s reply; When he had it, it knocked him completely for six, his eyes snapping to the other’s and searching for any hint that what he was saying wasn’t true, “Y.. you mean that?” He asked uncertainty, excitement leaching into his voice, “I-I mean you wanna..”The older male cleared his throat and found his voice, “Do you want to be my boyfriend, Blaine? I’ve loved you for so long... I just wish one of us had said something sooner..” Nick half smiled, edging a little closer to the other, “B-before you answer.. I just wanna do something.” He bit his lip for a moment, eyes fixed on Blaine’s mouth as he leant forward, pressing a light kiss to his lips.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine chuckled softly, leaning back slightly as he listened to Nick. “Thank you, really. I’ll have to thank Brook too, you two really look out for me,” he said, eating happily. “You eat too, seriously, there’s enough for us both. You know I feel bad for eating in front of you.” The male leaned over and poked Nick’s cheek before chuckling, admiring how handsome his cabin mate looked.

The male hummed happily as he looked at the lake, it had been a while they had a relaxing moment aside from bed time, and it was never something he took for granted. He always admired Nick as well, to the point of liking him more than a friend but it was frustrating with how much he had to hide it for fear of either Cooper finding out or the older male not feeling the same. He turned back to his best friend, only to blush and chuckle when he noticed Nikolaos watching him. “Nicky,” he whined with a slight smile - he only used that nickname when teasing. “What are you thinking of?”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Nick half smiled at the poke to his cheek, a faint blush colouring his face as he met Blaine’s eye, “I will, but I need to say something first or I might throw up...” He trailed off, cursing himself for saying something so gross and stupid, “I-I mean, uh..” He let out a deep sigh, irritated with himself, “Fuck, why is this so damn hard to say?”

Turning to face the younger male properly at his words, Nick slowly reached out and took Blaine’s hand in his, “Pretty much the fact that I’ve been completely in love with you for the past two years, and I haven’t been able to tell you for so long because I’m terrified that you don’t feel the same way..” Nick’s eyes widened when he realised that he’d said that out loud as opposed to in his head as he intended, “Shit.. I was supposed to say it better than that.” He sighed, taking a breath before continuing anyway, “Look... Before you say anything, I don’t expect anything from you, you can ask me to move cabins or whatever if you need me to but I couldn’t keep lying to myself every day.” Nikolaos finally stopped talking and looked up from where his eyes had been fixed on their hands between them, “Please say something..”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine chuckled softly at the grin on Nikolaos’ face, a blush creeping up his cheeks as he followed the older male. “I seem to remember that one of those plans started the tradition of the illegal booze night,” he teased, smiling more as they reached the lake. 

Stretching his legs after sitting down beside his cabin mate, the curly haired male smiled at the view in front of them. “One of the few things I actually love about this place,” he murmured before turning towards Nikolaos, his smile growing at the sight of the sandwiches. “Whoa, really?” he asked, picking up the food to inspect it. “Cooper’s going to have me on a crazy diet again - probably worse than last year but I need to see Brook to get all the details. But shit, this is much better than any of that.” Taking a bite into the sandwich, Blaine couldn’t help but moan softly at the taste. It had been forever since he ate something that wasn’t undercooked and barely passable on the health code, and it made his heart sing. “What do you have this afternoon? Cooper mentioned something about physical activities and group therapy, but I wasn’t really paying attention.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Nick smiled, “Ah yes.. That is definitely the highlight of my year when we come here.. Well, that and..” He trailed off with a small cough to clear his throat before switching the subject, “I know, that’s why I thought it was best to whisk you away after being forced to talk to Cooper.” He took a deep breath and gestured to the food and drink, “Than I’d get eating before you end up starving.. Brook helped me break into the kitchens for this, it seems she’s even less thrilled about your new food regime than you are.

The older male leant back on his hands as he watched Blaine, tongue darting out to wet his lips nervously; he’d never been very good at admitting his feelings to himself let alone anyone else. Blaine had known him for two years now, they knew everything there was to know about one another and yet there was still this one thing hanging between them and Nikolaos knew that if he didn’t say something soon, he wouldn’t be able to keep his big mouth shut without blurting his feelings to the wrong person.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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[isolatedblaine]

Blaine sighed as he listened to his older brother drone on and on in their meeting about expectations for the new year - they were the same as last and honestly, the curly haired male had planned on keeping quiet and not be thrown in isolation every week. It’d be a vast improvement, though so far with this unneeded meeting, this year didn’t look much better.

“Blaine, are you even listening to me?” Cooper snapped, pulling the younger Anderson out of his thoughts. When Blaine simply nodded, Cooper sighed and waved his hand. “Fine, Brook’s got your food plan and go find Lucas at 1:30 for your second one-on-one. I’m watching you.”

Nodding again and leaving the cabin, the teenager sighed and ran his fingers through his hair, only to smile when he noticed his cabin mate. “Hey, you look like you’ve got a plan,” he chuckled.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Checking his watch again, Nikolaos looked up when he heard footsteps, his face breaking into a grin when the younger male approached from the front of the house, he held out a hand to wrap his fingers around the younger male’s wrist, pulling him off to the side, “I’ve always got a plan, I told you that during our first year here.” He chuckled, pulling Blaine down the side of the cabin and towards his favourite spot on the grounds - the far edge of the lake.

Once the two males reached the preferred spot, just out of view of the counsellor’s cabin and sat himself down, placing the food next to him and patting the ground next to him, “I thought you could do with a little time out, we’ve got nothing scheduled for the next hour or so and... Well I thought you could do with some real food.”

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

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Nick looked up from his book to the clock on the wall, smiling when he realised that Blaine would get out of his meeting with Cooper in just a matter of minutes; The older male hadn’t yet revealed his true feelings for the curly haired male yet but having spent another week in the same cabin, watching Blaine when he knew that he wouldn’t be caught, Nick had finally worked up the courage to confess, and he wanted to make sure that he could make it as special as he possibly could - even in a place like this.

Snapping his book shut, he got to his feet and collected the sandwiches and snacks that he’d managed to steal from the kitchens while the counsellors were in their weekly meeting and swept his eyes across the cabin before letting himself out and locking the door behind him. Nick strode across the grounds, going around the back of Coopers cabin so as not to be seen, and waited just down the side of the wooden building for Blaine to appear and head towards him.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

So group therapy was.. interesting.

[isolatedblaine]

Fuck those eggs were bad, haha. They’ve gotten a little better, but if it wasn’t for Coop following my food plan that meal would have turned me vegan. Still considering…

Thanks, Nick, means a lot. Grab something for yourself too, okay? Summer’s just started but Cooper’s been in a good mood so something is up.. 

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

Yeah, I’m still half tempted to break in there one morning to make some real food. That’s stop the defections to veganism too..

No worries, I like to know that you’re good.. Hey, I just came up with a plan. You get out of your meeting with Cooper in one piece, I’ve got a surprise for you.

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

So group therapy was.. interesting.

[isolatedblaine]

I seem to remember that to be the first time I actually saw you as more than just my cabin mate. They’ll figure it out soon enough, here’s hoping one of them is the first 24 hour isolation instead of me!

Fantastic… Yeah, that’d be nice, thanks. I don’t presume there’ll be any broken bones this time, but at least there will be some pretty bruises and wounds for Brook to patch up. There a way you think you could snag some chips from the kitchen too? 

[notsuchasaint-nikolaos]

That’s just ‘cause I’m awesome, handsome, and I started a mutiny over badly cooked eggs, you can’t blame me for that. It was completely worth two days in iso. I think one got thrown in there, not even the one who started it!

I’ll grab what I can then, I think Nurse B has a couple cold packs too that we can keep hidden jfor future.. I’ll grab chips and I’m sure I saw a bottle of booze in there, I’ll see what I can do about that too.